Chapter 203

There is not much human nature in my family. From my generation, my father's generation, and even the farther ancestors, there have been almost fratricidal incidents between brothers. Perhaps it was the strict ancestral precepts that made the hierarchy of the Qin family too clear, which led to a lot of imbalance.

People in the Qin family have a strong desire for power. No matter my father, second uncle, third uncle, auntie, sister-in-law, and cousins of our peers, all peep at the position of successor of the Qin family, because this position brings not only wealth, but also supreme honor.

But I'm not rare. My master taught me to invest since I was a child. He is Fei Qi's father, a very low-key but connotative economist. He said that the system of the Qin family is very unsound and will eventually go to destruction. If I don't want to die in this system, I have to have my own ideas.

He taught me to invest from childhood to big investment, a little primitive accumulation. I grew up with his son Feiqi, and in the end he became one of my strongest left and right arms. He helped me with my business in the Asia Pacific region, not only the Qin family's industry, but also mine.

It is no exaggeration for me to say that compared with the Qin family's property, the private property I own is only more, not less, so wealth is nothing in my eyes.

I have long hated the system of the Qin family and always wanted to get rid of it. Moreover, only when I get rid of this system can I marry a happy face. I can't let the Qin family destroy my happiness.

Wealth can't bring happiness to people, but happy faces and children can. Their frowns and smiles touch my heart. The sweet "desert fly" of happy faces and the "father" of children make me excited all the time.

I am not a hero, but I love beautiful people. The energy I put into my happy face is far more than what I pay in my work. I love every part of her, good and bad, very much.

But she did not know, she always felt that I hated her, took her as a doll, and I was speechless because of my inferiority. Maybe it was the experience of that nightclub that made her deeply worried. She was eager to change herself and erase that period of history.

She is a very talented girl. She can live on her talent, but she may have gone wrong at the beginning, so she has no way back.

At first, I wondered why she had so many talents. Later, I found out that Shang Yan forced her to learn all these skills. He wanted to marry her. But he also because of the tragedy of the rich, so he has not been able to say, just in a little let her better, let her have enough qualifications to marry into the business.

After I knew these things, I became more and more afraid. I thought I was the only one who found the beauty of Huanyan. Who knows Shang Yan fell in love with her earlier than me, and even my damned third uncle was also spying on my woman.

I don't have any experience in love, and I don't know how to be nice to a woman. I think it's OK to give her enough material, so I gradually give her some necessary life tools, such as house, car, and everything that money can buy, because I can do it.

However, she didn't like these things. She had never been moved and disdained by me for sending these things, which made me very frustrated. I especially wanted to hear her say that she loved me, even if it was to coax me, but she never did.

She seems to have sealed her heart. I can't get in.

In order to stimulate her, I deliberately put some pictures about Shang Ying in places where she might find out, thinking that she would be jealous and would come to question me.

But no, she didn't care more about me.

It made me feel afraid, all the time, that I couldn't control her at all. In particular, there are three kinds of tenderness to her everywhere, which makes me feel strongly threatened.

In order to revenge my uncle, I did a lot of tricks on his company. I even asked Huanyan to put on Shang Ying's clothes to remind him to be restrained. But he is very strong, not only see the move, but also will my army, let Huanyan misunderstand her in my heart is just a substitute.

This cognition makes Huanyan hurt, but she believes it. She even talked back to me many times and mentioned Shang Ying. In fact, Xiaoying has been a nightmare for me. I am very afraid that others mention her in front of me, but she mentions it again and again, which makes me very disappointed with her.

I deliberately indifferent to her, any time, even if she was ill, I did not care.

I just want her to bow to me, not so stubborn can, but she did not. She also opened my eyes to send a distress signal to uncle, which is a kind of irony to me.

I was so jealous that I felt that she had betrayed me, so I began to torture her to tell her that I was the one who could control her destiny.

When she was angry, she straight neck to me and called, "you can kill me, anyway, I'm just a mole ant in your eyes. If you kill me, you'll be comfortable."

I looked at her sinister eyes and was so angry that I couldn't say a word.

She thought she was a mole ant? Would I be so nice to an ant? Can you cook for her? Will you give her so much? Can't she feel that I'm so nice to her?I was angry with her and cried. A man of seven feet, a man who was frightening in Mordor, was actually cried by her. I've never been afraid of countless gun heads, but she did. She not only made me feel scared, but also very helpless. I didn't know what to do with her.

