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Goodbye, my favorite

The next day I didn't go to work, didn't even take a leave of absence. To tell the truth, I was a little scared of the company, completely different from what I had imagined. It was never a pleasant thing to work among a group of scheming women.

The phone was very quiet all morning so no one bothered me. When I received Fang Xue's message at noon, she asked me if I had time in the afternoon and wanted to go out for a walk. The music department had already finished classes, so she could get his Graduation certificate in the next few days. I'm a little envious of the Music division's Graduation certificate. It'll probably take at least half a month for the Media division's Graduation certificate to be released.

I made an appointment with Fang Xue, and after getting dressed, I left for my school. At the school gates, I saw Fang Xue, and she was still as beautiful as ever. The first thing Fang Xue said after she saw me was: Can I not make her angry today? I said I would definitely not make you angry and was about to say goodbye. You are my ancestor today.

Fang Xue wanted me to accompany her shopping. When we were in a relationship, she didn't treat her as her ancestor and today, she is going to be her little ancestor.

Golden Horse Workshop, the center of Kunming City.

Fang Xue held onto my arm and walked on my right side. The two of them seemed to be walking very intimately together, but in reality, they were nothing. We miss the time we wasted. I asked Fang Xue, didn't she plan to stay in Kunming to find a job that day? Why leave again?

Fang Xue said that her family had already spent money to give her a stable job, so I asked her about it. Only then did Fang Xue tell me that she was in the provincial singing and dancing group, and she asked me what I was doing. I proudly told her that a few days ago, an Internet cafe owner asked me to become an Internet Cafe manager, and I rejected such a good job.

On a tricycle at the side of the road, the crippled old man pointed at the bucket of roses and looked at me with pleading eyes. When I looked at Fang Xue and realized that her eyes were fixated on the brilliant rose, I took out 10 yuan and took out 9 roses from the bucket. I gave them to Fang Xue and said softly, "This is for you, when I was chasing you, I didn't buy any roses.

Fang Xue hugged the rose and asked me if I could watch a movie with her. Can I say "no"? In order to buy a ticket for the movie, we lined up for a long time. When it came to our turn, Fang Xue actually gave up watching a movie and bought two tickets for Titanic.

Fang Xue asked me how many times. I shook my head. It's a classic and famous movie, but I've never seen it.

Fang Xue looked at it with incomparable regret, "It's not good for you to watch such a classic movie."

I retorted, "It's precisely because of your fame that you can understand the general meaning just by listening to others. Isn't it just a Heart of the Seas, a Jack, and a Roth? But in the end it was still a tragedy. "

Fang Xue: "But love stories are very beautiful, even though it's a tragedy."

I stopped talking and accompanied Fang Xue into the projection room. As time passed, the scene also changed. Jack was standing at the bow of the ship, holding the female protagonist in his arms. Then the boat sank and Jack died.

Fang Xue was moved to tears again.

I found a crumpled tissue on my body and helped Fang Xue wipe her tears. In the past, I never accompanied Fang Xue to a movie, at that time I always said that tickets were too expensive, even using my student identity card would cost 40 yuan each. Wait until you have nothing to do, then go to the computer to watch how much money you save?

Fang Xue was regretful, but she had never complained. She knew that I was very poor. I hate shopping. Every time I shop for more than an hour, I get impatient. Fang Xue would always sneak a peek at my face. When she found out that I was annoyed, she would take the initiative to find excuses, such as saying that sshe was not feeling well, or that she was tired from walking. In any case, it was just a casual reason, so she asked me to bring her back. Even though I always say, "Take a walk." Or "I haven't bought anything yet. I'm not in a hurry to go back." Fang Xue would always say he would come again next time.

I'm not a good boyfriend. This is my only opinion of myself.

He didn't know if he would have the chance to accompany Fang Xue to watch a movie in the future, their first and perhaps their last time watching it. Fang Xue once asked me, after graduation, would I go with her to her hometown? Because she was an only child, her parents would not let her go too far. And I was selfish enough to pursue my own life. I don't want to stay in any city. I don't want my life to freeze up so soon. I also want to have a time when I roam around.

After graduation, we will never see each other again. After the movie ends, shouldn't Fang Xue and I end our story now? The sun was particularly bright outside, and the city was still busy, and we were still at a loss.

Fang Xue walked beside me and held my arm, quietly leaning on my shoulder, we traveled aimlessly in front of those beautiful shops. At the entrance of a boutique, Fang Xue stopped in her tracks and looked at the necklace in the window in a daze.

I whispered, "Do you like it?"

Fang Xue didn't answer my question directly, "Can you give me one last gift?"

I nodded my head and walked inside. I bought the necklace, it was pure silver, and it wasn't very expensive, it cost me a few hundred gold coins. On the corner of the street, I carefully put the necklace on Fang Xue in front of the passing pedestrians.

