Lu Qinan looked at him and her heart was slightly pricked. Little by little, pain spread throughout her body, making her almost unable to breathe.

"Can I really punish you, Fourth Uncle?"

"Of course you can!"

She smiled and said, "That day at the kidnapping scene, you knew she was taken away, so you immediately left. You didn't even look at me, did you?"

Gu Zhongshen was slightly stunned, thinking back to the situation at that time, he explained in a hoarse voice, "The only person I received news of being kidnapped was her … Moreover, Zi Nan is there, he will take care of you. "

"Yes." You have to go save the people you care about the most. "

Lu Qinan's smile was a little astringent, and whenever he thought of that scene, the pain in his heart was still intense. The man she liked, her husband, was desperate for other women.

Gu Zhongshen kept the ointment, "Eat some food and have a good night's sleep, once you burn it, you will feel comfortable."

He leaned over her so that she could lie down, packed everything up, and carefully covered her with the blanket.

However, the closeby breathing and oppressing body made Lu Qinan suddenly recall those bad memories.

That night, he also pressed down on top of her and tied his hands together before …

The fear spread in an instant. Lu Qinan raised his hand almost reflexively, as he swung it hard at Yue Yang.

"Go away."

"An An..."

Gu Zhongshen squinted his eyes and refused to leave. He was unwilling to see her reject him, so he simply hugged her tightly.

"I don't want to!"

The way he hugged her by force also made Lu Qinan think of the scene that night. He pressed her down on the bed and tied up her hands, ignoring her protest, before rushing in …

"Go away!"

Lu Qinan let out a cry of alarm, and began to cry as he made a ruckus.

She curled up into a ball and pointed at the tall figure that refused to leave. She muttered to herself, "I don't want you …"

"I don't want you anymore."

Gu Zhong suddenly stiffened as a hint of injury and disbelief flashed through his eyes. "For a long time, he didn't retract his hand that was suspended in the air. For a moment, the air around him was so still that he seemed to have lost his breath.

The little girl on the bed was still carefully curled up there, her pale little face covered by her hair. She hated her so much that she didn't even want to look at him.

The old man's heart finally sunk.

In the room.

Lu Qinan's whimpering voice became softer and softer, but the man still stood there and refused to leave.

He no longer wanted to touch her, but he had made up his mind not to leave her. He had never felt fear before, and if he left like this, he would never be able to have her again.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, Lu Qinan quietly curled up there, not saying a word or looking at him.

The man lowered his gaze and looked at her tiny body, tentatively reaching out his finger, and swiped it across her arm, "An An, do you really not want the Fourth Uncle anymore?"

"You don't want this Fourth Uncle, what do you want this Fourth Uncle to do …"

The little girl's eyes immediately turned red. It wasn't that she didn't want him, but that he no longer needed her.

"For the past two days, I've been thinking about where you are, whether you've encountered danger, whether there are bad people, and whether I miss you …" Fourth Uncle is truly sorry about what happened that day. Ever since I knew that she was kidnapped, I started to lose my cool. The video you saw... It happened the night before our engagement. She was raped. And I knew it wasn't me. This time, her entire body was injured and dragged away by a man. "In the end …"

When he had touched upon the darkest part of his heart, being forced to admit that the man was him, when he thought it through later on, he only felt that Qin Xuanman was terrifyingly dirty.

Yet, something happened again. Especially what that person did … It was similar to before.

He paused, his emotions nearly overwhelmed, "I want to save her, and that video... I misunderstood you. "

Lu Qinan knew that the relationship between him and Qin Xuanman was not simple. He knew that this thirty-two year old man was not completely blind, he had a fiancee that talked about marriage before, and a child like Bao Bao. In fact, there was still someone hidden in his heart.

She lowered her head, her ten slender white fingers intertwined together, her voice was soft and weak. "Fourth Uncle, you don't trust me."

"Not because we are separated by Qin Xuanman, but because in your heart, there is no me."

If he believed her, how could he stare at her with such a cold gaze? If he truly cared about her, how could he be willing to tie her to the bed and torture her to death …

Nightmare like scenes spun around and around in his mind. Lu Qinan lowered his head, unwilling to speak any further with him.

"An An..."

He reached out to touch her, but as soon as his fingertips touched her, his tiny body shuddered and shrank back.

Lu Qinan opened his eyes and looked outside the window quietly.

"I want to sleep."

Gu Zhongshen's lips moved a little, as though she wanted to say something, but the words that were about to come out of her mouth, due to her estranged expression, finally stopped.

All the emotions that were buried deep within his heart finally turned into a deep voice, "Good, you should rest well."

The sound of footsteps slowly faded and the faint light outside the door finally disappeared. Lu Qinan's body relaxed and looked at the room with the dim bedside lamp.

Everything was still familiar, but her heart was different.

In fact, his heart was filled with contradictions and contradictions. No matter what he did to her, he should be disgusted by her, slandering her and harming her.

