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At the beginning of summer, I was woken up by such sunshine.

The glare of the sun made her red even with her eyes closed.

She turned over, whined, slowly opened her eyes and woke up.

As soon as I wake up, I look at the ceiling, and I look at the men who sleep well beside me. At the beginning of summer, all the memories begin to flow into my brain.

Last night

Indulged.

It's really overindulgent.

At the beginning of summer, she wanted to get up. As a result, she had just moved, and her whole body was aching, which she couldn't bear.

She wants to get out of bed and leave quietly. It seems that this idea cannot be realized.

How can it hurt so much

Last night, Li Yanjin He didn't know how to control. He asked her so many times.

Look up at him at the beginning of summer.

He is still sleeping.

Eyes closed, eyebrows slightly wrinkled, between the eyebrows, has been engraved with indelible traces.

This may be the habit that he often frowns and can't change, so he will leave such a wrinkle.

Think about

He is no longer young, more than thirty.

At the beginning of summer, I looked at his facial features carefully, from eyebrows, eyes, eyelashes, high nose, to tight lips

Next down, it's his clavicle, and his strong muscles.

Her man The only man in her life will be the last one.

At the beginning of summer, he could not help but stretch out his hand and touch his cheek gently.

This action made Li Yanjin wake up from her sleep.

When he opened his eyes, what he saw was the beginning of summer, lying in his arms, his eyes were full of feelings, such feelings.

"At the beginning." Li Yanjin's voice was low and hoarse, with a magic magnetism. "Are you awake?"

At the beginning of summer, I wanted to take back my hand, and a blush flew over my cheek. I was a little confused and caught on the spot

At the beginning of summer, as soon as her hand was shrunk, Li Yanjin caught it quickly.

"I've felt it all, and I've seen it for so long. Do you want to escape now?"

Said, Li Yanjin strong and domineering grip her wrist, put her hand, once again on his cheek.

"Anyway, I'm yours. I belong to you. Whatever you want, you can do it."

At the beginning of summer, he bit his lips: "what do you mean that you are mine You are not mine, you are free. "

"I am yours."

She smiled unconsciously.

At the beginning of summer, his eyes were full of him, full of joy and joy, full of stars.

It's a very happy thing to be able to lie in bed with the one you love the most in your life, watching and laughing at each other.

At the same time, it is also a very difficult and difficult thing.

"Why are you mine?" At the beginning of summer, he was still smiling and asked, "you are not mine, Li Yanjin, you are your own......"

"No, I am yours."

At the beginning of summer, she was still smiling, but she was smiling. All of a sudden, tears came into her eyes.

Li Yanjin saw her tears, stupefied for a moment, then her expression became extremely flustered.

"At the beginning, you, how do you Cried? "

"Is it?" "Did I cry?" he asked at the beginning of the summer

"Yes."

At the beginning of summer, he raised his hand and wanted to wipe his tears. However, he was wiped out by Li Yanjin.

"Don't cry." He said, "if you do, I don't know what to do. I can only accompany you and cry together."

"I don't know why. All of a sudden, the tears come."

At the beginning of summer, the eyes are already red and full of tears. As long as you blink and move a little, the tears will be like broken beads, falling down.

"Don't cry." Li Yanjin said softly, "if you cry, it's not good. I want to see you every morning. "

At the beginning of summer, he could not help but lower his head and bury it in his arms, crying loudly.

She suffered.

In her heart, she was so sad that she was going to die.

It hurts.

So many years, she thought she could jump out of the original love and let go.

But in fact, she never let go of her young love.

How could she not love Li Yanjin

How could it be.

Li Yanjin holds her tightly, listens to her repressed cry, feels her tears wet her chest

Seeing her like this, he felt very sad.

"Don't cry, at the beginning, don't cry..."

"If you cry again, I will cry with you."

"At the beginning, if you have anything to say, just tell me. I'm here now, you don't have to hold it any longer, and you're wronged... "

"Early days..."

For a while, the cry at the beginning of summer stopped slowly.

In fact, she didn't know what she was crying for.

Just want to cry, her nose sour, tears can not control, Susu on the fall.

It's hard.

It's really hard.

"At the beginning. At the beginning. Li Yanjin called out her name again and again, "what should I do with you, what can I do with you..."

Early summer stopped crying, and then slowly looked up.

Her eyes were red with tears, like a rabbit.

For a long time, she said, "Li Yanjin We, as if last night, nothing has happened

As soon as this sentence is said, Li Yanjin can't believe her ears.

"Early days..." He looked at her in amazement. "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"Of course I know."

"Why do you think nothing has happened?"

"Because..."

Because of what?

At the beginning of summer, I couldn't make myself clear.

All she knew was that she was wrong with Li Yanjin.

This idea, has been in her mind for many years, she can not change.

Even last night, she was impulsive and indulgent, and didn't resist the surging feelings in her heart. She went to bed with him once, but

But she really didn't know how to deal with the things that would happen when two people were together.

She has no courage.

"Because of what?" Li Yanjin asked, "at the beginning, you go on talking, you go on talking!"

For a while, at the beginning of summer, he replied, "no reason."

"No why, you want me to think that nothing happened last night? At the beginning, how much do you hurt my heart, do you understand? "

"It's a mistake to be together. We can't be together. We can't."

"Why not? If before, you can still say, we are related by blood, can't. But now, the biggest obstacle has been leveled. It's not an obstacle! "

At the beginning of summer, he kept silent.