Chapter 498

When a person has set a goal, he will become full of motivation, and will try to achieve this goal in every possible way.

I am such a person.

Probably because the Qin family and the white shark at the same time on my body of hatred, let me grow up overnight. I have a 15-year-old appearance and a 30-40-year-old mentality. I can recite the art of war and thirty-six stratagems, and memorize all the instruments and mechanisms in my heart.

What I have learned is all that a normal person should not touch: Army, fire, poison, and the dark underground kingdom. Because the normal way can't get rid of the white shark, and the Qin feiran and Qin family that I hate deeply.

I know that I have no way to go, there is only one way to go, that is, the road to hell. For revenge, I can't go back at all. Whoever pulls me to hell, I will let him go to hell.

I took the fastest time to complete college courses, and then I have been working with the white shark. I want him to trust me 100% so that I can touch his nerve center and master his lifeline.

When I was in college, I majored in biology and studied the ingredients of drugs. So when I came back to the white shark, I tried to develop a new type of poison, and used it to gain his trust.

It took me about three months to develop a new type of t1-1 drug, which is a stimulant like drug, which can make people excited quickly in a short time.

But because this poison. The product is directly stimulates the human nerve, easy to cause the human nerve damage.

I have been hesitant in my heart after the successful development. The addicts in the world can't be counted by tens of millions. If the t1-1 developed by me spreads out, then I'm really a butcher.

However, if I don't use this to gain the trust and love of the white shark, then all my arrangements will fall short. In order to get rid of a person, we must first remove the guard in his heart.

And what I want is not only to get rid of the white shark, but also to replace him and let all the people around him bow to me!

Therefore, the best way to control those people is to control the drug market. T1-1 is a problem that the white shark can't solve at all. They don't have that IQ.

The combination of good and evil, I fully consider a month of time. My heart is very dark, full of hatred and blood, I am not a good kind at all, but my mother is, she is soft hearted.

Qin feiran, who made her so miserable, refused to let me deal with it. She said that if God thought he had done something wrong, there would be retribution. She tried to stop me from killing him by dying, so that bastard would be alive and sound.

I feel speechless about my mother's compassion. Maybe it's her good nature. Maybe it's that she has gone through too many hardships and become indifferent to the world.

White shark in my heart to his side to work, I do not pay much attention to my mother, her life is relatively quiet a lot. So more days, she is eating fast and chanting Buddhism, which is good to listen to is self-cultivation and bad to be atonement.

She felt that she was filthy and could not be wiped clean all her life, so she repented and atoned in front of the Buddhist temple. She had been with the white shark for so long, naturally she knew what I was doing, but she never said, just talked about kindness and compassion every day.

I understand her hard work, so I'm thinking about it, because once I make up my mind, I don't have a way back. In the future, I may be an executioner who is hated by others, or a great drug in the eyes of the world. Xiao Xiao, in short, I will not be a good man.

At present, I can still pull back from the precipice. After all, I still have investment. It is easy to transform. But I am not reconciled, I can't let go of the people who drag me and my mother to hell. I don't have that kind of compassion.

I have been entangled in this matter, hesitation, very confused. If I become a devil, I will certainly set off a bloodbath and become the most despised devil in the world's mouth and a scum.

But soon, one thing made me decide. It happened on the eve of my sixteenth birthday.

My mother was only 20 when she gave birth to me, so she was only 36 When I was 16 years old. With her natural beauty, she looked very special. A little dress up, her gentle and elegant temperament all came out.

When I was 16 years old, the white shark said that he wanted to have a big feast. He specially invited a small leader of the Vietnamese military and his little brother. The guy's name was Cheng. This man has been guarding the border. There are small forces. So white shark has a good friendship with him.

I have also been in contact with "Cheng", a very cunning guy. He is very good. Sex, I am very disgusted with him. But because the man was invited by the white shark, I couldn't say anything, so I let him go.

My mother said she would give me a long face. She specially wore a silk cheongsam and painted a little light makeup. It seems that not only does not have a bit of dust flavor, but also shows the elegant temperament from a lady.

She's the best woman in my life to me, not one of them, so I'm very proud.The birthday party was very lively. The white shark and a group of his mercenaries all came and sat at about ten tables. Mother sitting in this group of angry crowd, like a fresh and elegant orchid.

