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The sound of the door paused for a moment, and then there was the sound of footsteps leaving. The room once again fell into silence.

After an unknown period of time, Bo Lengqing opened the door to the room.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, but a glass of cold water washed over me.

"Can't keep up the act?"

He looked at me coldly.

I didn't say anything. I just took off my clothes expressionlessly, like a zombie without a soul.

"What are you doing?"

There was a faint note of anger in his voice, as if my actions had infuriated him.

I smiled numbly. "Isn't that what you want?" I'll give it to you. "

To him, I was nothing but a tool of debauchery. It was only then that he would think of me.

"Put your clothes on!"

As if to irritate his sensitive nerves, he turned his face away from me.

I sat on the bed and ignored his words.

He grabbed the quilt and threw it on top of me, then walked quickly to the door.

"Su Cha, you really make me sick."

After saying that, he slammed the door shut.

My hand unconsciously touched my abdomen, which had yet to swell. I felt disgusted.

Yeah, I'm sick.

As the days went by, my pregnancy reaction became more and more obvious. From my initial lethargy and vomiting, my emotions fluctuated greatly, and I gradually got used to it. However, my heart was feeling incomparably depressed.

Even though I've been hiding it from him, I know that I might not be able to hide it for too long.

It's laughable, but after that day, he relaxed my freedom, but wherever I go, Nanny Wang will follow me.

He didn't know that I was pregnant, so I begged the Nanny Wang not to let me speak of it. Fortunately, she was there, so he accompanied me to the hospital for the maternity exam.

When I was registering, I coincidentally saw Lin Ran coming out of the research room. I subconsciously looked down and pretended that I didn't see her, but I didn't know if she saw me or not.

As I looked down, I inadvertently saw that she was holding a document in her hand. I couldn't make out anything else, except that the words "Kidney Source" were exceptionally clear.

I wasn't a curious person, so I immediately withdrew my gaze.

"Obstetrics and gynecology, next, Su Cha."

"Yes sir!"

I replied and quickly slipped into the office.

After a checkup at the hospital, the doctor told me that the baby was healthy.

Just at that moment, I suddenly received a call from Lin Ran. It was a call from Lin Ran, and he said that he had something important to tell me.

I frowned. If there's anything I should tell Bo Lengqing, why would she look for me?

"Nanny Wang, we might have to go back later, Lin Ran asked me to go out for a while, you just have to wait for me nearby, don't be discovered, Miss Lin is Bo Lengqing's good friend, if he knows about this he will be unhappy."

After settling the Nanny Wang down somewhere nearby, I went to the place Lin Ran and I had agreed to meet up.

"Miss Su, long time no see."

I sat down opposite of her and got straight to the point. "I wonder why Miss Lin is looking for me today?"

She bit her lips and looked at me with a troubled expression. After hesitating for a long time, she opened her mouth and said, "I know it's impolite to say this, but I still want to ask you …. Could it be, as soon as possible … Leave Leng Qing? "

I frowned. "Miss Lin, what do you mean by this?"

I had already felt that the relationship between Lin Ran and I was beyond ordinary, but I never thought that she would actually come and find me so openly one day, and ask me to leave Bo Lengqing as soon as possible.

The expression on my face gradually turned cold. I wanted to see if she could continue pretending.

"Miss Su, don't think too much into it. Don't worry, after you leave, I will give you a sufficient sum of money to allow you to settle down. "I really have no other choice …"

As she spoke, she lowered her head and wiped away her tears.

"What's going on?"

Lin Ran bit his lower lip, and then slowly spoke.

"I …" "I'm pregnant, and the child is cold …"

She had tears on her face, and she looked at me with a guilty expression. Before I could recover my senses, she grabbed my hand.

"I know, I know I shouldn't have made such a mistake, I shouldn't have hurt you … But, you also know that he doesn't love you, right? … "I had no choice but to come up with this plan to find you …"

As she spoke, she took out a pregnancy test.

For a split-second, my world felt like a bolt from the blue.

I subconsciously touched my own stomach. There was also a similar life form here, and I suddenly couldn't understand Bo Lengqing's actions.

If he only wanted to borrow a chicken to bear eggs with, it would be fine if he and Lin Ran could raise a child together after I give birth. But why did he want another woman to give birth to his child?

"Miss Su, I can't let this child come to this world like this. I can't let him bear the curse of an illegitimate child the moment he was born … Miss Su, you should be able to empathize with me, right? "

Lin Ran's words stung me like a knife.

Bastard.

Indeed, I am an illegitimate child.

Because he knew that his identity could not be exposed, he had always been the one to endure, the weak existence.

Even if I was bullied, I didn't dare to retaliate, because I knew that in essence, I was not like the kids who bullied me.

I am an illegitimate child who cannot see the light of day.

I took in a deep breath. If I didn't have children in my womb, I might have easily agreed to Lin Ran's request.

But I'm not a saint, and I can't let my children go that way.

"Miss Su, I beg you, as long as you are willing to leave Bo Lengqing, I can do anything you want to me..."

Lin Ran's voice still echoed in my ears, as I stiffly pulled my hand away from her hand.

"Sorry, this is not something I can confirm. If you can persuade Bo Lengqing, I will immediately sign the divorce agreement as long as he agrees."

After saying that, I stood up from my seat and left without looking back.

When I got home, I lay on the bed, rubbing my stomach, lost in thought.

There's no doubt that if I leave, Lin Ran and Bo Lengqing will be together. Then the child in Lin Ran's womb will definitely be happier than me, or at least my child.

Moreover, she is already pregnant, so Bo Lengqing shouldn't need the child in my stomach right?

Child, child, you shouldn't have come.

I can't leave anything between me and Bo Lengqing here, or else I'll definitely be unable to resist and come back one day, so …

This child absolutely could not be allowed to live!

I took a deep breath and touched my flat belly.

"Baby, Mommy can only feel sorry for you."

Maybe it's heaven's will, but Nanny Wang asked to leave home after a few days because of a cold. Maybe it's because I've been doing quite well these few days, so Bo Lengqing relaxed his guard towards me.

I quietly slipped out the door and went to the hospital.

I know that the miscarriage was very harmful to my body, but I didn't dare miscarry. I was afraid that if Bo Lengqing found out, he would definitely kill me.

About half an hour after I took the pill, my stomach started to react.