Chapter 1467

"I'm sorry! I used to be a complete jerk, a playboy with no merit. I'm ashamed of myself! "

Alexander excitedly expressed his desire to draw a line from the past, and Susan couldn't help laughing.

"I'm not asking you or testing you, but I think it's very difficult to change a person's views on marriage and family. Maybe your previous life style is quite deviant from the traditional view, but all aspects of modern society are opening up a lot. I want to know what you think."

"What do you think..." Alexander's fingers were intertwined, like a child whose teacher gave her an endorsement. He was afraid that something might go wrong when answering the question. Finally, he bit his teeth and decided to treat Susan sincerely.

"In fact, I didn't really think about it before. Family responsibilities are not in my consideration. I just think that every day is a day, and I will accept what comes, but I really can't raise my interest to pursue anything. But later, I really feel that there is something different, that is, after I lost you

"Maybe you don't believe it, and I deserve it, but really, after you left, I began to feel like I had lost a part of my life. I had struggled and felt that losing a familiar person was always like this. After a while, I got used to it. But when I think of you no matter what I do, I realize that you are deeply embedded in my life. "

"You know what happened later. I came all the way to China to find you under Lu Lin's urging. Miranda tried to set us up, but finally I failed. Now I want to understand that at that time, I was just eager to express my needs and ignored what you want. "

"I know that you have been deeply hurt by me, and the stable life you are looking forward to is quite different from my former life style. Now I can't do well, but I'm really willing to study. Can you give me a chance to accept the test? "

Alexander's heart was pounding. In the past, he did not dare to confess these things to Susan, for fear that Susan would disgust him. But now, this hurdle has to be crossed after all. Susan is not a coy person, so after careful consideration, he chose to put everything on the table and discuss it together.

Susan looked at Alexander in a dazed way. His serious eyebrows almost caught her heart and made her say "yes" without thinking. But only reason pulled her back to reality.

"I'm sorry, Alexander, I I think not only you but also myself have changed a lot. Maybe we need to be more careful in this matter. "

"No, I'll do anything for you." Alexander expressed his heart eagerly.

"Listen to me, during my stay in China, I really experienced a very different life. When I was in the UK, I was the only one who was very ambitious. But when I came to China, I saw that Miranda had a happy family. There were so many people who loved and cared about her that I admired her very much. "

"I can try to do it, too!" Alexander blurted out, "if you like Miranda's way of life, although I have been unreliable before, I will learn how to make you feel at ease."

Susan insisted on shaking her head. "Listen to me, I really envy Miranda's family, and I'm more and more eager for a stable family, but I'm not sure that's what you expect. Maybe you are infatuated with Susan, who is smart and capable at work and handles everything perfectly. If I become vulnerable, troublesome and eager for love, will we always go in the opposite direction? "

"No, no..." Alexander murmured, "no one can predict the future, but we can try to walk together for a while. Who knows what kind of scenery we will meet? You can't be afraid of wrestling and never take that step. Even ANN has learned to walk. "

Suddenly mentioned ANN, Susan Leng for a while, and then laughed out, "did not expect you are still concerned about Ann's progress."

"Of course, Ann knows my uncle now." Alexander's face showed some small complacency, and he thought that he would teach ANN to shout "Uncle Alexander" next.

"Because your hair and eyes are different from others, I'm very impressed with you."

"Maybe, but this has become my inborn advantage. I'm quite surprised and happy. Ann's sister was born, and her hands are even more tight, so I need to learn more about baby care. "

"I didn't expect to discuss parenting knowledge with you before."

Alexander looked up and saw the dense shade rustling in the breeze. "The best time to plant a tree is ten years ago and now. I hope it's not too late for me to start studying now.

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"In fact, I have experienced a lot since I came to China." Alexander took a sip of the milk and said thoughtfully.

"I think well, you like your life here, and I want to start over. There are a lot of bad memories in England. Maybe this can be the starting point for me to start over."

"What are you thinking? Don't be impulsive. What about companies in the UK? That's what you've been fighting for for so long. ""You misunderstood." Alexander said with a smile, "I want to set up a branch office in China in the future, and then personally take the lead in expanding the market here, so that I can be with you for a long time."

"If it's just for me That's not necessary. It may not be worth it

But Alexander said firmly: "only I have the right to say whether it's worth it or not. If I want to, it's worth it."

Susan turned her face to one side. She was afraid that when she faced Alexander's serious and hot eyes, she would not care about anything else.

The so-called homesickness, at the beginning of that period of hard love, Susan's dream is not this moment? But when it did come, Susan was afraid that all this was beautiful.

When we don't get it, everything is beautiful in the imagination. When we come to reality, we are always afraid that everything is not as good as the dream, which breaks the flawless expectation.

"Susan, I know it's hard for you to accept so quickly. I'll be with you and we'll explore the way together."

"There are cats?"

"Well?" Alexander was stunned for a moment, but didn't respond to what Susan said, "what's wrong? I'm not sick. I'm awake. "