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Self-evaluation! I have always felt good about myself. I believe that I am the same as most diaosi, and that I feel no worse than anyone else, and that I am a good guy who is completely adapted to the new society. I think so too, but why is it that other people's self-evaluation always says something about shortcomings? After my brain rapidly spun, I quickly analyzed the situation. The self-evaluation that I showed my superior must have some flaws. Your writing is even better than my superior's, isn't this just asking for a beating? Right now, Su Xiaomo is my superior, if I blow myself too perfectly, what if she falls in love with me?

He chuckled dryly and said, "I didn't succeed either. I didn't buy a house or a car."

Su Xiaomo corrected him again: "What I'm asking is whether you succeeded or not … Another question. Do you think having a house and car is a success? What kind of idea was this! Do you live for houses and cars? "

"Then why live?" I said dejectedly, "You're a man who doesn't know how to live without hunger. I'm just a foreigner who has no one to rely on in Kunming. If I don't work on the house, why should I work on the car?" "You already have a car in your house, and you still want to change your car. I can't compare to you, and I don't even have a hero in my eyes. My pursuit is very practical, don't you think?"

Su Xiaomo: "What you are pursuing is indeed very practical. It is possible that I have neglected this question, do you know? At that time Wen Ya asked me if I felt a sense of accomplishment, could it be counted as a kind of success? "

"What did you say?"

"I was honest then, I felt that I was still far away from success. Wen Ya asked me what success meant in my eyes. I said that, from a different height, the definition of success was different, so it was a difficult question to answer. "Now that I think about it, we think about it the same way. Now that you think about it, having a house and a car is a success. When you really have these, you want even more."

Fine! Maybe she was right, we were all greedy, the pursuit was always changing, always wanting something better, more.

At two in the afternoon, Su Xiaomo and I drove to the People's Hospital. Because we didn't greet them in advance, Li Meiling was surprised to see us.

Li Meiling's eyes reddened as she asked in concern. Only then did she know that Li Meiling was a single-parent family, that she had a brother who did business in Chengdu, and that he had already become the son of her family for a few years. This time, after her mother's operation, only some money was sent back by her brother, but he did not show his face.

She's not easy, that's all I can think about, everyone has a different role to play in life, being a clerk in the company, being a child at home, being a subordinate to a boss, being a grandson to a client …

As Li Meiling spoke, she started crying and the old lady was also crying. Su Xiaomo comforted her and gave me a look to show that I was alright.

From the inside, I took out an envelope and gave it to Li Meiling, saying: "There's some money in here, it's the kind of money that all my colleagues in Marketing have. Among them, the entire twenty thousand is from the Marketing's account, representing our company's Marketing.

Li Meiling looked at the envelope and asked, "Why did the company pay?"

I intentionally pretended to be very ashamed as I said, "I'm sorry, but this is all I can do. Today, I went to see Boss Hu and asked her if she could help me with something, but Boss Hu was unwilling to do so. However, we don't need him to decide on the side with Marketing, we can decide for ourselves, you have been working in the company for two to three years, and your mother is our mother. When she is sick, of course we have to show our filial piety.

Li Meiling was stunned, she did not know whether he should take the money or not, and immediately spoke up for her. She took the envelope and stuffed it into Li Meiling's hands: "Mei Ling, no need to be polite, this is just a bit of kindness from the Marketing, although I am no longer working in the Marketing, but we are still good sisters." Su Xiaomo turned around and said to the old lady, "Auntie, don't worry about Mei Ling's work. We will make the arrangements.

I'm not sure if it was because I was too emotional, or because Su Xiaomo's words were very infectious, but Li Meiling actually cried, and was so moved that he cried. Su Xiaomo took a tissue for him and hugged her: "Don't cry, don't cry! You're so old and yet you're still crying! "

Li Meiling carried Su Xiaomo and buried her head into her shoulders. I don't understand. They both have big breasts! Are they hot together? Come and hug me! Hug me! Hold me and don't worry about this...

After chatting at the hospital for a while, I intentionally brought up the topic of Turtle, and "casually" asked if he had come to visit.

