Chapter 202

"Lol, would you please recognize the facts? My lord won't marry you. Will you just die? " Seeing that luo'er didn't listen to her words, Hua Mei was so anxious that she couldn't make it.

Luo'er was so excited by Hua Mei's words that she couldn't listen to what she said. She just felt angry, "you get out of here. I don't want to see you. You are just jealous of me. You are afraid that I will become Nan'an's woman. Because you also want to be an adult woman. Unfortunately, adults will only take a fancy to me. "

"I didn't." Hua Mei never thought of becoming a woman in Nan'an, never thought of that.

Nan'an is the God's residence in the sky. She knows her identity and that she is nothing in front of Nan'an. Maybe Nan'an doesn't know her existence at all.

So she never had any illusions about Nan'an in her heart. It was the most pitiful thing to have illusions even though she knew it was impossible.

The feeling of not being able to ask is really uncomfortable. She doesn't feel like it at all, so she doesn't have any superfluous thoughts about Nan'an.

No matter how hard she tries, what is not hers will not be hers, so why does she have to add trouble?

What's the use of being jealous of others? Others are luckier than you and more reincarnated than you. If you are jealous, you will only turn yourself into an irrational madman.

To fight for things that don't belong to you, to fight against those enemies that don't belong to you, will only make you black and blue.

"Come on, Hua Mei, I don't believe you've ever coveted the attitude of Nan'an. What are you doing here? Just because you are ugly, you dare not have an idea. Do you think I don't know what you are thinking? I'm prettier than you and better dressed than you, so you're afraid that I'll become an adult woman. You're afraid that I'll fly into the sky and become a master with the same status, but you'll always be a little slave yourself. "

Luo Er glanced at Hua Mei, and sure enough, she saw something strange on Hua Mei's face. "Everyone has the same mind. Why do you pretend to be noble? Hua Mei, in fact, you were jealous of me at the beginning, weren't you? Do you think I don't know when you speak ill of me secretly? "

"When did I speak ill of you, and who did you hear?" Originally intended to persuade luo'er to look back, Mei was furious when she heard this.

What kind of person she was, she knew in her own heart that what Lowe said was partly true.

At the beginning, she did have some ideas about Nan'an, but later, such ideas gradually faded. Up to now, she has no other idea about Nan'an except respect and worship.

It's even more impossible to be afraid that luo'er will become Nan'an's woman. As long as luo'er can become Nan'an's woman by her own strength without hurting others, that's also her ability. How can Hua Mei be jealous.

But she knew that it was impossible. Nan'an was not a man who was greedy for beauty.

Although luo'er is delicate and beautiful, to tell you the truth, any lady in zhongshufu can compare luo'er.

Beautiful flowers, pure snow, pretty and unruly Lu Yun, gentle green ears, and elegant Chu an Xuan.

Which of these women is worse than lol? None of them is worse than lol. They are not only in appearance, but also in family.

In fact, Hua Mei really doesn't know what luo'er is proud of, and she is confident that Nan'an will take a fancy to her.

It's true that she is not as beautiful as Luo Er, but she doesn't need to be jealous of a person who is not much better than her. Her appearance is given by her parents, and she never feels inferior.

So she never said a bad word about lol behind her back, because it was really unnecessary.

"Ha ha, Hua Mei, don't pretend to be innocent here. You are the purest in the world. Do you think I don't know what you do? I'm still pretending here. You look like a good man. It's disgusting. Who do you think you are? You worry about others all the time. I think you'd better take care of yourself first. "

Luo'er is angry when she sees Hua Mei. I don't understand how this woman can act like this. It's disgusting.

"If you don't like your appearance, you will be envious. Even if you say bad things about me behind my back, I don't understand what you are trying to stop me from doing? Whether I succeed or fail, what do I have to do with you? After all, don't you think I will look down on you when I become a woman of Nan'an? To be honest, I really look down on you. But not in the future, but before now, I have always looked down on you. "

After that, luo'er pushed Hua Mei out of the door and sneered, "go away quickly, don't get in my way."

Hua Mei is unprepared at all. Being pushed by Luo Er, she suddenly takes two steps back, but she still doesn't stand firm. Finally, she falls down on the ground and gasps in pain.

