C23

The boy saw that I was drinking so happily, his face immediately changed. He stood there in a daze, not knowing whether to drink or not, when the girls from the same dorm with Fang Xue started to jeer, and shouted: "Zhang Xiaonian, are you going to drink or not?"

"Exactly! Since the Xiaofan has already drunk it, why aren't you drinking it? "

"I'm here to help Fang Xue drink, do you want some?"

"I'll drink!" That 2B young man raised his head and drank a glass of white wine. I thought, "The younger generation is pretty good, but they can drink …"

"Wah", Zhang Xiaonian spat out all the liquor he drank, covering his mouth and running away. Fine! What I felt just now was an illusion.

With this as an example, no one else came to drink with me. Not long after, chaos broke out in the room, and the topic of conversation turned from birthday to graduation. Everyone gathered in groups of twos and threes, drinking, drinking, and chatting.

Fang Xue sat beside me and poured a small amount of beer for me. "Xiaofan, thank you for coming."

I smiled. "Why are you so polite?" You've already told me, I'll definitely come. "

Fang Xue also laughed and said to me in a low voice, "Cao Xiaoting came to find me a few days ago. She told me that you have recently been living together with a female teacher.

"No!" I decisively said, "Let's consider it a roommate and landlord."

Fang Xue said in a sad voice: "Cao Xiaoting even chatted with me for a long time, it was because of me that you guys broke up, right?"

He raised the bottle in front of him and drank a mouthful of water, then said: "Although Cao Xiaoting and I split up because of you, that is not the main reason. Just like how we broke up in the end, how can we blame others? It's just that I didn't treasure it. "

Fang Xue pursed her lips and said: "Who can be blamed for matters of the heart? Xiaofan, can I tell you that I've always been thinking about you? I thought that I wouldn't miss it after I broke up, but when Cao Xiaoting came to tell me that you were living with someone else, I actually felt very heartbroken. "

I said to Fang Xue, "A few nights ago, Cao Xiaoting and I went to the bar, and we chatted about a lot of things from the past. We might be going our separate ways in a month or two, and I don't know if we'll meet again in the future.

Fang Xue: "Then how did you answer that? I really want to know, this is something I want to ask you, can we return to the past? "

I looked into Fang Xue's eyes, clear and transparent, and said in a low voice: "I didn't answer Cao Xiaoting, and I can't answer you now either. Previously, we were too young, so we didn't know what love was, so we easily said it out. I don't have the ability to take care of you. I even want to be lost after graduation. I want to have my own work published. I want to walk this road forever. I want to be a freelance draftsman. Ten years? Even for the rest of my life, I don't want to talk about relationships until I'm certain of my abilities. "

Fang Xue: "But I don't care, I believe you will succeed."

I laughed self-deprecatingly. "I doubt myself, but you still believe me."

Fang Xue said softly, "Because I love you. I have always believed that one day we would return to the past. Cao Xiaoting also told me these words, and she went to look for Zhang Yushi … "

"Cao Xiaoting went to find Zhang Yushi?" I looked at Fang Xue and asked, "Why is she looking for Zhang Yushi?"

Fang Xue: "She thinks that there's something going on between you and Zhang Yushi, Xiaofan … In fact, you can't deceive me, your eyes tell me, you care a lot about Zhang Yushi, right? "

I also noticed that I was a little excited and sighed. "Zhang Yushi and I are only roommates, I think it's not good for Cao Xiaoting to harass Zhang Yushi."

Fang Xue said in a low voice: "I'm leaving, for tomorrow's plane ticket, I'll come over in June to pick up the Graduation certificate. Maybe you'll see me on TV later. "

I smiled bitterly: "I will definitely come to see you. Fang Xue, I don't regret meeting you. You all have left a deep imprint on my life."

Fang Xue lowered his head and said: "I understand, you are also the most beautiful memory in my life, it's just that this memory will eventually become someone else's, I still don't regret meeting you."

I silently hugged Fang Xue in my embrace, allowing her tears to drenched my shirt, gently kissing her ears. Fang Xue suddenly raised her head, putting her fragrant lips into my mouth, and stuck her smooth and tender tongue into mine, towards a kitten that was not satisfied with her request. My hands embraced her slender waist, and in the corner, we could not bear to part ways.

I want to forget about myself very easily, but I can't. In my arms, Fang Xue is still the Fang Xue that I love dearly. In order to be together with me, I deliberately carried all the scoldings of "Xiao San" with me.

