"Su Cha!" It was the first time he had called me by my full name since he lost his memory, but his voice was full of anger and disgust.

"You're disgusting!"

Throwing those words down, Bo Lengqing picked Lin Ran up off the floor and left my room.

Disgusting.

He said, Su Cha, you are so disgusting.

My heart hurts.

I still remember the way he used to love me, the sweet words he used to say to me...

Why?

Why does God torture me like this?

If only things could go back, I wish I didn't know he was Woodtown, I didn't know he was the person I loved the most, and I wouldn't have fallen in love with him.

If he did all this to me, I wouldn't feel any heartache. I could even persuade myself to find an excuse to leave.

But now I can't.

I could only endure the pain.

Because he is someone I love, and he has become like this for me!

Why did it become like this?

Just why was it …

There was a sudden burst of pain in my stomach, and I couldn't tell what it was like.

These days, my body has been like this intermittent, always feeling abdominal pain, but the pain of the body, than heartache?

Suddenly, a sweet smell rose up from my throat. I covered my mouth with my hands and rushed to the bathroom. A dark red liquid mixed with gastric juice poured down my mouth.

I wiped the corner of my mouth. The water had washed away the dark red liquid. In the mirror, my face was as pale as paper.

I suddenly remembered that Huo Ting had warned me before I became pregnant, could it be …

I walked to the living room with a pale face, only to discover that Bo Lengqing had already been sitting on the sofa for a long time, with a document placed on the coffee table in front of him.

"Lin Ran, she..."

I walked over and saw the document on the table. My nose ached.

Divorce Agreement.

When I didn't know he was Mu Chen, this was the thing I wanted to see the most. But after I found out the relationship between him and Mu Chen, this became the thing I was most afraid of.

"Here's ten million dollars," he said, placing a check in front of me.

I bit my lower lip as I looked at him, and once again there was a gush of blood in my throat, and I forced myself to say, "What do you think I am?"

He frowned, then sneered. "Not enough?"

He then added a bank card, "50 million is enough for you to live without worries for the rest of your life."

"Bo Lengqing!" I said his name, and there was an uncontrollable sadness in my voice. "Am I such a woman in your eyes?"

"What kind of person you are has nothing to do with me. I don't want to see you harm Xiaolan again!"

His words brought me instantly to the Ice Age, where even my blood was frozen.

"Did you divorce me to marry her?" I looked into his eyes, but he never looked at me.

After a long while, he resolutely replied with the word "Yes".

Mu Chen, oh Mu Chen, do you know that you once almost paid with your life for this woman you hate the most? Do you know that the person in front of you is the person you love the most?

You've lost your memory, turned the past into dust, and it's over. But what about me?

I want to keep my memories of the past, and how cruel it is for you to fall in love with someone else's pain and end your life …

How cruel!

"I won't divorce you! I will never sign this divorce agreement! "

I bit my lip to keep the tears from streaming down.

From that day on, he packed his bags and moved out as if my protest had no effect on him.

I heard that someone said that he moved out and lived with Lin Ran. I heard that someone said that they loved each other and that he treats Lin Ran very well, almost to the point of responding to every request that he makes.

I lived alone in a big house, and I spent my free time in the studio. It was the only warmth he had left for me, and the only sign of his love for me was here.

That day, Lin Ran came to find me again.

"Su Cha, it seems like you can live a carefree life by yourself … But what do you think is the point? You can only stay in this ice-cold villa and not get divorced even if you want to. He won't come back, and he won't be the same as before! "

Her complexion looked very good. She had the appearance of a little woman who was nourished by love, yet her words were exceptionally piercing and arrogant.

"Are you here to show off?" I took my time taking care of the flowers and plants, my attitude unperturbed.

"Do I need to show off? As long as it's something I want, even if it's a star in the sky, he'll give it to me. As long as it's something I don't like, no matter if it's a person or something, he'll throw it out of my line of sight like throwing trash … For example, that girl called Xiao Wei … "

She took a step toward me, and I took another big step back.

"What did you do with Xiao Wei?"

"You don't have to be so wary of me. He won't come, so I don't have to act with you … As for that girl, you don't have to worry too much about her. She just lost a high-paying job and she won't sleep on the streets … "

"Lin Ran, you already have everything, why are you making things difficult for an ordinary person?"

She smiled. "Because of you! I've said it before, all the things that you like and care about, I'll take away from you bit by bit, these are things that you don't deserve! "

I took a deep breath. Yes, I don't deserve any of this, because I was born with none of this luck! Thus, fate kept teasing me, allowing me to regain what I had lost, and gain what I lost again …

"So you took advantage of the fact that he doesn't remember anything to occupy the position in his heart. Lin Ran, are you proud of this?"

I looked at her exquisite and perfect face. "If your luck is always so good, if he can't remember for the rest of his life who he really loves, then you can hold on to the happiness you stole and continue to be happy. But if there comes a day when he remembers …"

"Shut up!" She interrupted me. "He would have loved me! If it wasn't for you, he would have fallen in love with me! You betrayed him and hurt him. You brought more pain to him than happiness, and I saved him. No one understands him better than I do! What right do you have to say that I am the bandit?! Why are you doing this! "

"Stop lying to yourself, Lin Ran!"

"I've done far more for him than for you! I am prettier than you, my figure is better, my family is better, I know more than you, I worked so hard for him, why can't he love me?! Su Cha, you are just an illegitimate daughter that cannot be exposed to the light! "

"In that case, what's the point of you showing off to me?" Compared to Lin Ran's hysteria, I was extremely calm.

"This place will soon become my home. I've come to my home to take a look, is there anything wrong with that?"

"Sure."

I didn't want to waste any more time with her, so I went straight to my room.

I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I looked at the dark red liquid, which was slowly being diluted by the water. Then, all of it rushed into the sewer.

I thought it was just a matter of desperation, but lately I've been vomiting blood more and more frequently, and my body is getting tired more and more easily.

I know that I don't have many days to live, and I'm afraid that I don't have many days to live.

I was so scared. I was afraid of dying, and even more afraid that I would never see him again.

I secretly went to look for Huo Ting. This was the second time we had met in secret since returning to our country. Perhaps it was because of the mini version of "Little Cat's Head" that I had previously given him, and his attitude towards me was clearly much better than before.

We were friends.

At least for now, he was the only one I could trust.

I told him about my recent physical condition, and he gave me a full body scan. Today was the day to get the results.

He sat in his office, his face heavy.

"One good news, one bad news …"

"Let's listen to the good news first." The days were already very bitter, the bad news couldn't be any worse.

However, he bitterly smiled and said, "This good news might be a joyous occasion for others, but for you, it's better that you don't say it."

I frowned. "Why?"

He took a deep breath. "I should have told you the last time you came here for an examination."

After hearing those words, I could vaguely guess what was going on. After which, I froze on the spot.

"You're pregnant."