Because when I sat down, I clubbed my hand on the ground. Now my wrist was numb and I couldn't lift it.

After "Si" calmed down for a while, Hua Mei tried to stand up, but the pain on her wrist made her take another breath.

After exhausting strength to stand up, she took a deep look at Luo Er's door, and finally left with a sigh.

Because of the injury, can't continue to work, words plum find beans said is to ask for a day off. Dou Zi saw that Hua Mei was really injured, so he agreed without hesitation.

Lin Suiyue hasn't got up yet, so beans can make their own decisions. At that time, Lin Suiyue said that these servant girls must listen to Dou Zi.

"How did you get hurt? Did you fall?" Beans concerned to take out wine to wipe the wrist, and carefully to her rub, "how, pain?"

Hua Mei tried to hold back the pain, gritted her teeth, "no pain."

"I think your butt should have fallen a lot too. Is it medicinal wine you should take it back to wipe it, or I'll wipe it for you now?" Bean looked at Hua Mei's dirty ass, covered with brown soil.

"Don't bother. I'd better go back and wipe it slowly." Hua Mei shakes her head, saying she doesn't need Dou Zi's help.

But the bean is a little uneasy, "I'll go back to your room with you and see your injury by the way."

"No, I can do it myself." Hua Mei shakes her head again. She doesn't need beans to help with such a trifle.

Douzi is the red man in front of his wife. She is also the big servant girl of xingyuelou. She is her boss. How dare she let Douzi give her medicine.

"Oh, why are you polite to me? Everyone serves his wife together, that is, the whole family. Hurt in the buttocks, you may not be able to wipe medicine well, or need help. Don't refuse. I'll help you back now. "

Douzi can't help but pick up Hua Mei's arm and take her to Hua Mei's room. Because she doesn't know where she lives, she is dragged down by Hua Mei after just two steps.

"What's the matter? Didn't I say no rejection? " Douzi will continue to walk with Hua Mei.

Hua Mei shook her head. "No, I mean, you are going in the wrong direction. My room is not over there."

"Hey, I'm sorry, I don't know." Douzi scratched her head funny. She didn't know where the servant girls lived. She could only guess at random.

After Hua Mei came to her room, Dou Zi carefully drugged Hua Mei's buttocks, "don't worry, it's nothing serious, just some bruises. But how can you fall down? There is dew on the ground this winter morning. You must be careful when you walk. Although falling down is just a small matter, it will hurt a lot. "

"Well, I just fell down by accident." Hua Mei didn't tell Dou the truth. She didn't know how to speak.

Besides, Dou Zi had such a good chat with Luo Er just now. I don't believe that Luo Er pushed her down.

"Blind people must pay attention." Douzi looked at Hua Mei's wound, which had been treated well, and his mood was much better. "It's estimated that it will take two or three days for the wound to be healed. I'll tell my wife to let her give you a holiday these days."

"Beans, thank you." Hua Mei really wants to thank Dou Zi.

Even Luo Er, after so many years together, if she had nothing else, Luo Er would not care so much.

What's more, luo'er is still doing this to her today. It's estimated that the sisterhood between them is broken.

Over the years, luo'er is her only friend. I didn't expect that she would break up in this way. More let words Mei did not expect is, in Luo Er's heart she unexpectedly so unbearable.

Think that she has been wholeheartedly want to become a good sister with Luo Er, always for her sake, in exchange for just dislike and disgust.

"No, thank you. It's just a small matter. But you don't look very happy. Is there something on your mind? If you have any difficulties, you can tell me. Maybe I can help you? " What beans can't see most is the pathetic appearance of others.

At the moment, Hua Mei looks worried and especially sad. She must have met some difficulties.

Since we all live together, beans naturally have to come forward. We don't say whether we can help or not, but we definitely need two greetings.

If Mei really needs her help, she can't say she doesn't help, and she won't refuse where she can.

"Nothing. I just miss my parents." Hua Mei shakes her head and still can't tell the truth.

"If you miss your parents, send a letter home to them." Douzi knows that it's not so easy for Hua Mei to go home, but it's much easier to write a letter.

"It's no use even writing letters. My parents can't read, and I can't read." How can I write a letter? Anyway, my parents can't understand it.