Chapter 690

It's another sleepless night. I've been blowing the sea breeze all night on the rocks by the sea, but I still can't figure out how there are so many crazy people in this world.

I thought I was dark enough, but compared with Shang Yuancheng, Zhen Yangqiu and my damned big brother and old man, I thought I was actually very kind. It is undeniable that I, Shang Ying, Qin Yue and Qin Mofei are all tragic products under the aura of aristocratic families.

If it was not for the prominent family, there would be no struggle and desire for power, not to mention the destruction of the family.

Among the rich families, there are few families that can be handed down for thousands of years. The Jinmen family of modu is on its way to extinction. Maybe in a few decades, this family will no longer exist.

What I am sad about is not the death of the aristocratic family, but the people who have paid for the family have come to a good end.

Shang Ying is not the saddest person in the family. She has been used as a pawn by Shang Yuancheng all the time. Even if the whole business tolerates her, the so-called connivance is just to make her pay more. She may not know who killed her in this life, who let her go on a road of no return.

The more I think about it, the more desolate my heart is and the more I feel I can't love life.

In fact, in this endless struggle, all of us are puppets, our own puppets. Because the heart is unwilling, will fight again and again. I am, Qin Mofei is, everyone is.

Small five has been with me, in my back like a stone pestle, I let him go back to rest, he is not willing to, must accompany me. But he was silent all night, standing quietly, very quiet.

It was only at dawn that he whispered, "boss, let's go back. You haven't had a good rest these days."

"I can't sleep. I'm in a mess." I glanced back at Xiaowu. He was young and had nothing to do with him all night. His eyes were still very energetic. So I said, "you boy didn't sleep all night, and you didn't see how tired."

"If you don't sleep, I'm sure I won't sleep. There's no one around you. I'm afraid someone will ambush you."

"Oh, don't be afraid. Even if they catch me, they won't kill me. They want to find more from me."

Small five listen to a sigh, came to sit on my side, looked back at me, "boss, you should live in the sun, I think you are the best person in the world."

"Silly boy!"

I would like to be a good man, but obviously there is no way back. How can I be independent? It's easy to go all the way to the black. How far you go is far.

"I used to be naughty and mischievous, and my grandfather scolded me for being disobedient and always going astray in the future. My grandmother protected me and said, "the prodigal son will not change his money when he comes back.". At that time, I didn't understand the meaning of this sentence. Grandma said, "if one day you do something bad and everyone looks down on you, you must not break the pot. You should learn to stand up and be a good man again."

"Your grandmother is a great person." Most people can't say this.

Little five nodded and said, "grandma is a lady of a big family, a cultural person of our village. I just left early and went with my grandfather

He stopped, glanced at me and said, "boss, so many people don't understand you because they don't know you're good. I see your good, so I think you are the best person in the world

"It's rare that you're so sure of me that I suddenly feel much brighter." I joked with him and looked at the rising sun on the sea. I glanced at him and said, "Xiao Wu, you are just like the rising sun now. There is still a long way to go. And I, like this surf, attack and retreat again and again

"Boss, you weren't so depressed before."

"When people reach a low point, they have to face the reality. Xiao Wu, I have a bad feeling these two days that something big is going to happen. If If there is anything wrong with me, you can go to Wan Qing's side to work. It's not easy for her to be a woman. You can protect her a little bit. "

"Boss, you're going to be OK. You're so smart. You're sure you'll be OK." Xiao Wu is anxious and excited.

I rubbed his head, got up and turned away. I can't tell clearly or predict the future. I can guarantee that I will not die in the hands of people over there, but not necessarily in my own hands.

When I'm at the end of my life, I won't let anyone else end my life.

……

After sleeping in the afternoon, I called Cheng Wanqing and asked her about the progress of the company. There was no big change. I didn't go to the company.

I washed for a while, changed a set of fresh clothes, came to the edge of the fresh water lotus pond, to see the green lotus leaves, and the pale pink lotus in the lotus leaves, but also have a taste in my heart.

I suddenly thought of a poem, "little lotus just shows sharp corners, there are dragonflies standing on the head", there are many dragonflies on the beach, all of them are very big, flying around the lotus pond from time to time, adding a bit of vitality to this dead place.

I lay down under the umbrella to have a rest, still in a very low mood. Xiao Wu is right. I have never had such an emotion, including when I was a white shark puppet when I was a child.It's not that I can't deal with the people there, but I have a kind of despair about life. I feel that the world is too ugly and I don't want to stay any longer.

