C283 Hu Xiaoyan's phone call

Zhang Yingying was too much of a bully!

As I cried and rubbed the left side of my face, which was still hurting from Zhang Yingying's slap just now, I pointed at Zhang Yingying and bullied him in my heart.

Didn't I just want her to stay and sleep with me for the night?

My mind was very pure, except for holding her, kissing her, and then I couldn't help it --

"Cough, cough ~ ~ ~"

Fine! I admit that my mind is not pure.

I don't know why, but my resistance towards Zhang Yingying is getting worse and worse, and I only have one chance to do something with Zhang Yingying., on the other hand, knows what I am thinking, but she doesn't let me have her.

Sigh! His life was miserable!

I couldn't help but sigh at the sky.

Just as he was about to lie down and sleep, his phone suddenly rang.

I still thought it was a bit weird. It's almost 12 o'clock, who would call me at such a party.

When I looked at the caller ID, I saw that it was a foreign number. I assumed it was a disturbing call, so I hung up.

But I don't know why, but when I was about to hang up, my heart suddenly tightened.

I don't know if it was some psychological effect or something, but I felt as if a voice deep within my heart was warning me not to hang up, so I somehow managed to pick up the phone.

"Hey!" "Excuse me …"

Just as I was about to inquire about his identity, a familiar female voice came out from in front of me. "Zexiong, it's me!"

Hearing the female voice on the other end of the phone, I was stunned for a moment, because the voice belonged to Hu Xiaoyan, but Hu Xiaoyan's current voice made me feel extremely unfamiliar.

Because at this moment, Hu Xiaoyan's voice was very weak, very ancient, and even somewhat hoarse, as if it was the voice of a person who, after experiencing despair, was still struggling to survive.

I clearly remember that Hu Xiaoyan's voice should have been filled with vigor and vitality in the past, and even had a few traces of unruly and headstrong sounds, why did it become like this all of a sudden?

Hearing Hu Xiaoyan's voice at this time, I knew that Hu Xiaoyan must have met with some trouble, thus I anxiously asked: "Xiao Yan, what's wrong?"

"Zexiong, I'm fine!"

I don't know if it was because he heard the worry in my voice for her, but even though Hu Xiaoyan's tone was slightly better than before, it still made people feel that it was a little desolate.

Although Hu Xiaoyan said that she was fine, I felt that she must have met with some sort of accident, if not she would not be like this, and asked anxiously: "Xiao Yan, don't lie to me, something must have happened to you. Tell me, what happened to you?"

"Zexiong, I-I'm fine, I just haven't been in touch with you for too long. I missed you, the reason I called you was to listen to your voice!"

Maybe she didn't want to worry me, so when Hu Xiaoyan finished speaking, he even purposely smiled, but her laughter was filled with bitterness.

Her expression made me even more worried. Thus, I anxiously asked, "Where are you right now?" What's the matter with you? "

"Zexiong, I'm really fine, I just missed you, really!" Hu Xiaoyan continued to forcefully explain.

I knew something must have happened to her, but she didn't want to tell me. Since she didn't want to tell me, then I didn't continue asking. "Xiao Yan, I think this phone call is from Qingcheng City. Are you following Qing?"

Speaking of which, I'm still a little guilty. Hu Xiaoyan has been away from Tiangfu City for so long, I still don't know where she went to study. I didn't even ask her about it the last time she came back.

Hearing me ask about this, Hu Xiaoyan first let out a soft "hmm", then said with doubt: "You still don't know about the matter of me studying in Qing City, right?"

"Cough cough!" That, of course I know about it. I just wanted to confirm it a little more! "

Because I was worried that with Hu Xiaoyan's personality, if I told her that I still didn't know that she was studying in Qing City, she would definitely be sad.

It has to be said that in my heart, I still have some special feelings towards Hu Xiaoyan. After all, I had a relationship with her before, so I still feel somewhat guilty towards her.

Of course, having such guilt towards Hu Xiaoyan did not mean that I was betraying her, or should I say, letting her down. In my heart, Zhang Yingying is a unique existence that no one can replace.

As for Hu Xiaoyan, I don't know how I feel about her either. Perhaps I just treated her as a friend of the opposite sex that I don't want to hurt.

Hu Xiaoyan was clever, after hearing my words, she could guess that I was lying, and used a dissatisfied tone to speak to me: "Don't lie to me, what part of you is not able to deceive me, I know, you have never cared about me, right?"

"—"

What I'm most afraid of is that Hu Xiaoyan would ask such a question, because I really don't know how to answer such a question.

If I said I didn't care, I seemed to care about her a little, and I was afraid she would be hurt when I said that.

If I say I care, I never really care about her.

So it seems to me that such questions are the hardest to answer.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Hu Xiaoyan smiled bitterly, then forcefully pretended that nothing had happened: "Zexiong, it's alright. I don't care if you have ever cared about me, I'm already very satisfied!"

"Do you know? I feel that there should be at least one time in a person's life when they forget themselves for someone's sake. They don't seek results, they don't seek peers, they don't seek past ownership, they don't even ask you to love me, and they only hope to meet you in my most beautiful year. "

"Zexiong, at this moment, I can still hear your voice, I am already very satisfied, truly! It's late, so I won't bother you anymore. Good night! "

"Wait!"

Hearing Hu Xiaoyan's words, I don't know why my heart suddenly became so heavy. Seeing that she was about to hang up, I quickly called her.

"Is there anything else?" Hu Xiaoyan asked carefully from the other end of the phone.

"Is this your number?" If I ever call you again, is this the number? "

"This number is mine. You can write it down, but — are you sure you'll call me later?"

It wasn't really strange that Hu Xiaoyan would ask such a question, because I really didn't seem to have called her before.

But when I heard her say that, I said affirmatively, "I will definitely call you when I have time. Didn't you just ask me if I care about you? "I did care about you. Really, I didn't lie to you. Alright, I'm hanging up. Good night."

After I said this, I hung up the phone.

As for concern.

I think I did care about Hu Xiaoyan, at least when I heard her haggard voice on the phone, I was worried about her.

This was concern.

Although in my opinion, Hu Xiaoyan and I will not get any results no matter what, I think that even if we can't be lovers, we can still be friends.

I couldn't give her a shoulder, but at least I could give her a little attention.

I am an idiot when it comes to relationships. I try my best not to hurt anyone. Even though I'm very tired, I still can't get a satisfactory result for everyone.

But that's all I can do.

I really tried.

After putting down the phone, I suddenly felt a little sad.

Now I finally understand why everyone wants to go back to their childhood.

Whether your childhood is happy or miserable, as long as you grow up, as long as you start to touch society, you will find that childhood is so beautiful.

No scheming, no fighting for benefits, no headaches for bread and love.

Worryfree and without worry, even if he didn't know anything, even if he did something wrong and his parents chased after him with a broom, he would still be happy.

Growing up was really tiring.

Even if you are complaining about today's pain.

Tomorrow, you still have to face life.

Even if you get stabbed all over with life, you still have to go on bravely.

because if you're not brave, no one will be strong for you --