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Lu Qinan froze for a long time, her small face was deathly pale without a trace of blood, and the hand she used to hold the small blue and white bowl began to shake with too much force …

He raised his eyes in panic.

"I don't know why I got pregnant. There was no contraception so …"

Lu Qinan was currently at a loss, the panic and helplessness in her heart was written all over her face. She was afraid that if he were to see through it, he would only be able to lower his head and look at her.

"I'm sorry …"

Gu Zhongshen's eyes congealed, his heart suddenly tightened, he looked at the small ball, which had curled up as though it was afraid, and took a small bite of the bowl, lowering his eyes and apologizing.

What's wrong with her? She's just happy to have his child, but … Using such a thin and frail body, he gave birth to a small life. But now, she, who had done nothing wrong, was apologizing to him instead.

"An An."

Gu Zhongshen looked over seriously, and forced her to raise her chin, narrowing her eyes, "I was the one who got you pregnant, what fault do you have?"

She was slightly startled. Her delicate white fingers on her wrist retracted, and her eyes followed suit.

The man's low and hoarse voice sounded in her ears, without any undulations or other emotions, his rough fingers lightly brushed across her lips, "Lin Qinghuan said that you will wait for me to tell my child something. Sorry I couldn't get there in time... After a moment of delay. I heard you were in a car accident when you came over. "

Lu Qinan opened his eyes wide and took a whiff of the soft and sweet fragrance in the bowl, mixed with the mint fragrance on his body, it was extremely soothing.

"Fourth Uncle, go look for Qin Xuanman."

She narrowed her eyes and stared at the man's rolling adam's apple. The knuckles on the hand next to her were slender and white as they slid across her wrist. "Mhmm."

He did not deny it, and said hoarsely after a long while.

"She committed suicide."

There was a moment of silence.

Lu Qinan didn't react to the word "suicide" for a long time, he only heard the man's hoarse voice from above him, "It's a surgical operation now, he's not dead."

He spoke coldly, as if this woman was as simple as living and dying in his eyes.

After a pause, a thick palm finally landed on her head, caressing her hair in an extremely casual manner. The man's rich voice lingered in her ears, "Don't take her to heart, hmm?"

The voice grew gentler and softer, the deep black eyes filled with gentleness and seriousness. It caused others to have an illusion, as if he saw her as the entire world.

However, the little girl suddenly lowered her hand and giggled.

"Fourth Uncle, are you trying to trick me?"

I know that besides the past, you and Qin Xuanman have no relationship. I know that the reason why you went to see her again and again is because of her. "It's just past friendships."

She smiled, but there was no change in her eyes. Her fingers were tightly clenched as she looked at his tired appearance. She lowered her voice. "I know all about it."

"An An, don't …"

Gu Zhongshen frowned, he did not know how to comfort her. He knew that his girl was angry. He knew that this matter had once again hurt her feelings. He knew that deep down in her heart, she cared about him that much.

Silence filled the air, spreading between the two of them. The man finally stood up and touched his pocket for a cigarette. After a while, he finally put his hand down.

"She committed suicide. I went to see her and delayed my date with you. But she stabbed herself in front of me. No matter what … I can't just watch her die. Yes, we once loved each other, very, very much. At the very least, right now, I know clearly that you, Lu Qinan, are my wife! "

"I didn't handle this matter properly. It's not that she shouldn't have appeared in our lives, but that I shouldn't have hidden it from you."

Lu Qinan nodded, and laughed innocently and cleanly, "So Fourth Uncle, do you want to meet her in the future? Or … For her sake, let me get rid of this child? "

At the end of her sentence, her voice shook, and her small body curled up on the bed, her eyes red.

Gu Zhongshen's face was filled with disbelief. In her eyes, there was really fear!

"Do you think I don't want our children?"

"Fourth Uncle …"

Her face was filled with frustration and helplessness. Her fingers rested on her slender shoulder as she saw the frail appearance of the little girl.

Only the heavens knew how much he wanted a little girl like her to give birth to a soft and delicate girl. Even at night I dreamed that she was small, like she was carved out of the same mold.

The little girl's nose turned sour, and her tears finally fell uncontrollably. Her fingers pinched the center of her palm, "Fourth Uncle, you're lying! If you want it, why do you still say that you will take away our child? "

"In your heart, you've never wanted a child other than Bao Bao, right?!"

In his mind was always his resolute voice. As far as his eyes could see, it was the calm face of a man. His heart felt painful again, as if something sharp had stabbed into his heart. Suddenly, he felt like suffocating!

"Fourth Uncle did not, An An, Fourth Uncle did not …"

Gu Zhongshen grabbed onto her trembling body, but the little girl was so excited at this moment that she could not control herself, tears fell down her face and her vision blurred. She extended her little hand and grabbed onto the corner of his clothes, "So, I can keep it, right? so it won't be removed, right... "

The air suddenly became silent.

