Pei Yijing didn't speak, and listened to her quietly.

"So they left the house one afternoon while I was at school, and I came home empty, with a wad of money on the table, and then I was an orphan..."

"Why didn't you go to them? They are obliged to raise you until you are eighteen!"

"I think the biggest characteristic of me is that I have self-knowledge. Since they don't want me anymore, why bother to look for me?"

Pei Yijing's warm eyebrows furrowed fiercely: "And then?"

"Unfortunately, the money they gave me was only enough for my tuition fees. I had no place to stay or money to eat, so I was living on the street..."

"How old were you then?"

"Twelve years old, it was still winter, and the weather was very cold. I wandered the streets alone at night, and there was heavy snow in the sky. I was cold, hungry and shivering. Sitting in the snow, I felt I was even about to die, but then again, I felt like a little match girl at that moment..."

The emotions in Pei Yijing's heart were irritable and depressed. He had never seen such parents, such outrageous parents!

"Fortunately, I was lucky and lucky, and then I performed on the street, and the money I earned was enough for me to eat, and then I lived in KFC at night, slowly making money, and then returned to China..."

Twelve-year-old children have already learned the warmth and coldness of human relationships. No one knows how tired and helpless a twelve-year-old child is when he is running around all day for his own life!

Fortunately, she grew up safely. Although her life was not very good, she still grew up alive!

Pei Yijing's hand held Lin Ruolan's hand on the quilt, and held it tightly, very tight, as if he had exhausted all his strength!

"Photographer Pei, why are you holding your hand so tightly? In fact, you don't need to hold it so tightly. You can hold it every day. I absolutely welcome it!"

"Naughty, I've already bought everything you want to eat, come eat now, since she treats you like this, why do you want to save her?"

Lin Ruolan paused for a moment, then said slowly, "I don't know, my consciousness was out of control at the time, and I rushed forward involuntarily!"

"Then I just said to her that from now on, it will be completely broken. From now on, no one will know anyone. I will treat her as dead, and she will treat me as dead. This rescue will be regarded as repaying the kindness left by her. Otherwise, I can't find a reason to save her..."

I really can't find a reason to save her, there is nothing between them!

There is no mother-daughter relationship, not even a stranger, she bought bread for her daughter and son, she rescued her, and all she got was insult!

She already knew that they didn't like her and didn't want to see her. When she was twelve years old, sitting in the snow, she felt that she wanted to live. If she couldn't survive, there was no one to collect her body...

hate it? Don't hate it anymore? Because they are nothing in his heart, so what is there to hate?

Forget, forget everything, forget everything...

Liu Rusu pushed open the door of the room and walked in: "Xiao Lan woke up, how do you feel?"

"It's much better." Lin Ruolan twitched the corner of her mouth weakly.

"Why are you here?" Pei Yijing looked at Liu Rusu.

Liu Rusu smiled lightly: "I'm a little worried about Xiaolan, so I came here to take a look. Now that she's awake, I feel relieved. Is there anything you want to eat?"

"No, Photographer Pei has already bought me porridge, and I've already drank it just now."

"That's good, what about the fruit you want to eat?"

"No."

When the phone rang, Pei Yijing picked up the phone and said, "I have some things to leave first, Rusu, take care of Xiaolan for me first."

"Okay, you go, leave this matter to me!"

Nodding, Pei Yijing walked out of the ward, only Liu Rusu and Lin Ruolan were left in the room.

"I'm a little tired and want to rest, Rujie can leave now."

She is really tired, not physically, but psychologically!

Liu Rusu smiled gracefully: "Xiao Lan, you have a sense of hostility towards me!"

Lin Ruolan shook her head, it is undeniable that there is indeed some sense of hostility, because it is destined for two women to fall in love with a man!

"It's not because of Sister Rusu, but because of some people!"

"Even if you feel hostile to me, it's normal, I can understand, but normal competition between rivals is fine, you can still be friends!"

Raising eyebrows, Lin Ruolan looked at her.

"I used to have a very possessive desire for Yijing, I shouldn't say it was very strong. You can never understand that kind of madness, which is more crazy than anything in the world. It's like he is my property. Others Can't even move!"

