Chapter 660

At two or three o'clock in the morning, I was still wandering in the streets of Mordor, as if I were a homeless ghost. I still thought about eating sheep's kidney with Linda just now.

When I left, Linda didn't look a little surprised, as if she had expected. She also waved to me and said that if she was in a bad mood next time, she could come to her and she would always be free.

Man is a very strange animal, in the case of comparison, some persistence will collapse, such as my tolerance of happy face.

It is undeniable that I have always maintained an absolutely tolerant attitude towards happy faces. No matter how she treats me, I never blame her, hate her, never reduce my love for her.

But now, I feel a little unbalanced. When she stares at me, word by word, she says she is going to be a witness to ALFY. I feel that her heart is broken by her feet.

People, once the heart is broken, it will be hard. I'm really afraid that one day I will use means against her, in order to get her to do everything, or even revenge.

I've been hurt by many people in my life, my father, my brother, the people under my hand and women. But often these people who hurt me don't end up well, including women. So I am afraid that if one day I cold heart, happy face will be destroyed by me.

Sometimes, I'm really terrible.

Probably because of the new year, so there are not many people on the road, this new year, I've had a hell of a time. I've been walking on the road for a long time. I'm so negative that I'm full of negative energy. I'm crazy about killing people, getting revenge, doing things against the weather.

Finally, I went back to my villa by the sea, near the crematorium, which was the place of death.

I think that kind of place gives me a very kind feeling, because I do many evil things, and eventually will become a ghost that can not reincarnate there, and that vast sea is my destination.

Inside the villa is very clean, I look at the empty house, very lonely. I'm probably the most tragic person in the world, not one of them. I think about it, it seems that I never get what I want in my life.

Maybe it's my bad character. God never treats me well.

Instead of turning on the light, I sat in the dark hall, feeling the suffocation of the darkness. At this time, I actually fell in love with the suffocation on the verge of death, as if it was the last baptism before Nirvana rebirth.

Br > < BR, I took out a few messages from my mobile phone. I flipped it over. It was Luo Xiaoqi who sent it. She sent it from 0:00, one on time every hour. Until now, the four messages are all happy new year.

I feel puzzled, so I made a call in the past, Luo Xiaoqi instantly connected, "ha ha, I also said that you will wake up after sending six blessings. Mr. Qin, are you awake or not? "

"Well, I haven't slept yet. Why send six blessings?"

"I want to wish you a great success in the new year, one every hour, until six o'clock." She stopped and said, "hey hey, this is what my aunt told me. She said that in the new year, you can make a wish for a person in this way, and the person who is blessed will have smooth sailing in this year. I think you're the best, so I'll give it to you. "

“…… Thank you

I suddenly had a sore nose and a lump in my throat. In my most lonely time, unexpectedly will receive Luo Xiaoqi such a blessing. In other words, she stayed up all night just to send me a message on time.

This girl, alas!

"You've given all the lives of others. Thank you." She said with a smile on the other end of the phone, and her crisp voice was particularly beautiful at this moment.

I can't help but say, "Xiao Qi, your voice is so beautiful."

"Really? Shall I sing for you

"Well!"

Luo Xiao seven times, clear throat, began to sing "Happy New Year" song, crisp birth to no good. It doesn't sound good to hear her singing at night.

Many new year's Eve later, I will think of Luo Xiaoqi singing to me in the early morning, my heart will be very warm, this is the Afterword.

For a long time, there was no sound in the phone, and I was still immersed in it, and the aftertaste was endless. Luo Xiaoqi's singing is the best gift I received in the new year.

"Mr. Qin, can I sing well?" After a long time, Luo Xiaoqi asked carefully.

"It's very nice to hear Xiao Qi. Thank you for giving me such a unique gift in the University, and thank you for the wishes you made for me in the new year."

In fact, "thank you" is not enough to express my feelings, but I can only say these two words. When she heard it, there was another burst of clear and pleasant laughter. I could think of her smiling face through the signal wave.

Her face was too pure to touch.

We never stammered for a long time. In my years of reading countless experience, this girl has a lot of potential, but always give people some surprise at the right time.She told me about things she had done as a child, but she chose good things, but she didn't mention anything bad, including her dead brother. Such a girl is very sensible, but also the most distressing.

