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"What?" Fansitong was out of the blue and felt a little hurt.

She reached out and touched the face of the river gently. "Don't do that. I'm very good. You see I'm still alive and mentally."

Jiang Xi reached out to fan Sitong with a hug. "I love you, worry about you. After that, don't be confused. "

"I am in harmony now. You see my status now. Is it better to leave here?"

Fan Sitong claps the river and shoulders, and then discusses with Jiang Xi in a proper way. He really wants to hear the suggestions of Jiang Xi.

Jiang Xi asked, "what about yourself? It's mainly if you think about it yourself. It is to stay and go, and the main thing is to look at your heart. "

Fan thought about it and shook his head: "I am now like I am in a puddle, I can't pull it out, just want to escape."

"It's not that serious. You think it's your own serious. You see, life is still so good, nothing has changed. " River Road.

Fan Shitong shook his head: "it is the sunshine in your eyes as old, and I have changed my appearance in my eyes."

"Did you know you want to leave?" Ask the river.

Fansitong shook his head: "I don't know if he knows or not. He doesn't care much about me. I just said he wasn't as good as you said, but not as bad as I said. He was just in charge, so he let me live in his house. But moving out is my own decision. I didn't believe how important a man would put a woman in my heart. No matter how good feelings, after the direct break-up, talk about the next, the position that left in the heart will gradually fade. But Fu Youcheng is obviously not such a person. He is true, and can not put his predecessor down. If he can't, it will be boring to force. I don't want Chen Feiyan, I know I don't like it, but I can get along. I can be wronged, but I can't long grievance myself. "

Jiang Xi immediately interrupted her: "what do you mean by this? How did Fei Yan aggrieve herself? "

"I didn't say her, I mean myself." Fan Sitong explained.

Jiang Xi shook his head: "no, you didn't say that just now. You said you were not Feiyan. I know if I don't like it, and I can get along with you. Who did you hear that?"

"She herself."

Fansitong thought to break the topic, but the river is too sensitive, and caught in a moment.

Think carefully as if there is nothing to say, just say it.

"Fei Yan said she didn't like it or Liang boss didn't like it. What happened during this period, why didn't you tell me all of them?"

The river is in a hurry. What's wrong with this? She hasn't been out of the Jianghu for long, haven't she? So it feels like you've missed the world?

Fan Sitong looked at the river. "You have such a good relationship. She didn't talk to you about this. I'm going to mention this more now. Isn't it very good?"

"You can tell me first." River Road.

Fan Sitong took his umbrella away: "let's get the sun."

"You do a good job of sunscreen today?" he said

"That's not."

"Then you can't solve the fierce autumn tiger. If we go back, it will be all black." River smile.

Fan Sitong opened his umbrella again: "I think we are both sitting in the bustling streets like this, which is silly. It is better to be in the sun, at least people who come and come will not look at us with the same eyes as the mental retardation. They would say in their hearts, look, two intellectual disabilities, so many cafes and leisure bars beside them don't know how to hide, sitting on the street with umbrellas. "

Jiang Xi laughed and said, "what about that? No one knows us anyway. "

"Chen Feiyan rarely mentioned her own affairs, but once we had an appointment at the bar. Well, it was years ago, last year ago..."

"Did you not have an operation until last year? That's going to get you to the bar? " River I stare.

"I don't care if I don't plan to." "Fan Sitong said.

Jiang Xi is eager to stop, heartache that just had life: "you so hurt the body, do not because you are young to come to the end, stupid."

Fansitong looked at her eyes, and put her head on her shoulder, and the umbrella had been closed.

Head pillow on the shoulder of river Xi, took a picture of himself, "I don't care, now it's OK, there is no feeling. Just two weeks after the operation, I was red all the time. I went to the hospital to check again. To be honest, I didn't clean it. I had another curettage. "

Fan Sitong said this words lightly, Jiang Xi heard frequently frown.

"You In this case, we should rest and bring back our body. " Jiang Xi whispered: "women's small labor is very hurt, think Tong, you should pay more attention."

"Not so delicate, little grandma."

Fan Sitong laughed and amused, Jiang Xi didn't talk much, and asked again, "so what did Fei Yan say?"

"She had drunk more than that day, nor did she drink too much. She could drink it. After drinking, she might be a little bit emotional, and she said something that she couldn't hide. She said that actually the marriage was very hard, and there was no more courage left. Looking at your happy preparation for the baby who is about to sound, she also wants to experience these. However... ""She wants to have a baby, but doesn't the boss want to?" Asked Jiang Xi.