Liu Rusu smiled softly: "Can you understand that kind of madness? As long as a woman approaches him, he will be suspicious, and then quarrel!"

"Photographer Pei is not that kind of person!" Lin Ruolan said absolutely.

"So at that time, I was sick and very abnormal. After this illness, I felt that I was sober, and I was no longer the same as before!"

Lin Ruolan stared at her quietly, didn't say anything, just listened to her!

"In terms of love, I have the same status as you now, so I am an equal competitor with you. I also like your temperament. I am both a rival and a friend, isn't it good?"

"As a rival in love, but also as a friend, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Liu Rusu shook her head slowly: "Of course not, who he likes, and who he will choose in the end, that is his decision, not something we can control, even if I lose then, I will lose too Take it orally with your heart and liver, don’t you?”

"I found a problem. You are completely different from the you before you got sick. It's quite open!"

"So people who have experienced life and death once will see it more openly. I am a person who has passed through the death line once. I understand all the reasons now. You don't need to treat me as an enemy now, do you?"

Lin Ruolan smiled: "That's not necessarily true, sometimes it will, but most of the time it won't!"

Liu Rusu smiled lightly, after going through that incident and Zuo Lan's incident, she was completely open about emotional matters.

Some things do not belong to you if you want them, and you may not always get them.

What happened to Zuo Lan has already explained everything, and her ending made everything more transparent. She is not a wooden person.

Feelings cannot be forced!

The two chatted for a while, and then Liu Rusu left, and Lin Ruolan was lying on the bed, not feeling sleepy at all.

From now on, she is really an orphan, without father or mother, she just jumped out of the cracks in the rocks!

In fact, this is also good, if there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment, and there will be no pain, which is really good!

However, what she didn't expect was that Gloria came over again in the afternoon, bringing Amy and Moore with her.

They were about fourteen years old, and they were dressed in beautiful and luxurious clothes. They were indeed the princes of the princesses in the greenhouse.

I've already stimulated her deeply once in the morning, isn't that enough?

Lin Ruolan took a deep breath, sat up from the bed, her expression was cold and without any warmth: "What are you doing here?"

"After all, you became like this because of me. I'm still cleaning up when I come to see. Why, aren't you welcome?"

"No welcome, the door is over there, please leave!"

Gloria ignored her and sat down beside her. Amy shook her head, "Mommy, she's so rude!"

Lin Ruolan felt that there was no need for her to argue with a child who didn't know anything, so she let her speak without taking it seriously.

Since she was a child, she has been raised by no one, and it is normal for her to be uneducated and polite.

"I don't have so much time. He will come over in the afternoon and ask me to visit you instead. He is on a business trip and is not in Milan at the moment."

Lin Ruolan stretched lazily, with a puzzled expression on her face: "Who is he?"

"Your father!"

"No, I don't have a mother. My father is already dead. You should understand this fact!"

Kailai looked at her: "You really don't know good from bad!"

"Well, I've never been used to knowing good and bad. I don't have a father and a mother. I jumped out of a crack in a rock five hundred years ago!"

Amy understood, and said in surprise, "Are you Monkey King?"

"Wrong! I'm the Monkey King!" Lin Ruolan smiled lightly, "And I almost became a little match seller!"

"Why did you almost become a little match girl?"

Children who haven't grown up are always full of curiosity about fairy tales, and Amy is no exception.

Lin Ruolan didn't answer, but looked at Gloria, "Are you still leaving? Do you want me to tell your daughter and son all about your glorious deeds?"

Kelly looked at her calmly: "Do you know why no one loves you?"

"It's none of your business. I'll be like this for the rest of my life. You walk on your sunny path, and I walk on my single-plank bridge. If the well water doesn't interfere with the river water, you'll be happy and relaxed!"

Her voice was very soft, her eyes fell outside the window, her thoughts wandered a little, her face was so pale and weak, as if she was about to blend into the white sheets.

Gloria just stood by the bed, glanced at her, and then left with Amy and Moore.

But Lin Ruolan's body seemed to be getting weaker and weaker, so delicate, it seemed that a gust of wind could knock her down.

The ward was very quiet, only her faint breathing echoed, but it sounded so sad and lonely.

(end of this chapter)