I'm nine now, Jill.

I've been in a poor village ever since I was born, my parents have been killed, and I've always been alone.

I had no power to live on my own, and I worked as a slave all the time for the guy who killed my parents.

Will was the first person to help me... Jicha.

Jicha has been by my side for a long time and has been giving me medical attention all day.

But the wound wouldn't heal, and even the fever made me think I was gonna die for real.

Honestly, I had no idea what it meant to be alive with all the painful thoughts every day.

At that time, my fever dropped completely when I was drugged with water. [M]

... I didn't die.

I wondered if I would ever have another painful day, but the sweet treat I ate properly that day...... I've never known anything called macaroons. The macaroon was the best. I wanted to see the world wonder if there was something so delicious in the world. I got greed. There's a desire to live...

Jicha said the child who brought me that macaroon was the one who cured my illness.

He said he was Alicia, the eldest daughter of the Williams family, who would join the five great nobles.

No matter how many poor villages you grow up in, you know about the five nobles.

I wonder why the lady there gave me the medicine.

I wonder why you came to a poor village in the first place.

I thought it would be mercy. [M]

That it would be some kind of shitty sense of justice that I would help you with because it's pathetic.

She must be a happy young lady who grew up soggy with love from the five nobles.

But she was far beyond my imagination.

My first impression was of a beautiful girl, but it changed in an instant.

That adorable face looked demonic for a moment when she opened her mouth.

If you want to die, you can die, but she said you have a responsibility.

He said he was responsible for keeping me alive.

I made the choice to live.

And she asked me to share that wit with her.

I thought it was ridiculous, but she brought me tons of books, like every day, and she showed me magic.

Plus, you got me out of that hell of a poor village.

When I first saw the sun when I was born, I was glad I didn't have to die without knowing something so dazzling and radiant. Everything in the world was fresh, brilliant and beautiful to me.

I didn't put it in my mouth, but I shrugged with my heart many times, thanking you for helping me.

I wanted to live until I ran out of this life for Alicia.

The girlfriend now stands in front of her as she burns and shines her golden eyes.

The glossy, beautiful brunette is sarcastic. It's like Alicia's killing me.

The side is riddled, and he looks straight at the men who beat me up.

I fell in love with such beauty.

And Alicia slowly raised the corner of her mouth and opened it.

I said to the three men words that I did not think were very aristocratic ladies.

"You trash... die"