Li Meiling said that on the first day she was hospitalized, Turtle bought some fruits and came to visit him once, but she never came back. She had only made a few phone calls, but each one lasted no more than thirty seconds. It seemed like she was very busy. Hearing Li Meiling's complaint and dissatisfaction, Li Meiling was very clear in her heart whether or not Turtle was very busy.

After staying in the hospital for around an hour or so, when Su Xiaomo and I were about to leave, Li Meiling seemed to want to talk to me alone. Su Xiaomo was very smart. She found an excuse to go to the car park and drive first, so she didn't feel awkward at all.

Outside the ward, for the first time, Li Meiling lowered her arrogant attitude and asked: "Should I call you Xiaofan or your manager?"

I smiled what I thought was a charming smile and said, "Whatever! This isn't a company, you can call it whatever you want. Even if it's a company, I don't mind calling it that. "

Li Meiling lowered his head and said: "Xiaofan, I'm sorry. "I've always had a hard time with you, and you've also seen my family's situation. My brother and I were brought up by our mother, and my brother went out to work hard after graduating from junior high school, earning money for me to study in university. When I graduated from university, my brother married, but he was actually very filial, just that sister-in-law of mine …" Saying this, Li Meiling realized that he had gone off topic. She raised his head to look at me and said, "After big brother got married, he almost didn't come home at all. With all his children, he took even less care of his mother. So I work hard, I want to make money, I want to get promoted. "

I can understand Li Meiling's feelings, but how can I not be like this? I also want to make money and get promoted.

"After Director Hu came to the company, I worked late one night. When he came out of his office and saw that I still hadn't left, he started chatting with me. That day, he invited me to dinner. I drank a lot of wine and then I got drunk and he took me home and raped me... "

This is f * cking the biggest news of this century, the Turtle actually raped Li Meiling first. If it wasn't for Li Meiling personally saying this, I wouldn't believe it even if I got beaten to death. Probably because my expression was exaggerating, Li Meiling laughed at herself and asked: "You don't believe me?"

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said, "I … I never thought that Turtle would actually do such a thing. "

Li Meiling pursed her lips and said: "After what happened, he threatened me not to speak of it. She even showed me a video of him raping me at that time. If I sued him, he'd spread the video and get me out of the company. I've worked hard at this company for several years just for the sake of stability. This company is indeed very good, its income is not small, how can I bear to leave? Turtle also seduced me to follow her in the future. She is the general manager, so he will take care of me in all aspects. She also said that it's not my first time, so why should I care. After weighing the pros and cons, I can only compromise. When you were promoted to the position of Marketing Manager's Assistant one day, I sensed that there was going to be a change in the company. Director Hu said that he would think of a way to make me become the Marketing Manager. "

"In the end, he didn't do it. At that time, I especially hated you and was always opposing you. This included the support behind Director Hu's back, as well as my own desire for money. Until that day when you came to talk to me about your childhood. I was deeply moved. You were right. We were all working for others. Why make things difficult for each other!? I also suspect that you are lying and going through three months' worth of marketing records and giving it to me because my grades are the worst in the past three months. Ever since that incident with Boss Hu, I thought of relying on him to make money, but the facts proved that I was too naive. Xiaofan, you came to the hospital to see me today and even brought so much money. I thank you sincerely, because I did something wrong in the past, don't mind me, I apologize to you. "

"Stop apologizing!" I looked at Li Meiling in the eyes and said, "I understand what you are thinking, we are all here to work and earn money, and now we are a team, it is impossible for us to lack anyone. In terms of working experience, I have to learn as much as you do, don't think too much about it, take care of mom, I hope to return early."

Li Meiling suddenly pulled my hand and said: "Xiaofan promises me, don't tell anyone about this, I consider you as a trustworthy friend …"

"I understand!" I held onto Li Meiling's shoulders with both of my hands and said, "I hope that I can do something for you. Don't think too much into it for now.

When I got on Su Xiaomo's car, half an hour had already passed, but I didn't expect that the very first sentence Su Xiaomo asked me to flirt with Li Meiling! It took him so long to get out.

I asked, Are you jealous that we flirted?