Lu Qinan's eyes were filled with hope, her small hands were grabbing tightly, her slender white fingers were pinching the collar of her shirt, but she lifted her pale little face, unwilling to let go.

She was waiting for his answer.

In that moment, Gu Zhongshen really wanted to agree to her request. He wanted her to take this child, no matter what the cost, even if it was not even a 10% chance of success.

However, he was extremely clear that for this 10% chance of success, she was willing to sacrifice her own life.

Her expression immediately changed, and her lips parted slightly.

"No, An An."

Lu Qinan blinked his eyes, as though he couldn't react to it. The anticipation in his clear eyes instantly turned into despair.

Her red lips moved, and her eyes lost focus. She stared at him with no energy left in her eyes, as she asked a blank question.

"You're sick."

His voice was hoarse, and after rubbing it in his throat for a long time, his voice became indistinct. His rough fingers rubbed back and forth across her thin white face, covering the chill.

Her thin lips moved, her eyebrows were warm and deep, "Do you still remember the last time we saw the combined treatment? Lian Shuyan said that your situation is more or less the same as hers. If you were to force yourself to have children, you might be even worse off than her. "

After hesitating for a long time, he finally told her about it.

"Fourth Uncle doesn't care too much about children. You are the only one she cares about, so if you are born with it, you will encounter an unpredictable danger, so Fourth Uncle would rather not have it."

The little girl froze where she was, and for a moment, tears almost fell out of her eyes.

The man saw only the flash of despair in her eyes, and then it went back to indifference, and he bit his lip, his small hand clutching his.

He then pressed it against his lower abdomen.

"Fourth Uncle, feel it."

She gave a heavy slap and forced herself to calm down, "The baby is inside, it's still young and doesn't know about this yet. But wait a few more months, and in a few more months it will know all this. "

"Fourth Uncle, let's not let it think that its parents don't want it, okay?"

The man removed his hand, and didn't even dare to look at her lower abdomen, as he embraced her evasively. "Do you want Fourth Uncle to be clearer? If you have something in your womb, you might not be able to have your own child for the rest of your life! "

"No, no …" "You liar."

She shook her head, too choked to speak.

Gu Zhongshen's voice was like a sharp sword, thrusting hard into her heart.

"This baby is not fated to be with us. Fourth Uncle can stop having children in this life, as long as you are here, hmm?"

Not good, not good!

Lu Qinan screamed loudly in the bottom of his heart, as if his heart was taken out of his body, and was bleeding from the pain.

She opened her eyes wide and mumbled weakly.

As for Gu Zhongshen, he did not give her any hope, "Once your body is well, we will go and kill this child. The earlier the time, the less damage it will cause to your body. "

Heh …

She cried until she had no strength left. Her fingers tightly gripped the bed sheet as if she wanted to tear it apart.

The man had been standing by the side of the bed the entire time. His pitch-black eyes didn't seem to have any warmth in them.

After an unknown amount of time, the little girl's crying gradually turned into sobbing. She powerlessly fell back onto the bed and stared at the ceiling with a deathly pale face. It was as if someone had taken away her vitality and she had lost all her energy.

Gu Zhongshen paused for a long time, his lips moved as though he wanted to say something, but in the end no sound came out, he turned and walked out.

The door of the ward was opened and closed. The man's footsteps were light. The moment he closed the door, he heard a choked sound of someone trying to suppress him.

She was still crying.

Ever since he met her, he never felt that she was a girl who loved to cry. She always returned when she was bullied. The biggest loss in his life was probably because of him. The worst crying was also because of him.

The girl who had married her and wanted to hold her in her arms and ache for her, had suffered the hardships she had not endured for more than twenty years.

As expected, he was still unwilling to take it.

Sure enough, he still told her that there was something wrong with her body.

Indeed, heartlessness was frightening.

Lu Qinan held back his tears and stared at the Mobile Screen.

Just ten minutes before Gu Zhongshen came in, she picked up the phone.

From Qin Xuanman.

The woman who killed herself to save Fourth Uncle told her with a laugh when she just came back to life that she was in a hurry to call her when her voice was hoarse and lacking strength.

"What, Zhong Chen hasn't come to your place yet?" Do you know why he didn't come find you earlier? It's all for me … "

"Well, I heard you were pregnant? Congratulations on getting what you want. However, do you think that being deep will allow this child to be born? "

At that time, she retorted righteously, "He's pregnant. Even if he says those things …" If that's the case, you can't possibly let me take the child! "

Qin Xuanman only laughed on the other side of the phone, his laugh was hoarse and exaggerated, "I'll ask you later and you'll know. Let me think about the reason why the profundity will be used. He doesn't like children? No, no, no... This was too far-fetched. Or tell you your child has a problem? Or is there something wrong with your body... In the end, we can't keep this child here. "

"Well, I pity you too. But I am the only one who has a deep and profound heart. Lu Qinan, even if you die taking over the position of the Mrs. Gu, you will never be able to obtain his heart! "