Fang Xue's eyes reddened, and tears once again flowed down her face. She said to me in a soft voice, "In the future, I won't bother you anymore, I also want to live my own life. After taking the Graduation certificate, I will never return to Kunming. Rest assured, I will treasure this necklace. This is my last gift from you. We don't want to blame each other. A lot of stories are imperfect. Jack left Ross in the end. "

I didn't know what to say. If I had returned to two years ago, I would have hugged Fang Xue again, because we still had time. Walking in the sunlight, but it was so cold that it was hard to breathe. It was a type of cold that not even clothes or blankets could warm up.

At the square, the 'Everyone Sing on the Street' program team was having an event on site. Fang Xue released my hand and stood in front of me: "Xiaofan, I love you, I truly loved you, and every story has an end, you are the person I love the most, I gave you everything I have, I do not regret it in the slightest, maybe after many years, we will meet again in the vast sea of people. If you do not marry, I will still be willing to return to your embrace, and watch over me here." With that, Fang Xue turned and squeezed into the crowd.

I stood in the crowd, but I was so alone. A few minutes later, Fang Xue appeared on stage, the necklace reflecting the sun's halo. The host asked, "Hello Miss, how may I address you?"

Fang Xue smiled lightly: "Fang Xue."

Moderator: "Is this the first time that you have taken part in our 'Everyone Sings on the Street' event? Do you have the confidence to fight your way into our finals? "

Fang Xue: "Sorry, I just want to sing a song for the person who once loved me a lot and whom I love very much now."

The host smiled and said, "Thank you for bringing us such a wonderful song. At the same time, I wish that person and all of you the best."

Below the stage, the applause was loud, but my tears were flowing down my cheeks.

On the stage, the melody of "The Taste of the Lemon Grass" gradually came to mind. At the end of the story, we all choose to defend.

Fang Xue's tranquil voice echoed in the plaza:

"They wondered if we ever saw each other again

When you wake up from exhaustion, you will know the nostalgia

Suddenly I remember your face

It still felt like yesterday

To yourself

We're all right

Just not suitable

What I want I now understand

Happiness is mine

It wasn't you who gave it to me

Loneliness is my responsibility … "

I can't understand Fang Xue's feelings right now, or maybe I'll never be able to understand it. Fang Xue's tears, had finally dropped. As for my last line of defense, it gradually crumbled as well. Silly girl, what's so good about me? Why did you love him so much?

"Give me a hug yesterday.

Once upon a time, I didn't know what to do

If we meet again, I will smile

Thank you, thank you

I am at the helm and I love you very much

We're all right,

"It's just that it's not suitable …"

We're all right, but not for... It was me.

After the song ended, Fang Xue left, and did not bother with the host's urging him to stay. She never looked for me again. As I watched her disappear into the crowd, I didn't have the courage to follow. Silently send a blessing, hope that she will be happy in the future, remember the deep love of that person is a very painful thing, hope that she will forget me, forget the past unhappy.

I felt like I was about to collapse from exhaustion. I really didn't have any strength left. I didn't want to take another step forward … He sat by the flower bed in the Golden Horse Square and called Brother Hui and the 66.

Brother Hui and 66 were drunk with me. If I were to go to university, would I choose to use alcohol to dispel my worries? This seemed to become a law. Yesterday, he was still looking down on Su Xiaomo for moaning without sickness, but in the blink of an eye, he became like her.

66 That broken mouth of his also quieted down today. Brother Hui didn't say anything, just accompanied me to drink. I drank too much and he sent me home. When I returned home, Zhang Yushi looked after me like she was taking care of a child. She turned on the water heater to boil some ginger soup for me and hugged Zhang Yushi tightly to her chest. Tears flowed down her neck and into her underwear.

The next day, Fang Xue switched phones and couldn't be found on QQ anymore. I knew that she had already blacklisted me. Perhaps this way, she would feel better. My sadness is a helplessness that others cannot see.

In the morning, you called me on the phone and asked me why I didn't go to work without taking leave. I was in a bad mood, when I thought about what happened at her house that night, I became angry and shouted into the phone, "I'm not your plaything, don't think too highly of yourself, okay?" Let me drink with you, let me send you home, let me roll, I roll, do you treat me like a ball? Do I owe you anything? I won't wait on you anymore. I hung up.

Not long after hanging up the phone, it rang again. This time, it wasn't a phone call, but a text message from Su Xiaomo, telling me to call her back when I was in a good mood. She wanted to talk to me, but I didn't want to talk to her.

Zhang Yushi came out of her bedroom and asked me why I was in such a bad mood. I didn't tell her about what happened between Su Xiaomo and I, but Zhang Yushi said that she was going to Hangzhou right away, and probably would be back in a week. She had something to do at home, so she went to the school where I was applying for a test. I was bored at home, so I decided to go to school and stay for a few days. Her dorm was empty anyway, so I decided to go back to college on the eve of graduation to enjoy my life as a last resort.