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But Chu Jicheng refuses to see Chu Xihang, Chu Leng and Meng Meng. He only wants to see Lin Feifei.

"Why are you doing this?"

In the visiting room, Lin Feifei and Chu Jicheng sit face to face across a table. In her first sentence, Lin Feifei asks about her doubts with Chu Xihang, Chu Meng and Chu Leng.

To know what Chu Jicheng did today is not good for him, even enough to cause unimaginable bad consequences. Is it really just for their children? And he clearly knows that Chu Xihang and Chu Meng are not his own children. Lin Feifei really believes that Chu Jicheng can do such great things.

At this time, Chu Jicheng seemed to be a lot older. He raised his eyes, looked at Lin Feifei calmly and kindly for a long time, and then slowly said: "just before today, I would be surprised to be selfless. This should be the most correct decision I've made in my life. Do you know, in fact, I woke up a long time ago. After half a month's sleep, I fell asleep I woke up, but I didn't open my eyes, because I've been thinking about everything I've done in my life, every decision I've made, the ignorance and arrogance in my youth, the cruelty and ruthlessness in my middle age, the calculation and the root of the moon in my old age. Over the past few decades, how many people and things have been involved in them? They are like fast forward movies. They quickly appear in my mind in half a month After the replay, I realized that I had done so many bad things and harmed so many people.... "

Speaking of this, Chu Ji hesitated, and then continued: "some people say that when a person is old, he is particularly afraid of retribution. Maybe I am really old, lying in a quiet hospital like a mortuary. Thinking of the sins of his life, I began to have regret and fear. I began to have nightmares all the time. What I dreamed about was always those things in the past Those people, my every nerve, every minute, every second are suffering and suffering. I know I have to do something, otherwise, I will always be trapped in this kind of pain and can't extricate myself. Finally, this morning, I figured out that all I need to do is repent and redeem, so I held this press conference today. "

Lin Feifei stares at Chu Jicheng, who is full of repentance. She suddenly shakes her head and laughs sarcastically, saying: "in the end, you are still for yourself, for your own peace of mind, for your own no longer to be condemned by your conscience. You are the only one who makes this move today. We think you are doing everything for us. It's ridiculous. We are too naive You haven't changed at all

In the face of Lin Feifei's sarcasm, Chu Jicheng is not angry at all. His eyes are still calm, calm as an old monk who has no desire and no desire. "Before, if you used to talk to me with such words, I would be furious. Even if you did something to make you regret what you shouldn't do to me, but now, I accept it calmly, because I understand all this I deserve it. I have to bear it. Do you know why I have such a big change in my mood in this short month? "

Chu Jicheng doesn't seem to need Lin Feifei to answer. He continues: "in fact, in the first half month after the operation, I couldn't open my eyes, but my mind is clear. I can hear every word you say around me, but I can't respond. That day, Xu Pei waved back the nurse and took off me The oxygen mask used to prolong my life wanted to kill me. I knew very well in my heart, but my weak body couldn't resist at that time. Later, you appeared in time to save my life and said some heartfelt words to me. It was also from then on that I realized that my life was such a failure as you said. I finally began to look back on the past This month is like a long life for me. I am very grateful to God for giving me a daughter like you. Without you, I may never wake up one day. This may sound hypocritical to me, but later, I gradually understand that I am no longer Chu Jicheng. I will use the rest of my life to make up for my sins, and you will be the best I wish you all a happy life and never learn from me

Listening to Chu Jicheng's words from the bottom of his heart, Lin Feifei's cold eyes softened. There is a saying that the prodigal son does not change his money. No matter what reason Chu Jicheng wakes up, at least he is really changing his true repentance now, and he no longer pursues Chu Xihang and Chu Meng's life experience. How big a mind should it take? Such a result has been achieved That's enough.