Lin Suiyue's body is getting better. This day, under the care of Mammy, she sits in the yard to bask in the sun. It's a cool autumn season in September. It's very pleasant to bask in the sun.

"Miss, this is the red dates and job's tears porridge just made by my maidservant. Please try it while it's hot." Miaomiao carries a tray and puts it on the wooden table beside Lin Suiyue. Seeing that Lin Suiyue wants to sit up from the soft collapse, she quickly goes to help her.

Looking at the excellent job's tears porridge in front of her, Lin Suiyue has no appetite at all. It's been a while since she came to the state of Chu, and her health has gradually improved.

"Miaomiao, why are you following me?" Lin Suiyue suddenly asked.

Miaomiao was stunned. "What do you mean, miss? Miaomiao is your servant girl. Naturally, she will follow you. "

"I'm just an abandoned woman. What's your future with me? Don't you think about leaving? " Lin Suiyue's smile is self mocking. She really has nothing now.

The property far away in the state of Wei is indeed hers, but can she go back now? Is there life to go back? The disease on the body can get better, but the heart disease?

Lin Suiyue doesn't want to be so sad all day, but she can't be happy. I always recall that I used to watch the sea of flowers and sunrise with Nan'an.

Ears always reverberate with Nan'an's gentle voice, gently calling her, calling her a moon.

Now all of this is gone, Nan'an's heart is changed. And her heart of Lin broken month, say to die, but why can't die? Mingming has been so disappointed, Mingming has been so heartache, why still can't let it go?

"Don't say that, miss." Miaomiao painfully looks at Lin Suiyue, she wants to explain, but in the end nothing can be said.

"Miaomiao, I know I'm not good enough for him. No matter from all aspects, I am not worthy of him, but I don't understand why he can let go so easily and think about it, just because he lied to me in the beginning, right? "

Lin Suiyue's voice was weak, as if she was talking to herself. When she saw this, she felt a dull pain in her heart.

"Miss, where do you want to go? You are so beautiful, and the adult's feelings for you are not fake. Miaomiao believes that the adult will change his mind. Miss, don't think too much. "

"Is it?" Lin broken month pulled to pull corners of the mouth, didn't say so much with wonderful.

"Of course, miss, how can you abandon such a nice person?" Miaomiao comforted.

"Then why do you call me miss? Since he will change his mind, why don't you continue to call me madam? It's not because there is no result, it's because I am alone from now on. Is he afraid that my wife will delay my marriage? Or are you afraid I'll ruin his reputation? "

Lin Suiyue is not a fool. Naturally, she knows that she can't go back. Since Nan An chooses to do so, she has no room for maneuver. What else can she expect? She should have given up.

At the beginning, she also thought that Nan'an might have done this on purpose, just to protect her. But on second thought, what if Nan An was cheating her from the beginning?

If you really love her, really care about her, how can you be willing to let her suffer so much and feel such heartbreaking pain?

"Miss..." Miaomiao wanted to explain, but didn't know what to do.

"Needless to say, I understand. You go down first. I want to be alone." Lin Suiyue waved her hand. She was tired and wanted to have a rest.

"Miss..." Miaomiao is worried that Lin Suiyue will not be able to leave alone.

Lin broken month and how can not understand her mind, "you don't have to worry, if I really want to do so will not lie here."

After listening to Lin Suiyue's words, Miaomiao was a little relieved. "That young lady has a good rest. Miaomiao went out first."

The other courtyard Lin Suiyue lived in was not big, but it was not small either. Although the other hospital is in the suburbs, it has a quiet environment and is suitable for recuperation.

I don't know what's going on. After two days, Lin Suiyue was infected with the cold again. Originally the body is not good, this disease is bedridden.

This morning, Lin Suiyue coughed up blood again. Miaomiao and mammy Chen were so anxious that they went to the doctor to see Lin Suiyue.

"Doctor, how is my young lady?" Seeing the doctor coming out of the room, Miaomiao immediately asked.

But he only saw the doctor shaking his head, "I'm afraid there is no cure for your lady's body. She was infected with cold because she was depressed in her heart. For people with strong body and bones, wind cold is just a minor disease, and a few doses of medicine will take effect. But the cold is fatal to your young lady. She is already weak and has a serious illness ahead. Now it's really hard to get better

"Doctor, are you kidding me any more? My young lady was fine two days ago. Why did she suddenly look like this again? The last doctor also said that miss could not be saved, but miss was better in the end. Are you a doctor who is not good at medical skills and deliberately indulges me

Miaomiao didn't believe what the doctor said. If the young lady was gone, she couldn't think what would happen.