Turn around and leave! Tears fell into corners where no one could see them. I thought that I would be able to calmly face Fang Xue's departure, but when it really comes to the time of departure, it will also be so painful. ) I can't imagine Fang Xue's current mood. Blame me? Hate me? Or look down on me? That was no longer important. Fang Xue left, leaving behind only those memories. The years that belong to us, have gone far away from us.

I am used to burying my sorrow in the depths of my memory. In the dead of night, quietly kiss their wounds, youth, how many mistakes have we made? How many people did we miss? Without realizing it, tears blurred his vision.

Deep into the night, Zhang Yushi pushed open my door and saw me leaning on the bed. With red eyes, he walked over and asked. You're crying? "

I shook my head and nodded again. In short, his heart was in pain, and he didn't know how to express it.

Zhang Yushi sat beside me and said, "I've already woken up. I just went to the washroom and saw that your room was still lit. Yesterday, a girl called Cao Xiaoting came to find me, because you …"

I took out a box of cigarettes from the drawer beside the bed and lit one up. Surprisingly, Zhang Yushi didn't complain and just sat there with me. Time has lost its meaning for me. After a long time, I said, "Girl! Go to sleep, it's okay, I understand Cao Xiaoting, she didn't say anything that made you unhappy, right? "

Zhang Yushi: "It's okay, she just wanted to chat with me for a bit. She thought we had a little bit of a relationship."

A bitter smile appeared on my face as I spat out smoke. "She has really affected your life. I know her well. Girl, you must be feeling wronged."

Zhang Yushi laughed and said: "She is rather straightforward, I like her character. At least she's better than those people behind your back."

"Girl, you don't understand her. Cao Xiaoting is actually very scheming and suspicious about her, but... I have no right to blame her for anything. "

Zhang Yushi hugged Arbutin, and leaned on my bedside as she asked, "Why are you crying today? Tears for whom? Fang Xue? "

"Yes sir!" I thought about it and blurted out, "Not really. I feel like I'm crying for my youth. It's pretty sad."

Zhang Yushi pursed her lips, indicating that she did not understand.

I extinguished my cigarette and lit a new one: "Girl, no matter what happens today, I will apologize to you on behalf of Cao Xiaoting. I will find her later to explain our situation.

Zhang Yushi laughed: "Why do you still apologize to Cao Xiaoting when you know 'The Clear Person is Clear'? "That's unnecessary."

I realised that it was very contradictory, maybe it was just as Zhang Yushi said, unnecessary?

I smoked as I said to Zhang Yushi, "Girl, do you want to know what happened to the two failed relationships in my university?"

Zhang Yushi looked at me curiously and asked, "Is it about Cao Xiaoting and Fang Xue?"

I nodded my head and said, "Everyone thinks that Fang Xue is the third party, she has never explained anything. In fact, there is a very complicated story behind it, don't worry, I will tell you bit by bit, these are all secrets that are deeply hidden in my heart. I cannot find anyone to tell them.

"You're going too far!" Zhang Yushi hugged the Arbutin and said: "As girls, they have the right to know the reason behind the breakup. Why are you not clear about this?"

"Cao Xiaoting was my first girlfriend in my first year of university. We originally got along very well, but because of one thing, we completely changed. It's because of Fang Xue. You must have thought that Fang Xue took the initiative to seduce me, and then I hacked off my legs! "Actually it's not like that. It's actually I, 'Slashing', who is chasing after Fang Xue."

Zhang Yushi looked at me with contempt and I continued: "That was a kind of indescribable coincidence. A bro of mine in my dorm liked Fang Xue, but he himself didn't dare to confess. Under my instigation, he finally wrote a love letter using the most primitive method, and he didn't dare to send it himself. That morning, I failed my exams and was extremely depressed. At lunch with Cao Xiaoting, she found a letter in my pocket when she paid, and she even opened it on the spot. I was really angry about it. He felt like he had let down his brother. The expression on Cao Xiaoting's face changed as she asked, "What happened? Explain yourself to me. ' I was annoyed. What was there to explain? I said to her impatiently, 'You don't know how to read it yourself. After Cao Xiaoting heard what I said, she threw down the letter and ran. I watched her run into the rain, and when I chased after her, she was already far away. She didn't answer any of my calls that afternoon. Then I just gave up and left a message on QQ: "You love to have a little temper, so keep playing." Then, Cao Xiaoting replied me with "Let's break up."

Zhang Yushi looked at me in disbelief and asked, "You broke up just because of this letter?"

It was hard to understand, but it was true, because there was something wrong with the letter!