One could see that his haggard appearance always softened his heart. He could only remind himself that having experienced this once was enough. Even if he liked it, he should never forgive him.

Gu Zhongshen was talking on the phone from outside, with smoke curling up between his index and middle finger, covering up the emotions on his face.

"It's me."

Zhu Zinan heaved a sigh of relief, "Is he alright? Lin Qinghuan was shouting about wanting to go see her, but I had to say more before I was able to stop her.

"It's my fault."

He lowered his eyes as the powerless feeling in his heart gradually seeped out. Soon, it was as if his entire body was about to be strangled, and he could not even breathe. His mood was so astringent that he, as a man, could feel the wind blowing him to the point that he wanted to cry.

After pausing for a few seconds, Zhu Zinan muttered, "The last time you went to the neighboring city with Lian Shuyan to treat him, what did the doctor say?"

Heart disease.

Gu Zhongshen raised his head and looked at the pitch black sky. His ailment had been formed since that year, and although he was ill in his heart, it had injured the woman he loved. "Slowly treat it, he said that maybe my wife is a good medicine."

He paused for a moment before smiling bitterly.

"But now, I've hurt her. Zennan, you don't know, but when she looked at me, her eyes were no longer as fervent as before. It was as if she was looking at a stranger …"

Zhu Zinan did not speak, and did not know where to start.

He stubbed out his cigarette, thinking of the little girl's wounds, of her stubbornness in refusing to see him, of her trembling little body, which clearly had no strength left in it, and yet still insisted on rejecting her.

"I'm so scared."

"I'm afraid she doesn't have me in her heart anymore."

The next day, when Lu Qinan woke up, the sunlight was shining straight into the room. She was startled as she looked at the familiar environment and the white light at the side.

The door opened as if sensing something. The man's tall body squeezed in, wearing a casual shirt and walking towards the bed with his slippers on.

"Wake up, go brush your teeth?"

He bent down and made a gesture to carry her over.

Lu Qinan frowned, and slapped the man's hand away, "I have my own legs, I can walk."

The man raised his hand again and placed it on her forehead. He stuck it to her forehead for a few seconds and frowned. "It's still a little hot. Let's go to the hospital …"

"They're all saying that they won't go!"

Gu Zhongshen squinted his eyes, following the stubborn young lady out of the bathroom, she brushed her teeth expressionlessly, but from the beginning to the end, his gaze had not landed on.

"Why don't you want to go to the hospital?"

She had been rejecting him since last night. That was where she worked, why did she despise him so much?

Lu Qinan was silent like a mute, his eyes fixed on the mirror, he brushed his teeth hard, and looked at the two eyes that were swollen like walnuts, and the face that had become more haggard than usual.

She shouldn't be sad about someone who wasn't worth it.

The man didn't miss any of her facial expressions. His thick eyebrows unconsciously knitted together and any of her facial expressions were written on his face. It was obvious that he could see through it.

"Nanny Qian cooked some porridge, washed his face, and ate some."

Afraid she wouldn't eat again, he urged again and again.

Lu Qinan wanted to turn around and leave, but in that instant, he stumbled and almost lost his footing.

The man who was about to leave immediately became gloomy. He quickly picked her up and put her back on the bed. He then anxiously made her lie down and covered her with a blanket. "You can't even stand steadily."

His face was ashen as he forcefully suppressed his struggling hands and took out his cell phone to make a call. "Right, arrange for a ward …"

Only then did she react, turning her face away. "I said I won't go."

The man stared at her. He definitely needed a reason.

Lu Qinan's pale face finally had a trace of a smile, but it was actually grey.

"If there is no reason, then we must go."

She could hate him for ignoring her, or she could pretend he didn't exist, but she couldn't hurt herself.

After a long while, Lu Qinan finally raised his eyes and swept over him indifferently.

"Do you really have to ask? People don't like places like hospitals. "And I don't want to go. It's because I don't want to see that woman. I don't want to be in the same place as her. I don't even want to have anything to do with her breathing …"

She hated Qin Xuanman to death, and she hated the possibility of him being with Qin Xuanman at the hospital even more.

Even though she despised him to death, she subconsciously did not want to help them.

She pinched her palms, feeling conflicted.

Gu Zhongshen raised his eyebrows, and said into his phone, "Yeah … "There's no need to prepare. My wife really dislikes your hospital."

Lian Shuyan, "?"

Isn't this your hospital?!

"But Renhe is the closest in the neighborhood, or is he going out for love? I'll call the family doctor. "

Seeing that he was patient, Lu Qinan felt that no matter how she disliked him, he would still keep a good attitude towards her. In between his brows, there was still a sense of exhaustion, he also seemed to have lost some weight, and was looking very tired.

Yet, she still stretched out her hand, her rough fingers resting on the back of her hand, as though she didn't feel the oppressive atmosphere at all.

However, her eyes were gentle.

"Sick to treat, eh?"