I was sleeping when I heard the sound of cars coming from the path. I opened my eyes and saw Huanyan driving by. Heart seems to suddenly live, blood boiling up, that kind of life can not love the feeling in an instant.

But I didn't get up, so I squinted and watched her pull over the side of the car, got out of the car, tangled at the side of the car, and came to me. She was wearing a dress, very fresh and elegant style, especially suitable for her.

However, she looked very bad, with a worried look on her face. When she came to the lotus pond, I sat up. I couldn't be indifferent to the woman I loved. I watched her come to me, and I really wanted to go up and hold her and kiss her.

"Why didn't you go fishing today?"

Huanyan came to me and asked me. Even though she tried to pretend to be indifferent, she could not hide the deep anger in her eyes. She must have hated me and hated me to the bone.

I went back, "the fish in March and April have seeds and don't want to kill."

After hearing this, she said with a cold look in her eyes, "are you still alive? There was a big explosion in the house a few days ago. Eight people were killed and seven were seriously injured. Are you not responsible for all this? "

Sure enough, no matter what happened to the Qin family, Huanyan thought it was me who did it at the first time. She didn't ask the whole story, just because I was bad in her eyes.

I didn't want to explain, but I couldn't stand her cold eyes, so I said to her, "of course not me. I don't care to deal with them by such a mean."

She looked suspicious, so I added, "it's the people you think are just, but they use dirty and dirty means to deal with me. Happy face, you never seem to think there is anything wrong with them. "

Happy face a red, was actually blocked by me. I guess she knows the whole story, so it's hard to get angry with me. That is to say, the people there are really trying to lure the snake out of the cave, but I am not deceived.

I really think it's ridiculous. Who are these people?

Facing Huanyan, I couldn't vent my dissatisfaction with those people, so I pretended that I didn't like it. Huanyan, you shouldn't come to see the scenery today? If you have something to say, don't hide it. "

She nodded, a little more moved, and said in a soft voice, "I really came to see you on purpose. I want to ask if you intend to go to the dark like this? Are you not going to go back? "

Looking back?

Ha ha!

I used to want to quit the world, but did they accept it? They do everything they can to deal with me, destroy my paved road, all the rhythm chaos, who the hell welcomed me back?

I'm not a fool. I know what it means to turn back. People like me, who have committed heinous crimes, have no longer regarded life as their life. Even if they deal with me? In those days, white sharks didn't have me. Did they have that ability?

Can these things smile understand? In her eyes, there are only good and evil, and she can't ask why. Maybe she felt that all the reasons and reasons were not the reasons for my wrong way, they were all excuses.

I saw that she was waiting for me to answer with expectation, and then she said with a smile, "you can turn back, as long as you follow me!"

This sentence is half true and half false. If Huanyan really follows me, then I can also let her have a calm happy space. But I will not turn back, people say "the sea of bitterness is boundless, looking back is the shore", but if I turn back is not the shore, is the cliff.

She thought that I was provoking her, immediately angry, cold way, "I am very serious in asking you, do you have to seek death?"

I got serious and said with a sneer, "I said, they are not my opponents, otherwise they would not use such a stupid way to scare the snake. Huanyan, you should not overestimate those people's intelligence quotient, also do not underestimate you three My brother's IQ. "

I deliberately put the word "brother" very seriously. I just want to tell her that I have never regarded her as Qin Mofei's wife, but a woman, whom I want to love all my life.

Happy face more angry, a face of heartache. I pick eyebrow to aim at her, lip Cape raised a cold smile. It's not so easy to recruit me. I'm used to it by myself. No one can control me, unless I bow my head voluntarily.

She stares at me, stares to stare at red eye socket, I some in the heart cannot bear. But what can I say at this moment? Do you want to admit what I've done over the years? Maybe I was shot before I heard my voice.

For a long time, she choked, "do you really want to dig your own grave? Do you really think they can't move you? "

I saw her eyes flash a cold light that makes my heart tremble, some bad premonition. She's not trying to betray me, is she? Few people have been to my control room, but she is one of them. She knows the place.

I looked at her for a long time and said coldly, "do you mean you want to help them?"

"I If you are so unrepentant, I will certainly help them"Oh?"

My heart suddenly a burst of pain, can not help but slowly stand up, staring at the face of happy face sweeping. She held her head firmly on her face, as if to tell me that she could betray me every minute as long as I didn't repent.

Finally, I snorted, "whatever you want! I said, it's my pleasure to die in your hands. "

"Well, you wait!"