"The eldest one is not at home. Who did she go with?" Fan Sitong asked.

"Isn't it just a matter of one or two insemination?" "They don't have children of their own. At present, there is only one liang Junjie. The children are old enough to have a baby for both of them," Jiang Xi asked Jiang Xi agrees with Chen Feiyan's idea.

Once a woman gets married and forms a family with her beloved man, she can't refuse to have children for her husband. This is the nature of a woman.

Even if the husband doesn't want it, women want to have one themselves.

Fan Sitong thought for a moment and then shook his head: "I really don't know. She didn't say much. So it's not clear whether it's you who don't want to have children now, or whether they don't want children now. In short, Chen Feiyan's marriage is not as good as before... "

"What?"

"Maybe the happiness is not as much as before, because the husband is always away. Your boss's going out on business is not the same as that of ordinary office workers. Your boss's going out will take three or five months at least, but more than a year and a half. Who can make it? Chen Feiyan's marriage, that is to spend a lot of her youth in a lonely boudoir? "

Fan Sitong's words are straightforward, which is not so pleasant to hear.

But what she pointed out was true.

"She knew that before she married the boss. Now that she has chosen, I think she should be well prepared. "

Jiang Xi felt deeply that she had never asked Chen Feiyan whether her life was hard or not.

Because she knew that Chen Feiyan put boss Liang very seriously and regarded him more important than herself. Chen Feiyan was willing to do everything for him, and she was willing to deliver her life. What is it to keep an empty boudoir alone?

After a pause, Jiang Xi said, "fortunately, she has a child around her. Xiao Jie is very sensible and a very likable child."

Fan Sitong suddenly tilted his head and looked at Jiang Xi. Jiang Xi was puzzled by her and asked, "how?"

Fan Sitong shook his head in doubt: "nothing. I just don't understand. My loneliness is different from that of Feiyan."

Jiang Xi didn't understand: "what do you mean? If you are lonely, isn't it good to have someone to accompany you? "

"That's what it means, but" fan Sitong stopped saying: "well, if Mr. Sheng is on a business trip for a few months and you're with your family, will you miss your husband?"

"Yes," said Jiang Xi. After a pause, he thought about the question carefully. The answer is yes: "I think so, but I don't think about it."

"That's the problem, so what about having a kid around? It's not my husband. It's different loneliness. "

Fan Sitong propped up his face: "the loneliness without a man around is different from that without a friend. Sometimes the inner loneliness, even if there are friends around, can't get comfort. Some loneliness can only be given by men."

Jiang Xi turned her head slowly: "you are Driving? "

"What I'm talking about is the fact that men and women should be integrated. If they are not accompanied by the opposite sex for a long time, they will be psychopathic. So, no matter how busy you are, you have to fall in love. " Fan Sitong firmly said: "I think it is very reasonable."

"Well, it seems different. I know what you're trying to say. You haven't made it clear, but I can. " Jiang Xi Dao.

Fan Sitong sighed gently: "so, look at the people around you, are you the happiest?"

"You will be happy, too. How old are you? You are in your twenties." Jiang Xi said seriously.

"Do you think I should go home or stay in Yundu Fan Sitong went back to the point and asked seriously.

No one's words can give her reference, just want to listen to Jiang Xi.

After hearing the speech, Jiang Xi finally considered it seriously.

"Do you really have no one in the clouds?" Jiang Xi asked earnestly.

Fan Sitong shook his head: "I don't know. Maybe there is, but I can't see it now. The heart, has not been so calm. I still miss the time when I just graduated from school. How cool it is to plunge into the workplace and work hard. "

"Now, too." The river makes a sound.

"Yes, I can do it now, but I can't concentrate any more." Fan Sitong said.

She knew that Jiang Xi would not understand her words, so she simply criticized herself: "frankly, I can't devote myself to my work now, because there are too many people and things around me that affect me. How many young girls who have just come in now even climb up on me, with a higher salary than me and tell me what to do. One example doesn't matter, but one or two are like this. Will you be balanced in your mind? "

Jiang Xi shakes her head, "of course, it won't balance."

Don't mention fan Sitong's situation. When she didn't ask for a long vacation to have children last year, Jiang Xi thought that the vice minister was her bag.

However

There must be some loss, not for the vice minister himself, but for his own loss.

Fan Sitong this is not the same, fan Sitong that is obviously encountered unequal treatment.Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Xi, "I can't correct my mentality now. You say I'm all like this. How can I correct my mentality?"

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