Chapter 1843： : 1 beg to die

"what did you say!"

Lin Yi's body seemed to be electrocuted, and the hairs all over his body exploded, the cold sweat soaked through the back of his clothes in an instant, and his body was cold.

"I didn't know this until I got to the hospital." Qiu Yuluo said:

"I heard that it was the day your body bid farewell. She quietly returned to the car and took two bottles of sleeping pills and committed suicide."

"Suicide..."

Lin Yi's eyes were godless, and his body was trembling. What flashed in his mind were all images of Li Chuhan.

The woman who doesn't like to talk but is gentle at heart...

A man alone, in the dark with heavy snow...

Lin Yi felt so distressed, as if being held tightly by a pair of big hands, even breathing became difficult.

"Ohhhhh, what are you doing!"

Ning Che was taken aback when he saw Lin Yi walk to the window and jump off regardless.

It was found that he had already descended to the first floor with the help of an outside air-conditioned platform.

Ning Che didn't know what happened, but he was afraid of something uncontrollable, so he followed the window and jumped down with Lin Yi.

"Wait for me!"

Ning Che chased after him, and when Lin Yi was about to start the car, he sat in the co-driver.

Depressing the accelerator, Lin Yi drove the horsepower to its maximum and drove the car out of the Zhongwei Brigade.

"What's wrong, tell me quickly." Ning Che asked nervously.

"Li Chuhan committed suicide."

"Li Chuhan?"

Ning Che still had an impression of this woman.

She knew this person a long time ago, knew that she had something to do with Lin Yi, and was a very powerful cardiologist.

In addition, on the night when Lin Yi had an accident, after she came over, she passed out when she saw Lin Yi.

With such a big mood swing, the feelings between them must be extraordinary.

And she actually chose to commit suicide at this time, and her feelings for Lin Yi were inferior.

Lin Yi drove the car fast, and after half an hour, he drove to Xiehe Hospital.

In order to avoid unnecessary trouble, before getting off the car, Ning Che asked Lin Yi to put on a mask and sunglasses and went straight to the 22nd floor of the third inpatient department.

According to Li Chuhan's identity and Miao Guofeng's personal connections, Li Chuhan is not qualified to live here.

But because she and Lin Yi had an extraordinary relationship, the hospital arranged people here.

Coming out of the elevator, the two saw Qiu Yuluo standing at the door.

"How's it going!"

"The person is inside. I have been in a coma for several days. The situation is not very good." Qiu Yuluo said pityingly: "Go in and take a look."

Pushing open the door of the rescue room, Lin Yi rushed in without even changing his clothes.

"Ohhhhh, stop, what do you think of this place..."

The nurse in the rescue room stopped.

"do not move!"

Ning Che showed his credentials, "The military is acting, don't care about this, go out."

Seeing the certificate, the little nurse was a little scared, she had never seen such a battle, and hurriedly went out.

"You stay here and watch, I will deal with the hospital, so that no one will be disturbed." Qiu Yuluo whispered.

"it is good."

Because the rescue room on the 22nd floor was originally prepared for special leaders, and not many people were qualified to use it, so there was only Li Chuhan as a patient, and the **** was Qiao Xin.

"you are…"

Seeing a stranger in the rescue room, and not wearing isolation suits, Qiao Xin stood up and asked carefully.

After a few days, Qiao Xin also lost weight, with thick dark circles under her eyes and red blood in her eyes.

After so many days, she is also holding on.

Across Qiao Xin, Lin Yi stood in front of the window and saw Li Chuhan lying on the bed, taking infusion of oxygen.

Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

Before that, Lin Yi felt that the person he was most sorry for was Ji Qingyan.

But at this time, he realized that the person he was most sorry for was Li Chuhan.

I am gone, Ji Qingyan and Liang Ruoxu, both have their parents and family members.

Someone can support them, but Li Chuhan doesn't. She has nothing except herself.

He closed his eyes tightly and his tears were lingering, he could think of Li Chuhan's despair.

I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the sun.

Li Chuhan used to live a life without Lin Yi, life simple and fulfilling.

After seeing Lin Yi, her life turned upside down, and her silent heart became colorful.

It was bright that day, and Lin Yi held up all her desires and fantasies.

