Chapter 1370

"I know that my emotional experience is actually very scarce. I don't know how to love and I don't know how to love. That's why you have been around me for so many years, leaving only disappointment and sadness. But I am clear that my feelings for you have never been before. I can't lose you. Without you, I lead a chaotic life. My life is completely like a change. It's all messed up. "

Alexandria still talked about the subject. Although he was very emotional, Susan was still disheartened. She held her forehead, closed her eyes and sighed again.

"Alexander, listen to me first. Maybe it's me who should apologize. It's me who interferes too much in your life and gives you the illusion that you can't do without me, but it's not love. I didn't understand it before, but when I saw their relationship during my stay with Wen's poets, I understood it. Jiang Moshen and Wen Shishi, Huo xiujue and Meng Xiaoxia, they all have to do with each other. "

"Is Jiang Mo smart and strong outside, but he loves, respects and understands Wen Shishi wholeheartedly. Wen also cherishes his poems. "

"Maybe in other people's eyes, Jiang Mo's poems are a perfect match. If you look at Huo xiujue and Meng Xiaoxia, many people may sigh for Huo xiujue. Mr. perfect has such a wife. Meng Xiaoxia is not perfect and often makes trouble, but Huo xiujue is used to beautiful women and elites, and he is determined to her. She doesn't want to have another baby, so Huo xiujue agrees under the pressure of his family. And Meng Xiaoxia did bring him happiness and anger. They are very happy. "

"I don't see such feelings in you. What I see is that I leave my parents to go to boarding school and make a mess of everything. I begin to miss my mother's half child who will help him fold quilts, clean up the room and make breakfast."

Seeing Alexander choked so speechless, Susan thought it was time to end the conversation. "Let's all calm down and let me out of the car."

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Susan saw that Alexander didn't move, and she understood that he didn't figure out what she said. She reached for the key, but Alexander caught her by the wrist.

"No Alexander said, "you're right, we all need to calm down, and then I really need to reflect on what I've done before. But what I said is true. I can't lose you. "

Alexander was suffocated by Susan's words just now, but he knew that if he let go at this time, Susan would really leave him, and he would regret it all his life.

"Now I know my image in my heart. Although it's hard to recover, I still have to try. I respect your choice, but I also reserve the right to pursue you again. "

Susan pulled her hand back. Her heart beat a little fast, but she was still calm on the surface.

"You should learn how to respect women again. I don't think it includes locking people in cars."

Alexander saw her red ears and laughed heartlessly. "Everything else is easy to discuss. This one won't work. I'm afraid you will disappear as soon as I let go this time."

Alexander thinks that Lu Xiao has said a lot, but that sentence is really reasonable. In the case of chasing girls, maybe the melon that is forced to twist is really sweet. Moreover, if it is not forced to twist, there will be no melon to eat.

"Now you and I are not the relationship between the boss and employees, the boss and subordinates. I don't need you to pick up the mess for me. We are equal and friends. You can treat me as an ordinary pursuer. I just hope you don't deny it so quickly. Besides, I don't trust you to go back alone. "

Susan pursed her lips, and her heart was tearing. Her reason told her that there would be no result. It would be good for them to break it as soon as possible, but subconsciously, she had the expectation that she would not admit it. The locked door gave her a reason to escape.

Seeing that Susan was silent, Alexander added a few more reasons to send Susan home. "You are in a foreign country. You are not familiar with the road conditions and language. Do you still have to contact Wen Shishi to ask her to send a car to pick you up? Wen Shishi is pregnant and you make her worry. "

"You underestimate the life skills of working women." Susan glanced at Alexander and didn't want to be seen as a weak and helpless girl who would only cause trouble to others. "I remember the number of the bus and subway that could drive to Wen Shishi's house. I can't recognize all Chinese characters and Arabic numerals. Even if the communication between taxi and driver was not smooth, I could drive a navigation map to show him the destination and change his life with high technology."

Alexander felt that Susan's mood relaxed a lot. He didn't resist as much as she did just now. He said with half a joke, "the bus and subway may go in the opposite direction, and the driver who takes a taxi may not be a good person. If you don't say anything else, seeing that you are a foreigner, you may take you around a long way."

"Well, as you say, am I absolutely safe in your car? I won't say anything else. What if there's an accident on the way back? "

"That's life." Alexander sighed, "but I think, maybe it's not bad, leaving the world in the same car on the same day and at the same moment, this damned romance. Maybe I can follow you back and forth and reincarnate, then I will never let you go again. "

"Don't talk so glibly." Susan frowned, as if forgetting that the topic was her first, "drive, playboy."Seeing that Susan really agreed to send her back, Alexander laughed, "yes, my lady. But if the means of pursuit is only for one person, it should not be called playboy, right

"I'm not a member of the Playboy Judges Association. Don't discuss the entry and exit criteria with me."

"So it is." Alexander nodded, "when I leave my job, the resignation report still has approval. It will take a lot of days for me to hand over. I'll wait and see."

Susan didn't answer. She pulled up her seat belt. Alexander saw it and started the car with a smile. He always had a chance to prove himself in the long run.

It was quite safe all the way. Alexander occasionally took a few words, and they were all daily chatting. For example, he knew what clothes to bring when he came here this time, and the flight even provided Sichuan cuisine. When he went to Jiang's house to see Wen Shishi, he suddenly realized that her stomach was so big

It doesn't involve the company, it doesn't explain the relationship with the nightclub girl, and it doesn't even express its sincerity in a fancy way. It's really like an ordinary friend picking Susan up from work.

Susan was relieved. If more than an hour's drive was full of love words and confessions, she could not guarantee that she would not suffocate and jump by prying the window.