During the meal, I saw a lot of people looking at her mother. In addition to old a's eyes full of tenderness, others wanted to look at her with flowing eyes.

In particular, the bastard "Cheng" actually said that his mother had a good figure and was the best among women. And then he took a meaningful glance at the white shark and raised his eyebrows at him. The meaning was self-evident.

I was so angry at that time that I took up my glass and threw it directly on the guy's face. By the way, I said, "scum!"

"Cheng" Huoran got up, pulled out the gun and aimed at my head. I was scared to move immediately. I look back at the white shark, hoping that he can say a word to help me out, and his words are enough weight, "Cheng" will give him this face.

However, no, he sat there drinking leisurely, with no intention of helping me out at all. So "Cheng"'s men rushed up and kicked me to fly out, and swung his fist and hit me.

I am not willing to show weakness and rise up to resist, but I am hard to beat four hands with two fists. I was beaten by Cheng and his gang of men with no strength to fight back. The bastard, still in his anger, smashed my head with a gun and yelled at me hysterically, calling me "stupid, son of a bitch" and other particularly ugly words.

At this time, everyone stood up, but no one came to help me. Old a wanted to come over to protect me, but was glared back by the white shark. He stood there in a dilemma, his fist clenched very tightly.

Mother alone, kneeling in front of the white shark begged him, he ignored. He knelt down in front of "Cheng" and begged him not to hit me.

The bastard stopped for a moment and said to his mother in a very stiff Mandarin, "if you don't beat him, you can stay with me all night.". He said also reached out to pinch a mother's chest, in front of all people's face mercilessly rubbed a few.

His mother knelt down in front of him, biting her lips, never moving. But she cried, tears flowing down her cheek, that is helpless, but also despair, she turned her head and looked at me with a sad look, the corners of her lips were constantly shaking.

At this moment, "Cheng" hit me on the head with a butt, and the blood was almost splashed out, and dyed my mother a beautiful cheongsam. Mother cried out and hugged the bastard's hand and cried, "don't hit him. I'll accompany you. Please let him go."

My throat suddenly a sweet, a stream of blood directly rushed up. I didn't know where the strength came from. I turned over and pushed away "Cheng". I grabbed the gun in his hand and shot him without hesitation.

The bullet went through his brow and burst the back of his head, splashing his brains all over the place. He died on the spot, staring at his eyes and opening his mouth. The wave. Swing smile still left his lips, very eye-catching.

This is my first time to kill people. I'm not afraid. The anger in my heart has not dissipated. I even want to shoot the white shark. But I dare not, in this case, I can not get out of the way, can not be impulsive.

I stare at "Cheng", he has not fallen, dim eyes directly look at me. I wiped the blood on my head and kicked him to the ground. It took his men a long time to react, and all of a sudden, they pointed their guns at me.

Just when I thought my mother and I were going to die, old a gave me a hand. With a wave of his hand, the mercenaries also took out their weapons and aimed at the "honest" people. Under the great disparity in the number of people, the people over there picked up their guns and left with swearing.

They said it was not over, and the white shark decided to do it.

After the soldiers left, the bloody mother came back to her senses. She looked at me with tears streaming down her face. She knelt down and moved to the white shark, holding his knee and praying, "will you let Jon go? He's only sixteen years old. If he wants to die, let me die, OK? Please help him, will you? "

I turned my head to the white shark to see his reaction. He looked at his mother coldly for a long time, bullied her, squeezed her jaw and said, "do you know how many years have it taken me to win over this relationship? Your son was shot off by me. You want me to let him go? Help him? "

The white shark said and glanced at me again, that look really scornful than a mole ant. He doesn't care about my life and death at all. I've been living and dying for him for so many years. He doesn't take me seriously. He only regards me as a tool.

I suddenly realized that in the eyes of such a inhuman white shark, any affection is not important. He only lives for himself. If I want to get rid of him, I must let the people around him believe me sincerely, otherwise there is no chance.

All my struggles and tangles are shattered at this moment. I don't want to be a good man. I just want to be a bad person. Because the life of a good person is not long. I can see the fate of my mother. She is the most miserable woman I have ever seen in the world, and the one I love the most.

At this moment, I made up my mind and didn't want to go back and save myself