Chapter 163

Suddenly, he stopped breathing. He felt that the cotton curtain was very heavy. The light in the room was very bright, but it didn't shine into Pei Ming's eyes.

She saw Xu Lixue half closed his eyes, lost his brilliance, mouth slightly open, no breathing

His brows twitched and his shoulders stirred in vain, but there was no air in his throat. He wanted to step forward, but his legs and feet were as heavy as lead. As soon as he took a step, he fell to the ground. Supported by the doctor, he almost knelt down to the bedside.

"Li, Li Xue..." She patted Xu Lixue Wuhua's cheek, still hoping to get even a little response, "don't sleep, look at me."

Tears were dripping on the mattress. It was so quiet that even wenpo couldn't help sighing with red eyes, "I'm sorry, Mrs. Tang has gone."

She didn't roar, didn't deny, just lying on the bed shaking for a long time, until the doctor was afraid that she would suffocate, she suddenly raised her head, all the despair roared out.

Tang Fen, who was waiting outside, almost rubbed his palm to the skin. When he heard Pei Ming's cry, he finally turned pale and fell to the ground, then covered his face and began to cry.

Xue tingji's heart was pulled hard. After several breaths of pain, he stepped into the outer room. He could not go in, but he also hoped to be closer to Pei Ming and call her name silently.

Because Pei Ming's cry is too exciting. He wants to spit out all his broken heart and heart, weeping all the sorrow in the world.

She clung to Xu Lixue's sleeve, even did not dare to look up at her, until the maid of the Tang family came in to clean up the body and refused to leave.

Later, Tang Fen came in. He didn't dare to get close to him. He could only cry in the corner of the room. Pei Ming couldn't hear him at all. In the end, the whole person seemed to follow Xu Lixue. Only tears kept pouring out.

When Xu Lixue is cleaned up, Xue tingji can finally come in and see Pei Ming's appearance. His words are blocked in his throat.

He didn't know that it was Xu Lixue and herself that Pei Ming was crying. When she died in childbirth, was she the same? This kind of pain let her suffer, Lixue how innocent

When her consciousness was wandering in her previous life, Xue Ting held her shoulder by Youyou, hesitated for a long time, and then comforted her in a soft voice: "women do their best to listen to fate, which is also Don't be too sad if you can't help it. "

But it happened that this sentence aroused Pei Ming's hatred.

What can I do? Hehe, yes, that's what he thought, so he can die in the delivery bed without any guilt, right!

The reason why she died so miserably was that the concubine, Xu Yi and Xue tingji were all murderers! It's this man who contributed to her tragedy. Now I can't help it?

Kneeling too long and standing up a little unsteady, Xue tingji wanted to help her, but he was thrown away. He was stunned by the strength.

The snow in his eyes was soon dried by anger. Pei Ming pointed to him and sneered, "in your eyes, life and death are so indifferent? It's lucky to be alive, but it's God's fault to be dead. Even if I'm the one lying in bed now, you'll understate it. "

"Ah Ming, you --" Xue Ting's face changed suddenly, and then he sighed, "we are going to get married soon, and we will have children. Why do you curse yourself with such words?"

"Oh..." Pei Ming didn't speak any more, and his face was full of sarcasm.

He just wanted to comfort. Is that too much? What else would he say?

What makes him more uneasy is Pei Ming's eyes. He resists alienation and looks at him like an enemy. Even if he doesn't speak well, can he be so radical?

But when she saw Xu Lixue die in childbirth, she was naturally afraid, so she held her heart and said, "don't think about everything about yourself. You won't, I'm here."

"Are you there?" Pei Minghong looked at him in a terrible way. He was too pathetic and weird. "It's you that makes me unable to live."

If it wasn't for his concubine, how could she have been killed! Now I'm shameless to say Is he there?

But these are her memories after all. Xue tingji did not understand what she said. He just had a good temper and could not stand repeated groundless accusations. What's more, he was not a kind person.

Inevitably, he was a little angry, clenched his fist and frowned, "since you can't trust me so much, don't have children with me, and don't marry me at all. I'm always satisfied."

As soon as the words came out, he himself regretted it. He should not be angry even if he had no choice but to say anything. But just as he was about to apologize, Pei Ming said something more excessive.

"Who is rare." They couldn't wait for their wedding day anyway.

This round trip completely cooled the temperature between them. Xue tingji's face changed several times, but Pei Ming ignored him. At last, he took a look at Xu Lixue, who was gradually dying. He broke into tears, shook his head and turned away from here.

After she snatched the door, Xue tingji's attendants wanted to follow and protect her, but Xue tingji stopped them. "She doesn't want to be your hostess at all. What else do you care about her?"But when Pei Ming really went away, he let out his breath again, "follow her, don't let her find out."

Even if he is angry, how can he really put her down.

The painful separation between life and death is just an insignificant corner in the world. The laughter of the first night of the Lunar New Year is still going on. Pei Ming is the only one who drags his feet out of his wits. Occasionally, passers-by who play together see her, but she can't see her eyes, curiosity or sympathy.

The happiness had nothing to do with her. The more colorful the lights were, the more desolate she was. She finally returned to the general's house, but she didn't even have the strength to cross the threshold.

At this moment, Feng just came back and was scared by her appearance. "What's the matter! What about your highness six? "

Pei Ming shook his head and couldn't say anything. After he was helped back to Jinwei garden, he closed the door with his backhand. He couldn't even ask for a word. Everyone had to worry.

The room was warm, but she couldn't bear it. It seemed that she was still staying by Xu Lixue's bed. She had nowhere to go. She walked through the secret road in a trance and came to the Xiao's yard.

At that time, Xiao had already fallen asleep. When he heard the news, he came out to check it. When he saw the tearful eyes of his master, he stood in a daze. Pei Ming looked up at the night sky and suddenly fell to the ground.

In the past two days, there was a little snow. Without trampling, there was a layer of ice crust on the snow. She just shrank into a ball and lay there. It didn't matter whether it was cold or not.

Xiao was frightened by her appearance, and didn't dare to help her without permission. He stretched out his hand and was very tangled. Pei Ming looked up at him, and finally asked him in a hoarse voice, "is it my fault?"

Dumb people can't answer. Because of this, Pei Ming at least felt that she could talk to him and said to herself, is it her fault.

"It's me Kill Cheng Yan, and turn their fortunes around by acting smart, so self defeating? If I hadn't asked Lixue to marry Tang Fen, she would not have died, but I just wanted her to be well... "

She wants to die now and go over it again, but even if she does it again, what is the right thing to do?

Why? No matter how hard she tries, the people she wants to keep will still leave. Can't you please give her some hope?

The chill penetrated into her bones and made her curl up more tightly. Tears flowed down and melted away the ice and snow beside her face. In a short time, tiny silver leaves floated down from the sky and landed in her hair.

In the distance, the faint sound of joy and noise was gradually buried