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I really don't know where I can go after I leave the Ximen Clan! He called for a takeaway at the Internet Cafe at noon and only started feeling tired after playing until 4 PM. When he got back home, Zhang Yushi really didn't come back, but he opened the fridge and found nothing to eat inside. The food in Arbutin's bowl was long gone. I struggled to find some food in the kitchen and ate with Arbutin.

I didn't get enough sleep in the morning, so when I was full, I lay down on the bed and had my big daydream. I didn't notice when I woke up later on, since I was hungry again. Walking out of the living room, I saw Zhang Yushi sitting on the sofa, her eyes red.

She was really crying, and this was the first time I had ever seen her cry. I don't know why, but at that moment, I had a strong desire to protect her, to take care of her. I sat across from Zhang Yushi and asked her softly what was wrong.

Zhang Yushi didn't plan to care about me. She turned her head to the side, and I shamelessly ran over and looked at Zhang Yushi.

Zhang Yushi's tears had completely fallen down from the corner of her eyes. I panicked a little, and asked who exactly was the one that was bullying you? I'll help you teach him a lesson. In the end, Zhang Yushi replied me coldly. You don't have to care about this, you can continue living your degenerate life.

After suspecting for a long time, the problem was actually me. I must have left in the morning, this girl is unhappy. I pulled a tissue from under the coffee table and reached out to wipe away her tears. I still hadn't come up with an excuse for my own depravity, and I felt like a fool standing in the doorway.

Hearing my words, Zhang Yushi took out eighty gold from his body and threw it on the table, telling me that this was the salary a fool should get for working for an entire day.

Looking at the four wrinkled pieces of eighty yuan, I felt really bad. I felt even more regretful, 'Why can't I withstand it when Zhang Yushi can?' Am I nobler than she is? Do you really think I am that shameless?] No matter how much of an excuse I had, I was in the wrong today. I never felt that admitting my wrongs was a shameful thing. Arriving in front of Zhang Yushi, I said seriously: "Girl, I didn't mean to speak about you, it must have been hard for you to stand there all day, have you eaten dinner?"

Zhang Yushi did not answer her question, and instead said angrily: "You don't need to care about it, you've eaten your fill and slept. What did you do today? What did you get? "

I didn't want to lie to Zhang Yushi and tell her the truth about me going to the Internet Cafe to play.

Zhang Yushi's tears flowed down her face as she cried, "Play! You only know how to play! Do you think money is so easy to earn? The year my mother left, I hated my father so much that I refused to accept his help. I just stood by the door of those shops and worked. But that's how I came to be, little by little. Do you think you have to do a good job when you're about to graduate from college? "Before I came to this school as a teacher, I did a lot of part-time jobs, became a home tutor, and worked as a temporary worker in a beauty salon. Everything I did was proven to me that I'm not trash, I don't need my dad's money, I can still live a good life, but why can't you do that?"

I looked at Zhang Yushi dumbly. I had never thought that Zhang Yushi would have such a stubborn side to him. Suddenly, I felt that I had become unforgivable again.

Zhang Yushi pointed to the money on the tea table, and said with a choked voice: "For these few tens of dollars, I only ate one serving of fast food a day, and for these few dozens of dollars, I woke up early, and stood for a whole day with my legs numb. "I don't want to do anything, I just want to show you. If I'm going to persevere, why can't you?"

Why can't I? I regret it! If I had returned to a few hours ago, I would have definitely chosen to stay behind. But I have already hurt Zhang Yushi's heart, is there any possibility for me to recover?

Zhang Yushi told me that when she was squeezing into the bus in the morning, her bag had been cut open at some point, her purse had been stolen by someone, and she didn't have a single cent on her, so she didn't dare to tell me that she was afraid that I would lose my enthusiasm. When Sen Ma was doing part-time work, the owner of the shop only asked her to take a deposit before he could give her an advertising shirt. She did it in the hope that I would recognize myself and not lose my job if my major wasn't good enough. I can do anything I want. I didn't want to be a guide, so Zhang Yushi let me go. This is the first time she's scolded me so fiercely, and even compared me to Huang Xianzhe, she's yelled at me. If you have a father like Huang Xianzhe, then you would have the ability to fall, who do you think you are, huh? I can never forget that.

