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"I know. Actually, I'm not entirely worried about that." Chen Xiyang softly explained: "It's me who wants to leave home, it's really too tiring, really very tiring. Every day, I have to put in effort for all sorts of projects, and also have to go and entertain all kinds of clients. This isn't the life that we want the most at the start, is it?"

Yes, this wasn't the life they wanted to live all along. An Hao suddenly thought of the night when Chen Xiyang had just become the Vice President, and held her hand as they walked along the shady road in the school. He said in a happy and helpless manner, "Although being a Vice President makes you happy, but thinking that I might not have much time to accompany you in the future, it's also a little reluctant to part with you.

She said very innocently, "Actually, you don't have to work so hard and even make yourself so tired. After I graduate, we'll open a small supermarket, and we won't need to earn too much money. It'll be enough as long as we can spend it, but the key is that we can be by each other's side everyday, so we don't have to work too hard."

"Do you remember when you said you wanted to open a small supermarket?" Chen Xiyang obviously thought about this and could not help but raise his hand to stroke her. He touched her hair and said with a smile, "Our savings are enough for us to open a lot of supermarkets. We can live the life we yearned for before. We'll open a small supermarket, okay?"

An Hao couldn't help but cry. This was certainly the life she had yearned for back then, and even now, she yearned for it every single moment.

She sniffed and said in a choked voice, "Xi Yang, you're wrong. I want to divorce you not because of these things, but because of the child in my stomach. I'm pregnant. I'm pregnant with someone else's child …"

Chen Xiyang's body stiffened immediately, and he subconsciously narrowed his eyes.

An Hao cried and said: "Can you take this? "No one can take it, I can't even bear it myself, how can I continue to stay by your side in peace?"

"It doesn't matter." Chen Xiyang somewhat anxiously wiped away the tears on her face: "I really don't mind at all, as long as it's your child, I don't mind …"

He stroked his forehead. He gently caressed her cheeks and said: "Ah Hao, you can give birth to your child. I will want to treat him like my own child. Believe me, I really don't mind …"

An Hao looked at him blankly, then smiled bitterly a while later: "You can't do it, have you forgotten about this, because of my loss before marriage? "Your body, even now you're still unwilling to touch me, not to mention that I still have someone else's child …"

She raised her eyes and looked at Chen Xiyang, "Xi Yang, I can endure it when you don't touch me. But as time passes, are you sure you can control yourself and not find other women to vent your anger? Do you? "Even though I'm already dirty, I can't stand watching you go find another woman. Even if it's purely to vent my anger, I can't accept it …"

"I won't." Chen Xiyang promised with a serious face.

An Hao chuckled, obviously not believing in his promise.

Chen Xiyang suddenly became angry, ignored the people around him, and angrily said: "If I say I don't know, then I don't know, is it that you don't believe me?"

"It's not that I don't believe you." An Hao looked at him as he explained, "I do not believe in humans' most primitive desires. Wang, Xi Yang, we are all adults now. I am not naive enough to think that as long as there's love in our heart, sex is not important at all. Women might be able to do it, but men, I do not believe. "

"Heh, the most primal of desires. "Look?" Chen Xiyang scoffed, he had resisted the anger in his heart for a long time, and retorted with a question in her eyes, "Do you really think that I am a germaphobe? Do you really think that I didn't touch you because you were touched by another man? "

He suddenly raised his voice, "Let me tell you, Ah Hao, I, Chen Xiyang, have never had any fucking obsession with cleanliness. I don't care whether the woman I love is clean or not, I don't care at all …"

An Hao looked at him with a face of shock. "Then what happened earlier …"

"Before? "Heh …" Chen Xiyang scoffed, and his eyes couldn't help but turn red. "I obviously like you that much, and when I face your goals, I keep rejecting them. I obviously want to marry you that much, but I didn't even dare to take the initiative to propose to you.

The amount of information in his words was too much, causing An Hao to not be able to react in time as he mumbled: "Why?"

"Because I am personality, nothing, and capable." He stared deeply at An Hao, and said with a bitter smile: "Now do you know, why I didn't dare to face you after getting married, why I played missing twice, and endured the pain of not contacting you during the first ten to fifteen days of travel. All of these actually have nothing to do with you, I'm just afraid of you … The truth will leave me. "

Sexual incompetence? An Hao still had a face full of shock, and couldn't help but ask in a soft voice: "Then why did you … Will you marry me? "

"Why?" Chen Xiyang mulled over these three words, his lips curled into a smile: A person you love proposing to you multiple times in your heart, can you hold back from doing so?

An Hao was unable to say anything as he looked at her with deep emotions and could not help but sigh: "Ah Hao, you really don't understand men. In this world, which man sleeps with the woman he loves without having any thoughts? It's normal for him to touch you, only it isn't normal for me to not touch you. "

"Now you know why." Chen Xiyang caressed it again. He touched her cheek and said, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have agreed to go out with you on the spur of the moment, and shouldn't have agreed to marry you on the spur of the moment. I've harmed you.

When Lin Lang returned to his living quarters, he weakly sat on the sofa and rolled his hair.

Just now when he was walking away casually, he couldn't help but be worried. What would Chen Xiyang say to An Hao? He would definitely find a reason to make that stupid woman, An Hao, believe him and strive to not reach the point of divorce.

Would that stupid woman, An Hao, believe him?

He squinted his eyes and pondered for a while. Then, he kicked the tea table, causing the magazines on it to fall to the ground.

Four years of love, this was really a fucking question. Why did a woman have to be emotional? Couldn't you just think about it?

He wanted to call An Hao, but the number had already been dialed and was hung up before he could get through.

Forget it, he couldn't say anything at this time. He might as well push An Hao over to Chen Xiyang's side.