What moved me most was that she did not forget to send me a message and blessing on the whole hour. Up to six o'clock, she yawned deeply and said, "well, the six blessings are over. Mr. Qin, happy new year. People are so sleepy that they have to go to sleep for a while."

"Go to bed and have a happy new year to you, too."

In fact, I am not willing to hang up the phone, because her voice is the only consolation in my sad big. But listening to her yawn, I couldn't bear to disturb her any more. I said "good morning" and hung up.

Put up the phone, I leaned back on the sofa, think of Luo Xiaoqi this silly move, can not help but smile. If a man like me can be calm for a year, he must be dead or in prison. There is no third possibility.

But I am very moved by her little wish. One day, she needs help, and I will be duty bound.

I stayed in the villa until more than eight o'clock, people are still tired, ready to go back to the courtyard to rest. As soon as I got on the bus, Qin Yu called me, startled me and hesitated for a long time to get through.

"Uncle, something happened." As soon as the connection was made, Qin's voice was lowered.

I was stunned, "what's the matter?"

"My brother is angry to find out that the list is missing. My sister-in-law seems to have seen the list, but she wrote down the passwords with her memory. I saw a Fei go out of the house just now. She looks very happy

"What? Happy face wrote down the list? "

I don't believe it. I don't believe she would do this to me. I felt that even if she hated me, she would not be killed if I tried my best to destroy the list. No matter what, we still have a friendship beyond friendship.

I don't believe it, I don't believe it!

"My sister-in-law said that she had peeked at the list before, so her brother was so angry that she recited the list. Third uncle, is Yunhao doing things around you? Would he be miserable if exposed? "

"I..."

How can I answer Qin Yu? What I have done is not enough. Although Yunhao has not directly involved in my business, he is the only one who can control the system. If people there want to make a crime, why should they have no choice?

"Uncle, do something about it. I don't want him to do anything. I don't want him to go to prison."

Qin Yu saw that I was worried and immediately cried out. I was extremely upset. Why didn't Qin WanFei send me to prison? She knew exactly what would happen to me if I was caught, and she didn't hesitate.

Huanyan, Huanyan, I love you so much, but you treat me so. What kind of hate is it that you don't hesitate to put me to death?

I don't understand. I really don't understand.

I silently hung up the phone, did not pay attention to Qin Yu, I was more confused than her heart, not because happy face recited the list, but because of her attitude towards me. It's more painful and bloody than a sharp knife stabbing me in the heart.

I drove my car to the east coast. At that time, the sea was full of wind and clouds, and the waves were hitting the rocks on the shore, making a "bang PA, Pa Pa Pa" impact sound.

I went down the bank steps and climbed up the rugged rocks. Standing here, facing the wind and waves, I feel the taste of being soaked in the freezing sea water. This taste is very uncomfortable, I shiver with cold, but can't hold back the pain brought by happy face.

"Why are you smiling? Why are you doing this to me?"

Only here, I can be unscrupulous to roar, the waves devour my voice, no one knows the sadness of my heart. I don't understand how happy face suddenly become so cruel, I think I am a very special existence.

I don't know what I yelled at. I didn't stop until I lost my voice. The waves have soaked me all over. I am like a drowned rat, shaking uncontrollably. Even so, I don't want to leave, still sitting on the reef, facing the freezing waves.

I've never been so desperate when I was dying. I think I can live to see more of the woman I love, even if it is to accompany her to grow old.

However, she didn't even give me this chance. She wished I could be executed by people over there. We do say different, I do die, but I always think that the person who killed me will not be the woman I love the most.

It may be that I overestimate my charm too much. Huanyan may never think about the problem of being too intolerant. What she thinks is right, she will do it.

At this moment, I am like a stray dog whose spine has been broken. I have no desire to live. I'm sitting on the reef, longing for a big wave to take me away. I'll never resist.

"Third Master, why are you here?"

Is thinking, behind suddenly wears a hesitant female voice, I am embarrassed to look back, actually is joyful face once death enemy manly. She stood on a reef not far behind me in a raincoat and looked at me in amazement.