But with Lin Yi's death, everything she had longed for, fantasised, and hoped for was all beautiful, and they were all disillusioned at that moment.

She couldn't hold it anymore, and the turbulent spiritual world couldn't hold it either.

I chose to use this method to end my life.

Whether it is the road ahead or the bridge of Naihe, I will walk with you.

Gently, Lin Yi stretched out a trembling hand and stroked Li Chuhan's face.

Her frowns and smiles reappeared in Lin Yi's mind again.

Tears soaked through the mask and fell on the sheets.

At this moment, a middle-aged man in his fifties walked in from outside, and Qiu Yuluo and Ning Che followed him.

"This is Director Ma Xiaoyang of Xiehe. He is in charge of Director Li's affairs." Qiu Yuluo introduced.

"How is the situation now." Lin Yiqiang held back his tears and asked in a low voice.

"The situation is not very good, we can only do our best, it is very likely that..."

Ma Xiaoyang didn't continue to say, trusting the other party to understand.

"The measurement of the two bottles of sleeping pills is indeed not small, but they were delivered in a timely manner. With the level of Concord, it shouldn't be so difficult."

"Normally, the patient's current condition should get better, but Director Li's condition is a bit strange. Not only did it not get better, but it turned sharply. Such clinical cases are not common."

"According to your experience, what may be causing it."

"Hey…"

Ma Xiaoyang sighed, looked at Li Chuhan on the hospital bed, and said sadly:

"In fact, I have seen a clinical case like this once before. It was also a female. The situation was similar to that of Director Li. When it was delivered, at the level of our Xiehe, I was 90% sure that it could be rescued, but in the end it was still dead. Up."

Ma Xiaoyang paused and sighed:

"Finally, we analyzed it. The reason for this result may be that the patient gave up, and she is begging to die."

"Please die?" Ning Che muttered.

"Actually, as long as people are not brain-dead, then the brain is conscious, but it can't show it. Although Director Li is in a coma, her subconscious mind is still working, always reminding her to give up treatment." Ma Xiaoyang lamented:

"In other words, she is the one who caused this situation. She gave up her desire to survive. We really can't save a person who wants to die."

"Desired!"

Ma Xiaoyang's words made Lin Yi's heart tremble, uncomfortably uncomfortable.

He looked at Li Chuhan silently, his expression moved.

Ning Che, who was on the side, felt uncomfortable in his heart.

She sounded a movie line.

Lin Yi is not the only one in her life, but Lin Yi is the only one in her life.

For this woman, Lin Yi may be everything, everything, her sun, moon and stars.

To end her life in this way is the best destination for her.

Qiu Yuluo patted Ma Xiaoyang on the shoulder.

That's all there is to it, and there is no need to say more about the following things.

After talking about the patient's condition, Ma Xiaoyang also knew that there was nothing wrong with him, so he left the ward.

At the same time, Qiu Yuluo and Ning Che also left.

At this time, only Lin Yi, Li Chuhan and Qiao Xin remained in the rescue room.

Looking at the person in front of him who was blocking him tightly, Qiao Xin felt familiar.

His voice is exactly the same as Lin Ge.

Probing, Qiao Xin turned her head, trying to confirm Lin Yi's identity to see if he was Lin Yi.

Lin Yi didn't do anything else, and took off his mask and sunglasses.

"Brother Lin!"

Qiao Xin screamed and sat on the ground in shock.

"Calm down, I'm not dead." Lin Yi said:

"What happened before was a misunderstanding."

"But the hospital has already judged you..."

"My condition at that time was similar to that of a real death. I recovered from the moment I was sent to the cremation."

Lin Yi's voice was calm and not turbulent. When he was speaking, his eyes kept watching Li Chuhan.

His thoughts fell on Li Chuhan, and he had no time to take care of other people and things.

After a long while, Qiao Xin got up and cried with Lin Yi in her arms. The whole ward could hear her crying.

"Brother Lin, what should I do if Sister Li looks like this!"

She didn't want to know how Lin Yi came alive anymore.

She just wanted to know if Li Chuhan could survive.

