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What was he doing?

Suddenly being hugged by this policewoman, I didn't react at all. Although the soft touch on my head made me feel very comfortable, something didn't seem right about this appearance.

I'm still handcuffed. If anyone else saw this scene, who knows what kind of rumors would appear saying that I molested the policewoman?

If that was the case, it would be terrible.

This policewoman is really pretty, she should be considered a police flower here. If the other male police officers saw this scene, it would be weird if they didn't eat me alive.

Ye Zichen slightly twisted his body, wanting to break free from the policewoman's embrace.

Most importantly, this kind of action made me feel embarrassed. I was already an adult and had just turned eighteen, and it made me feel like I was a child. I didn't like it.

"That, can you let go of me? If others were to see us like this, there might be some bad gossip." I whispered.

But the policewoman didn't let me go.

I could feel the tears on the face of this policewoman on my head, wet and warm.

"You, are very scared?" The policewoman sobbed softly.

Scared?

Ha, what are you talking about?

Why should I be afraid?

I smiled, but that smile was especially dry.

I'm not afraid, I've never been afraid before. Even when my grandfather couldn't breathe and closed his eyes in front of me, leaving me alone, I wasn't afraid either.

Even the mad dog that was taller than me didn't scare me when it pounced on me.

Even when I helped people fight, I was never afraid when I fought a few senior students by myself.

Even if I knew that the usurers would find me and cut my kidney, I wasn't afraid.

Never, I'm not afraid.

Well, yes, that's it.

It was fine for him to be alone, but he had survived. With so many things having been shouldered, what was there to be afraid of?

I chuckled. "What are you talking about? Stop talking nonsense. People all say that I am famous for my foolishness and boldness. Why would I be afraid …"

As I said this, my body couldn't stop trembling. It was as if my heart was occupied by something empty, causing me to tremble.

"If you want to cry, just cry. At least here, you don't have to be afraid of anything." The policewoman said quietly.

Looking at the strange man in her arms, the policewoman couldn't understand why she did that.

Perhaps, this person couldn't even be considered a man. He could only be considered a big boy, just like a little brother.

He didn't know her, but the emptiness, the loneliness, the indescribable fear and sorrow made the policewoman do something that completely didn't fit her identity.

She didn't know why, maybe she just wanted to use her chest to warm her extremely cold and riddled heart.

"Crying …" Ha, what are you saying, why would I cry … 'I've never cried before in my life … ' I said smugly...

As he spoke, his lips couldn't help but tremble.

Something warm seemed to slide down my face and seep into my mouth. It was salty, the taste of tears.

Yay... What is that? Tears?

Why, why are there tears.

Impossible! I've never cried before, so how could I shed tears?

It must be an illusion.

His nose was extremely sore. Did something go inside?

I wanted to raise my hand to wipe away the wetness on my face. How could I do this? This is too embarrassing. I don't want this. I absolutely don't want this.

However, I couldn't move. The policewoman hugged my body tightly, as if she wanted to transfer the warmth to me.

But I'm not cold, you don't have to be like that.

"It doesn't matter even if you cry here …" The policewoman continued to speak in silence.

[What the hell is wrong with you, woman? Didn't I say that I don't know how to cry and I have never been afraid? Why are you still so long-winded?

I couldn't help but have the urge to curse.

However, the speed at which the things in his eye sockets tumbled increased abruptly after these words. Two shiny scars continuously slid down his face.

My teeth, biting my lip.

I can't help it.

But even so, I don't want to cry.

This woman used her own warmth to completely peel off the layer of armor on me, revealing the bloody flesh underneath. It was as though salt had been sprinkled on it, bringing with it an unprecedented piercing pain.

His lips were trembling, the muscles on his face were trembling, and a suppressed sound could be heard from his throat.

This woman had thoroughly revealed the truth that I had desperately hidden in front of me.

I can't cry, because crying, then deflate, deflate, then can't hold on.

I can't be afraid. If I'm afraid, I won't be able to live the rest of my life without my grandfather.

I can't be afraid. If I'm afraid, I can't get food out of a mad dog's mouth.

I can't be afraid. If I'm scared, I can't win a fight with the seniors and I can't get enough money to eat.

It's not that I'm not afraid, it's just that I can't be afraid, I don't dare to be afraid, I'm afraid, afraid …

That's why, I have always been shaping this foolish and bold image of a fool. This way, it would be able to make me even more daring, so that I wouldn't be afraid, so that I would be able to persevere on in the days after my grandfather's death.

Live as if your life depended on it!

Because Grandpa told me to live well before I died, I can't die. No matter how painful or difficult it is, I have to live on.

However, this sort of toughness was only a disguise after all.

With more and more pressure building up in his heart, who knew how long he would be able to persevere?

I don't know. Perhaps one day, the pressure within my heart will completely collapse me. At that time, I might really die.

The fear and pressure that I felt in my heart were like sharp knives, stabbing at my heart and turning it into a hornet's nest.

But now, this warm embrace seemed to contain a special kind of warm power. It filled up the holes in his heart little by little, making up for those cracks.

All the pent-up pressure that had accumulated in his body over the years had now found an outlet to let it out in an instant.

Ahhh … A hoarse voice finally sounded from his throat!