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Only then did Chen Xiyang withdraw his gaze and reach out to pick up the phone that An Hao had thrown on the tea table. He unlocked the door and checked her information and WeChat records.

After determining that she was only chatting with Lin Qing, his brows relaxed. After opening their chat history, he frowned again.

[I believe that time will dilute everything. Without this child, these things will pass sooner or later.]

[Even if he still cares about it now, he should have forgotten about it after a while...]

From these words alone, it was clear that An Hao did not trust what he had said before, but it did not matter. Chen Xiyang smiled, he had always minded the fact that she was pregnant, and did not mind at all.

Now, not only was she back, she was even willing to beat the child in her stomach for his sake, and she even thought about their future. This was enough to prove that An Hao had always wanted to live together with him.

That was enough.

He laughed, then looked through An Hao's phone book and QQ. After finding no news related to Lin Lang at all, he completely relaxed, and put the phone back in its original position after locking the screen.

An Hao stood under the shower of flowers, allowing the water to wash over her body. Ever since she knew that she was pregnant, she could still barely ignore the fact that she was pregnant when she was dressed properly. However, the moment she took off her clothes, she couldn't help but observe her abdomen, imagining the shape of the child in her womb.

If he wasn't affected by the drugs, the fetus would have a heartbeat after two months. He didn't know when his hands and feet would grow, and he didn't know if the baby would be able to sense what was happening in the outside world or even hear it.

An Hao lifted his hand to caress his abdomen. He was so close to his mother's heart, would he be able to hear what his mother was thinking?

Would he feel sad if he heard that his mother did not intend to take his words?

An Hao herself was the child who had been abandoned by her mother. She could vaguely remember when she was three or four years old, her father bringing her to find her mother once.

However, there was a sentence that she remembered very clearly, as if it was burned in her heart.

"This child has nothing to do with me. I'm not her mother, and she's not my daughter. I've never given birth to her."

She was the one who deeply remembered these words. After going to school, there were some children who teased her for being an annoying child. Even when her own mother didn't want her, she couldn't even say a single word to refute them.

Because of this, when she was still young and didn't know anything, she secretly swore that in the future, she would have a child of her own. She would give him the best love in the world and let him feel incomparably happy to have a mother like her.

She didn't think that the heavens' will would trick people. She already had her first child in such a situation. Not only did she have to abandon this child, but she also wouldn't have the chance to be a mother anymore.

"Hai." An Hao could not help but sigh. She had abandoned this child for the sake of her and Chen Xiyang's happiness, but in the future, she would no longer be qualified to be a good mother.

After finishing the shower, Chen Xiyang took the initiative to help An Hao dry his hair, then the two returned to the bedroom to rest.

Lying on the bed and turning off the light, An Hao embraced Chen Xiyang's waist and said softly: "Come with me to the hospital tomorrow morning."

Chen Xiyang faintly knew what she was talking about, but he was still surprised and asked: "Go to the hospital? What's the matter, are you not feeling well anywhere? "

An Hao smirked, "Don't worry, I'm not uncomfortable. I'm just … I want to beat this kid out of his belly. "

"Beat him up?" Chen Xiyang stood up and stretched his arm. After turning on the light in the room, he turned around and looked at An Hao: "Why did you knock it off? Are you afraid I'll mind? Ah Hao... "

He held An Hao's shoulder, stared at her and said seriously: "I don't mind, it's true, you know I …"

He bit his lower lip. Ye Zichen looked away with a sad look, "You know about my situation, we might not have any more children that we can have in the future."

He then looked at An Hao and spoke sincerely: "I'm thinking about how long we'll be living, even if it's just two of us, we'll be lonely. With this child, we can be like every other family, and watch this child slowly grow. I'll treat him like my own child and love him well.

The gaze in which he looked at her was extremely sincere, as if he was filled with yearning for the life after having a child.

She raised her hands to wipe the tears off her face, then extended her arms to hug Chen Xiyang. She buried her face in his shoulders: "Xi Yang, thank you.

Chen Xiyang stroked the back of her head, his tone filled with bitterness: "But you don't believe my words at all, if not why would you want to kill this child?"

"The reason I killed this child was because I took medicine when I was just pregnant. This is not necessarily a healthy child." An Hao paused for a while before standing up and looking at Chen Xiyang, he smiled: "With how advanced technology is now, if we want a child in the future, we can go to the hospital and become test tubes for babies, and also go to the orphanage to take care of him."

"You really don't want this child?"

"It's not that I don't want to." An Hao smiled bitterly: "It's mainly because I took the medicine previously, and the doctor said that it's best to beat them up. Such children are mostly unhealthy, and it's very likely that if they flowed out when they are slightly older, they would even harm their body …"

These words sounded like she was trying to explain why he had beaten up the child, but to Chen Xiyang, it sounded more like she was comforting herself.

Ah Hao had some feelings for this child, so perhaps she didn't even realize it herself. She wanted to keep this child, and as for the reason why she didn't want him to stay, it definitely wasn't the reason she was giving now.

Chen Xiyang was very happy in his heart, but after thinking about it carefully, his happiness already decreased a little. How long had she been pregnant and she already had such deep feelings for this child that had yet to take shape? Was there a need to show a sad and guilty expression?

Should he say that she was being hypocritical or … She cared about Lin Lang too, so she cared about the child between them?

Chen Xiyang squinted his eyes, smiled and pressed himself against An Hao's head, then said gently: "Since that's the case, let's go to the hospital tomorrow, you don't have to be sad anymore, just pretend that this child is not fated with us."

An Hao nodded his head: "En."

Chen Xiyang rubbed her head: "Don't think too much into it, go to sleep."