Lin Yi patted her shoulder and said quietly:

"It's okay. I have been here for the past few days. I have worked hard for you. I will ask the people outside to help you arrange a place for you to take a rest. It won't work anymore."

"But Sister Li looks like this, I don't want to rest."

"If I'm okay, she can't die, just go back and wait for my news."

"Is it okay?"

Hearing Lin Yi's words, Qiao Xin's eyes bloomed with an unprecedented look.

In her eyes, Lin Yi is an omnipotent existence, and he must be fine if he said this.

Lin Yi patted her shoulder again.

"Go, it must be fine."

"Then I'll go back first, and come back later."

"Go back and get a good night's sleep, eat something to come back again."

"I know Brother Lin."

Qiao Xin left, leaving only Lin Yi and Li Chuhan in the ward.

Lin Yi sat next to her, clutching her hand tightly.

"Why are you so stupid." Lin Yi said softly:

"Even if I die, you have to live well. It's not worth doing such a foolish thing for someone like me."

In this way, Lin Yi took the trouble to say this.

Although Li Chuhan did not respond, he still wanted to tell the woman on the bed.

Hope she can hear it.

Because she didn't know whether Li Chuhan could wake up sober, she could only pray in her heart, hoping that she was okay.

"I'll sing you a song to listen to. You don't need to talk, just listen to me."

"I'm most afraid of the sudden silence of the air,

I am most afraid of sudden concern from my friends,

I am most afraid of the sudden rollover of memories,

The colic is not going away,

I am most afraid of hearing from you suddenly,

I miss if there is a sound,

I don't want it to be a sad cry

Until now, I finally let myself belong to me, I can’t lie to myself with only tears,

Suddenly I miss you,

Where will you be,

Happy or wronged,

Suddenly I miss you,

Suddenly sharp memories,

Suddenly blurred eyes,

We are like the most beautiful song,

Turned into two sad movies,

Why you,

Take me through the most memorable trip,

Then leave the most painful souvenir,

We are so sweet and so beautiful,

So believe,

Once so crazy and passionate,

Why we,

Still have to run to their respective happiness,

Grow old with regrets,

Suddenly I miss you,

Where will you be,

Happy or wronged,

Suddenly I miss you,

Suddenly sharp memories,

Suddenly blurred eyes..."

Lin Yi grabbed her hand and stroked it gently.

"I spend most of my time and most of my energy on other people and other things. I have never stayed on you for how long, but why did it happen to you that ended up like this? , How can I get you right."

Lin Yi tried to control his tears, but to no avail.

Tears wet the white sheets, as if telling the story of the two.

"Before you didn’t have time to accompany you, you always have no regrets, telling me not to waste time on you, but I regret it, now I give you all the time, let me stay with you more, please give me more I once..."

"call…"

Lin Yi wiped away the tears, "Well, let's not talk about the sad things, I will sing you a song to listen to, I never had a chance to sing for you before, I hope you can hear it."

"What do you mean, knowing that you are not there, you will still ask,

Air, but it can't make a sound for you.

Habits, like stubborn scars that never heal

I tear my soul when I miss it,

Take the photo so that you can save and wash one more copy,

Sweaters, I also prepare an extra layer for you,

But the temperature that comforts you at the moment of loneliness

How can I keep an extra copy for you?

I don’t want to leave you alone, alone in the crowd

I don’t want you to walk by yourself, in the wind and rain,

I don’t want you to bear the cruelty of this world alone,

I don’t want tears to accompany you to eternity..."

Lin Yi's voice was endless. Although Li Chuhan couldn't hear anything, he still sang, and she didn't know the meaning of this.

Just want to talk to her more, UU reading www. uukanshu.com owes her too much.

In the past, she didn't want anything. As long as she could see her occasionally, it would be great satisfaction to be able to send her a few messages.

But precisely, this is his biggest debt to her.

In those days before, Lin Yi naively thought that Li Chuhan had a sufficiently important position in her heart, but she did not give her enough time.

But until now, he didn't really find out.

What I failed to give her was not enough time and company, but enough love.

Life is always like this. If you are not careful, you will fall into a cliché trap, and you will only know how to cherish it after losing.

But life is like this.

Some regrets can only be experienced by those who missed it.

Some misses can only make the experienced ones regret it. </div>