"How do you talk, girl? I have been practicing medicine for more than 30 years. I have medical ethics, not to mention medical skills. Your miss's illness is not in her body, but in her heart. If she wants to, the disease will come and go quickly. If she doesn't have the will to live, what can we doctors do no matter how good we are? "

After being told by Miaomiao, the doctor was also angry. No one had ever doubted his medical skills after he had been practicing medicine for so many years. The little girl was really angry with him.

If it wasn't for the sake of the little girl who was worried about her own young lady, the doctor would have gone straight to the door!

"Doctor, I just made a slip of the tongue. Please forgive me. But our lady can't do anything. Would you please help her? " Miaomiao is really worried that something will happen to Lin Suiyue. Adults give Lin Suiyue to them in the hope that they can take good care of her.

If at last the adult comes back and the young lady leaves, she really dares not think about the consequences.

"Little girl, it's not that I don't want to save you, miss. But I really can't help it. If you have time to deal with me, it's better to prepare for your young lady. "

The doctor is about to leave. As a doctor, he will not be helpless to any patient. But now it's not that he doesn't help, it's that he can't.

"Is there really no way? Doctor, please do something about it Miaomiao grabs the doctor by the sleeve and refuses to let him go.

"I've already said that your lady doesn't want to live. It's not that I don't want to save her. But any young lady in your family who has the will to survive is OK, but she doesn't have it. " The doctor is also in a dilemma. The patient doesn't want to live. How can he save him?

Even if he is saved, people will blame him for his troubles, so he really can't cure the disease. To cure, we must wait for the patient to have the desire to live.

"I know you have a way, doctor. You can do it." Miaomiao pleads with the doctor. She really can't watch Lin Suiyue die.

"Girl, it all depends on your own ideas. However, there may be no hope to save her, but if you can find a big hand to treat her, it may last for a period of time. If you can open her heart in this period of time, maybe there is hope. "

No matter how powerful a doctor is, he can't save a man who is determined to die, but as long as the patient doesn't want to die, he still has a chance.

"Big hands?" Of course, Miaomiao knows who the big hand is, but

"That's right. As long as you find a big hand, I think you can make your young lady live longer." The doctor answered with a nod.

"Please, doctor." Miaomiao sighed, "I'll take the doctor out."

"Thank you."

After seeing off the doctor, Miaomiao walked back and forth in the yard with a melancholy face. It can be seen that she was very upset and confused.

Mother Chen came out of Lin Suiyue's room and saw Miaomiao walking in the distracted yard. She quickly asked her to stop and don't disturb Lin Suiyue's rest.

"Miss, have you rested?" Miaomiao asked in a low voice.

"Well, after drinking some water, I lay down. What did the doctor say? " Asked mammy Chen seriously.

Miaomiao told mammy Chen everything the doctor said. After hearing this, Mammy Chen looked a little ugly. "What can I do?"

"Why don't we go and ask for help?" Miaomiao said carefully.

"Don't you know the identity of the young lady? Big hands are the people around the emperor of Chu. We are harming the young lady. "

"But is there a better way now?"

"Don't worry. Let me think about something first. You can't go to see the big powers or hurt the young lady until you have to. "

Miaomiao also knew the seriousness of the matter, and quickly nodded, "OK, I'll boil some soup for Miss first. Even if it can't be cured, I can suppress the disease for a while."

"Well." Mother Chen whispered.

The next afternoon, Lin Suiyue became more and more ill. Mammy Chen and Miaomiao didn't think of a better way, so they finally decided to invite big power to treat Lin Suiyue.

Miaomiao walked to the gate of other courtyard, but he heard the bodyguard outside talking. Soon a light purple voice appeared in Miaomiao's eyes.

Even if she has never met the woman in front of her, Miaomiao knows who she is. Because her face is as like as two peas in the face of the broken moon.

"Take me to see her." Chu an Xuan took a wonderful look, but there was no extra expression on her pretty face. It's the same face, but the temperament and manner are totally different.