When Chu Yun returned home, it was already in the afternoon.

Qin Xiaoyu still came back with Mo Zihan. They didn't want to stop at all. Chu Yun was so upset that he left. As soon as he came back, Chu Yun went straight into the study.

He hasn't opened the letter that Maureen gave him. Chu Yun seldom does things like this. He is hesitant. It may be because he is afraid or because he doesn't know how to face it.

Qin Ruoxi didn't know what Chu Yun met in the Morin family, but she was worried when she saw Chu Yun back.

Even when eating dinner, Chu Yun didn't come down, Qin Ruoxi was more worried.

"Husband?" Qin Ruoxi came to the study and called tentatively.

No one answered. Qin Ruoxi gently opened the door, Chu Yun sat on the chair, looking out of the window, so motionless.

Qin Ruoxi called twice again.

Chu Yun clearly in the study, but as if did not hear, Qin Ruoxi went to Chu Yun side, "husband, you are OK."

"Ah?" Chu Yun came back to himself, "wife, what's the matter? Can I help you? "

Qin Ruoxi has known Chu Yun for such a long time, and has never seen him lose his soul like now, "have you met anything? I called you just now, and you didn't react at all. "

Chu Yun held Qin Ruoxi's hand and held her whole person in his arms. "I'm fine, just thinking about some past events."

The past? Chu Yun thought that the past must have something to do with his mother. After all, although they have been married for many years, they can not create many memories together. Moreover, seeing Chu Yun so upset, it must not be between them.

"Do you want to do something in Yanbei before?" Qin Ruoxi is such a guess, but also do not know his guess is right or not, finish waiting for Chu Yun's answer.

Don't know why, Qin Ruoxi suddenly has such a feeling, she feels that Chu Yun wants to leave at any time, and seems to leave without coming back.

Chu Yun did not speak, so quietly put his head on Qin Ruoxi's shoulder. He didn't know how to tell Qin Ruoxi about his life, his family background, and things that he could not have foreseen in the future.

He didn't know how to talk about these things. He can only choose silence, he buried his head very deep, very deep.

If he decides to leave Yuezhou and go to Yanbei, he doesn't know when he can come back.

At night, Chu Yun lay in bed, still unable to sleep, he gently got up, afraid to disturb Qin Ruoxi.

He came to the study with the letter. The envelope seemed very old, and the letter paper was a little yellow. As soon as Chu Yun opened the envelope, a photo slipped out of it.

He still had the impression that it was under the old locust tree outside Yanbei's mother's house. It seemed that it was her mother's birthday that day. Her mother was holding her brother, and he was standing next to him to take a picture together. At that time, their father was taking pictures of them.

This photo brings back Chu Yun's memories. He puts it in the frame next to him, which is the only photo of his family.

"Child, when you see this letter, your mother may not be there. In the past, because of her willfulness, she hurt your grandfather's heart. But don't be afraid. If your mother is not here, my grandfather's family is your home."

"My mother wrote this letter to you mainly to tell you one thing. My son, you have a name called longchen. This is the name your grandfather gave you. You must want to ask your mother why it is called longchen, because the surname of dragon is the mother's surname. Because something happened in those years, the surname changed to Chu later."

"The Chu family is your grandfather's home. If one day you miss your home and your mother, go back and see your grandfather and the place where your mother lived, OK

On this yellowing paper is the handwriting of Chu Yun's mother, which should have been written more than ten years ago. Not long after he left Helian's home at that time, Chu Yun felt a little homesick.

Chu Yun guessed that it was at that time that his mother wrote the letter. But why is this letter in someone else's hands?

If it was a letter to him, why didn't his mother give it to him directly at that time, but gave it to someone else?

Chu Yun has some doubts, even some doubts, whether there will be any traps here, but Chu Yun looks at the letter, and the handwriting on the letter is very clear to him. This is his mother's handwriting.

There was another letter in the envelope. Although the paper was not white, it was not yellowing. Chu Yun had seen it at home before. His mother once said that the paper was called Xuan paper.

Chu Yun remembers that Xuan paper has been known as "Millennium paper" since ancient times. Moreover, it is durable and aging resistant, and it is not easy to change color. It is expected that Xuan paper can be preserved for a long time.

It says in the letter:

chen'er, the news of your mother's death has been a great blow to me, and even fell ill. I'm not young. I'll be ill for more than a year. When I get well, I'll come to you, and you've left.

When your mother and son were expelled from Helian's house, I visited your mother. However, she was stubborn and refused to go home. She returned the fire beads I gave her to protect her life. At that time, I was very angry, so I decided to leave you alone.But after all, she is her own daughter, but she can't bear to suffer outside. She also sent people to help her secretly. Your brother was abducted before. I have sent someone to rescue her. Now she is at home. If you come back, you can have a family reunion.

My grandfather knows that you have got a wife, but this woman is not a person who will accompany you for life. However, you can enjoy your family first and leave when the time is right.

In addition, some families are not as simple as you think. You should not act rashly. Now you can't shake those deeply rooted families. When the time is right, my grandfather will help you.

Also, grandfather and zhe'er are at home waiting for you to come back.

However, Chu Yun read it three times. Those deeply rooted families should refer to the Helian family. But Chu Yun never thought that Yanbei Chu family was his grandfather's family.

And his younger brother was also found and changed his name. He remembers that when his brother was born, his father named him helianzhen. Now his name is zhe'er, long Zhe, which sounds good.

Chu Yun thought of this, and the corners of his mouth turned upward.

Qin Ruoxi looked at the door, and felt some unspeakable pain.

Chu Yun has many things to hide from her, never told her, she even want to help do not know how to help. Qin Ruoxi wiped tears, did not let Chu Yun see, he turned back to the room.