Chapter 1136

In the study,

Wang Ke changed her formal dress again, which must be done.

The white coat in a normal hospital may be for the sake of cleanliness at the beginning. In fact, over time, it forms a kind of dependence link between doctors and patients. When patients see doctors in white coat, they often feel a kind of peace of mind.

Otherwise, when you go to see a doctor, you will see that the doctor is scalding Matt's yellow hair, wearing torn jeans and earrings. Can you rest assured that he will see a doctor for himself?

Psychologists need to pay more attention to these details. Their treatment of their clients often starts from the first meeting with clients.

Half of the face sat in the place where the prince had sat before, with his legs cocked, playing with Wang Ke's pen on the desk.

Wang Ke sat down, reached out to help his frame, and said:

"let's start, can you talk about your recent problems?"

"I'm a little confused."

Ha ha, there are many confused people recently

"Can you tell me more about the confusion?"

"I just don't know what I should do. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, what I should do at that time. I don't feel at all here."

"Are you alone?"

"I think I should have been used to being alone."

"A lot of people think that, in fact, it's just a self hypnosis they give themselves."

"Is it?"

"Most of the time, it's like this, and it's more common in some prisoners.

Because they have been trapped in a small area, the range of activities in physical space and external information has been greatly compressed;

this is a sense of depression that normal people can hardly bear, but reason also tells them that they can't get rid of this situation in a short time, so, emotionally, they start to self hypnotize.

This is actually a kind of physical and mental self-protection measures. We should know that people are actually the most adaptable species in the world. "

"Prisoners? Can you see that I've been locked up for a long time? "

Asked half face with interest.

"I've met a lot of prisoners and people who have been released from prison. I've got similar feedback on some of their characteristics from you."

"Are they all like me?"

"The inmates often show a strong inadaptability, and their emotions are often very sensitive. After a long time, the inmates finally form a kind of mode and self-protection mechanism that can live in prison, they suddenly leave that environment again, which will naturally create a kind of inner self for social life The great uncertainty, that is, what you say is confusion. "

"Oh."

"Have you seen the shawshank redemption? The old man in it chose to commit suicide in a small hotel after he was released from prison. This is an extreme expression that is very unaccustomed to and repels the" pond "outside.

Of course, you don't need to pay attention to this problem. After all, Lao Bu has been in prison for 50 years. It can be said that prison life is the vast majority of his life.

He doesn't think he's been living in prison. On the contrary, to him, getting out of prison is a real thing - going to jail. "

Wang Ke subconsciously went to look for his pen, but found that in the hands of half a face, Wang Ke could only pick up a ballpoint pen on the table and asked:

"excuse me, how long has your prison life lasted?"

"Specifically, I can't remember too clearly. Let's go back to 12000 years."

“………” Wang Ke.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing. It's a little long."

"It's OK. As you said before, maybe when I'm used to it, I don't feel how painful that time is."

Wang Ke took out the tissue and wiped the sweat on his forehead gently.

"Sorry, I turn on the air conditioner. It's still too hot in summer."

Wang Ke got up to turn on the air conditioner, then went out again, poured in two cups of tea, and handed one cup to half a face.

"So you're trying to solve this confusion right now, aren't you?"

Half face shake head, "confused not confused what, I really don't care, or in fact, I docking down how to live, there is nothing to be nervous about."

"Well?"

"For thousands of years, I have been thinking about why I exist."

"It's more like a philosophical question."

"No, some people think about it. It's disease-free, but I'm different. I really feel it on the ground."

"I'm all ears."

"How were you born?" Half face asked Wang Ke."You were born to your parents, right? Your parents will always be with you..."

"I am an orphan."

"Oh, by courtesy, should I say sorry to you now?"

"Yes."

"You're welcome."

"Thank you."

"Most people, in their whole life, live by only one line, but there are also some special cases. For example, I am two lines, and the latter is much heavier than the former.

As I grew stronger, I became more and more aware that, in fact, my existence was only a puppet.

Do you understand that feeling? "

Wang Ke closed his eyes and thought for a while, saying:

"split personality?"

Half smile, said: "you are a good doctor indeed."

Wang Ke smiles.

Today's two clients are very distinguished. Unfortunately, they can't be used for promotion. Otherwise, they will be forced to see a psychiatrist.

"My existence is very much like a dog. The owner sleeps in the room, and I crawl on the steps behind the gate. When someone comes, I shout a few voices. At night, when a thief comes in to steal something, I have to show up.

Roughly,

that's what it means. "

"Well."

"But I really dislike that kind of life, that kind of existence - state.

I want to live for myself, and I want to live a real self. "

"You made it?"

"It's a success. Not only did I leave the house, but I also took away the wealth accumulated by the sleeping master over thousands of years."

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

Next, there is a long silence.

Wang Ke took a sip of tea, and felt that he could contact several colleagues after daybreak to talk to them.

Half face continued:

"but when I left the house and got fresh air, I was a little confused again.

I feel that the outside world, although very big, is more like a bigger house, a bigger cage. "

"You haven't got used to it yet. In fact, you just need to be alone for a while, or to communicate with more people and try to integrate into a kind of public life. This kind of mentality can be effectively relieved."

"Unfortunately, you were not born."

"I'm sorry."

"It doesn't matter."

"You continue."

"Next, I have to find something to do. I have been living in the shadow of that person, so I want to prove myself.

I will go and name his enemies and the things that are left in the sky and the earth one by one. "

"In fact, you want to consolidate the value of your existence through this comparison, because you were dependent on him. Now, only by proving that you are stronger than him can you show your sense of value existence."

"It sounds very tongue twisting, but probably, that's all."

"And then?"

"Then, I ordered a lot of names and killed a lot of old things. At that time, unlike now, there were only two or three kittens left in the serf. At that time, there were actually hidden immortals."

“…………” Wang Ke.

"But later, I was too confident. To be exact, I didn't know the word" fear "all the time, as if I was born without it.

We were besieged by them. Although I killed many of them, and the rest of them were hurt by me, I was suppressed and sealed by them.

It's like this... "

Half face with a pen, facing his face, cut down.

"Click!"

Originally, the whole face was cut into two parts, the lips were divided into two parts, and they were still talking.

“…………” Wang Ke.

"I don't have a name, but I know that salted fish has always called me half face, because I have existed for thousands of years in the way that only half face is left."

"It's painful, isn't it?"

"I'm used to it. It's during that time that I learned to talk to myself."

"Well."

"In fact, I have enough money to live, because after that person, I have a lot of dogs. I am the most dazzling one in the dog village of all generations, because I have done what they look up to."

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

"In fact, you have realized yourself, though, a little rough."

"I know what you mean. In that environment, under that condition, I have already lived out myself. I really don't want to lose, I don't want to lose.

I've always thought so. I always feel that I've lived a wonderful life and I'm very motivated. Sometimes I have a taste of it.But until this resurrection, I suddenly thought of a detail that I had never noticed before.

This detail, let me fall into Deep confusion. "

"What details?"

"Will your children run away from home?"

Wang Ke looked up at the ceiling and said:

"occasionally."

"When you leave home, will she take all your possessions?"

"How could it be, at best, that she would take away her own pocket money."

Half of the face grabs his face with both hands,

"PATA",

pinches back the face just cut.

“…………” Wang Ke.

Then,

half face gets up,

goes to the desk,

leaves the pen on the desk,

says:

"things are like this;

that night,

when I want to leave home,

suddenly sees,

the key of the warehouse,

is lost in front of me."