Countless nights, I couldn't sleep all night. I told myself repeatedly to give up her and give up the woman who didn't love me. But I can't do it. She's like a poppy soaked in my blood and bone marrow. I think one day she leaves me, I will collapse.

What makes me even more crazy is that some people have also taken photos of her and Shang Yan and third uncle's behavior intimate to me. I'm afraid I don't know.

So I understand that there are people who deliberately pick things up behind us, trying to set off a storm.

I can't guess who this person is, but it must not be Shang Yan or third uncle. Until the next day, she appeared in front of me. It was Shang Ying.

The moment I saw her, I knew that the future would not be peaceful. I knew exactly who she was. I don't want her more contact with happy face, because she is afraid that the world will not be chaotic, she will be bewitched.

Shang Ying's return makes me feel puzzled. It's as hard to guess as she left. She said to me, she said, "Murphy, you are not qualified to love other women, you should be mine."

When she said this, her eyes were very cold, completely unlike the way she had been gentle. I was so angry that I replied, "I can't love you if I fall in love with anyone, because I've never loved you."

We two confrontation for a long time, she then said with a smile, "you must not marry others, do not believe you try."

I didn't argue with her, but I also felt that she was not good at coming.

She still hated me for the bullying and humiliation I had caused her. It seemed that she was ready to fight with me in this life.

I thought about it, so I took her to find Qin Yue. I hope she can be more comfortable in Qin Yue's face, but she doesn't. She has even begun to attack Huanyan.

I have secretly investigated her whereabouts over the years, but I can't find it. It seems to have been deliberately erased.

This let me smell a trace of something wrong, I think there must be someone behind her who is manipulating her, and this person knows that I am very sorry for her and will connive at her.

I suspected the third uncle, but it didn't seem to be him. Not many people knew about Shang Ying's affairs at that time. I really didn't guess who he was. Why did he use Shang Ying to confuse my life? What was his intention?

I spent a lot of energy to investigate this matter, but the third uncle took advantage of it and cut off a lot of my business. I thought it was SUA who was making small moves, but after careful investigation, there were a lot of data flowing from Huanyan.

I didn't make a statement about this, but I was very angry. I didn't want to believe that Huanyan would betray me completely and help the third uncle to harm me. So when the Diwang bid, I called Fei Qi back and asked him to work with Huanyan alone on the project, and deliberately avoided Suya.

In fact, I'm trying to test Huanyan. This project costs a lot, and the third uncle is sure to win. But with my relationship with Mr. Du, he never had a chance. I want to use this matter of no suspense to convince myself that Huanyan did not betray me.

However, to my despair, this project actually fell into the hands of the third uncle. He also gave me a USB flash drive in front of me. His eyes seemed to be deliberately challenging me.

At this moment, I felt as if I was stunned by five thunders. My pillow man, the only woman I ever loved, conspired with other men to deal with me. The whole world collapsed in an instant.

All my plans, all my dreams were shattered. Those wedding rooms decorated secretly for her, jewelry designed, and wedding dresses designed by Aunt LAN were all prepared for her, but she satirized me with her actions and stabbed me in the heart.

This time I was completely out of my mind, and even had the heart to kill her. I'll suffer a lifetime if I kill her, but it's better than tormenting me with other men all my life.

So I took her to the basement of the hotel, where I was dealing with things I couldn't see. People had died in it.

At last I spoke my heart in such a dark place, for if I did not, she would never know after she died. I told her that I love her more than I love myself. I said a lot, and I said all the things I had said in my heart.

Her face is pale and colorless. I don't know if she is afraid or moved by me, but it doesn't matter. I'm going to kill her.

I've never tasted a piece of heartache. I've never felt a pain in my heart.

I clasped her neck, a little bit of force, watching her slowly die in front of me.

In fact, I can crush her throat in an instant. I have killed countless hungry wolves with my bare hands. It's easy. I just don't want her to die so fast.

When she was dying, she still didn't say a word, just looked at me, her eyes changed from cold to relieved, she seemed ready to die, but I couldn't do it.

She's the woman I put on the tip of my heart, and I never thought I'd get to this point of life and death with her. Thinking of her singing under me, thinking of her holding my back like a little tail, I finally let her go.