Maybe Zhang Yushi was too disappointed with me, she actually said this last sentence: Who are you to me? What does it have to do with me if you have a goal or not? She left me in the living room and went back to his room alone.

I sat on the sofa. It had been so many years since anyone had talked to me about this, so many years since anyone scolded me. Zhang Yushi was right, I am not a young master of any family, and my father did not have enough money to make me spend. I don't have a single professional Graduation certificate, so why are you being so picky? What qualifications do I have? To put it bluntly, am I not just a little bastard who has nothing to do in society all day long?

The more I thought about it, the more my heart ached. I couldn't forgive myself for being so selfish. Thinking about Zhang Yushi's sad look, I really want to slap myself a few times. When would she grow up? I asked myself this question more than once, but I never got an answer.

Arbutin was shuttling back and forth between the living room and Zhang Yushi's bedroom. Sometimes she would look at me, and sometimes she would run over to Zhang Yushi.

sat on the bed with his legs crossed. I placed the bowl of rice on the computer table in Zhang Yushi's bedroom and left a message: The girl should eat now. Zhang Yushi didn't even look at me, she just told me to put down the food and go out.

Placing the rice in her hand on Zhang Yushi's computer, she turned and walked out. Did I really disappoint her? Are you so disappointed that you're not even willing to pay attention to me?

I completely broke Zhang Yushi's heart, and I didn't know how to redeem myself. Returning to my room to light my cigarette, thinking about Zhang Yushi's daily grievances and my own selfishness, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I slapped my own face, and took out my phone to call Sister Yue. The moment I received the call, I couldn't wait to reply, "Sister Yue, did you say that your boss wanted me to go to your company to do business? Is this a joke? I want to go to your company tomorrow to take a look. "

Sister Yue was slightly surprised as she asked, "Why did you suddenly start looking for a job? You truly surprised me. Didn't you tell me before that a few thousand yuan a month was enough to support you?"

"You want to earn money? There's not enough money for the script. Are you guys going to recruit anyone?" The last time I helped you negotiate such a big deal, would the boss give me a special impression? "

Sister Yue laughed on the other end of the phone, "Probably! "Come tomorrow, I'll wait for you at the company. I'll introduce you to them. As for whether or not they're hired, that'll be up to you."

I can understand Sister Yue saying this, I can understand, after all, she didn't open the company, she also worked for the boss, as the saying goes, "Master leads a person to enter the door", whether or not I can find a job is still up to me, opportunities are my friends, can I catch them … It all depended on his ability.

After hanging up the phone, I became a little excited, as if I had already found a job. Wait for the interview at the company tomorrow, and after getting the approval of the owner, I can come back and tell Zhang Yushi, I did it, I found a job, I will never fall again, and as long as he is not angry, I am willing to change.

Lying on the ground, unable to fall asleep, Zhang Yushi's crying face continued to sway in front of my eyes. There is no excuse for my corruption.

I lost sleep again that night and watched the night outside the window gradually turn into day. Lying down was an ordeal for me. I got up early and walked out of the neighborhood. The morning merchants didn't set up stalls. It took me about half an hour to get people to set up stalls. I used my remaining money to buy a catty of eggs, smashed open the door of the small shop, bought a bag of milk in front of the boss's resentful gaze, went back home, cooked the eggs, and added the milk before putting it in the microwave. I didn't have the mood to eat anything at all, so everything I did was for Zhang Yushi. There's only one goal. Hurry up and forgive me!

He opened the cigarette case, and with trembling hands he wrote on top of it, "Girl, I'm sorry, thank you for saying those words. In my impression, you've always been a rich young lady in front of me, it's just that you don't have their princess disease, I've never thought you were stubborn enough to do these things, you're right, it's nothing shameful, it's just that I didn't recognize it, I didn't sleep last night, I don't know how to ask you to change your mind about me, who's not the young master of my family, I can probably hide in a few dozen rooms throughout my entire life."

After writing my note, I took out the cleanest set of clothes from the closet. After putting them on, I looked at myself in the mirror, smoothed my hair, and walked out of the district confidently. I felt that I had to get a job today. I thought that since I helped Sister Yue negotiate an advertisement fee of a few hundred thousand yuan, that boss should at least treat me differently, right? At least that's what I think.