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What Jiang Xi said just now touched Chen Feiyan.

Can not be integrated into the home, do not blend in, who did not who can not go on?

Chen Feiyan gently shakes her head. It can be seen that her father's approval is her belief from childhood to adulthood.

How can she live without this belief?

Everything seems to be meaningless

"Feifei?" Jiang Xi approached Chen Feiyan's face and called out: "what are you thinking? I just kept calling you

Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and said, "what's the matter?"

Jiang Xi said: "nothing, just see you have been in a daze, call you. By the way, you see, in the group, Zhao Xueling said he was going to sing. Are you going? "

"No, it's that kind of environment every day. It's boring. I'm not interested in singing." Chen Feiyan sighed and leaned back against the chair.

Jiang Xi was slightly surprised and looked at Chen Feiyan: "you What kind of environment is it every day? Are you there every day? "

Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and shook her head: "it's not..."

Chen Feiyan shakes her head, sighs and stops.

Jiang Xi sat opposite her and put her hand on the back of her hand: "if you have anything, just tell me. I'll help you with your advice. There are some things you can't see clearly. Maybe I can see them clearly when I speak them out. "

Chen Feiyan shook her head: "no, it's OK. Don't make a fuss."

"Feifei, is your father really good to you?" Jiang Xi asked in a low voice.

Chen Feiyan raised her eyes and turned her eyes: "what do you mean by that? My dad, that's my dad. Of course it's good for me. He's my closest friend in the world. No matter what, I have a blood thicker than water relationship with him, isn't it? "

Jiang Xi thought for a second: "it's also true. On Monday, the case of Xiao Xi with me will be sentenced. It's too tense."

"Oh, what's the attitude of the child's father, still harassing you?" Chen Feiyan asked.

"Not recently. I've been calling and sending messages and threats. But now, it's over. I don't know if I've figured it out or I'm thinking of something else. "

Jiang Xi held her head: "for Xiaoxi, she should be happy when her stepmother was sentenced for abusing her. But for the whole family of Xiao Xi, it's not a good thing that Xiao Xi's stepmother was sentenced. There is no woman at home to take care of her two-year-old brother. Who will take care of it? "

"Who is taking care of it now?" Chen Feiyan asked.

"The child's grandmother is Xiao Xi's grandmother." Jiang Xi said in a low voice, "but that's just for a while. How many years can you take it? Xiao Xi's father is an ordinary worker. He quit his job and went home to take care of his children. Where does his family's expenses come from? "

Jiang Xi said, sighing.

Just as Xiao Xi's father said, she did justice for a moment's pleasure. She was cheerful, but their house was ruined.

A complete, good reorganization of the family, she was destroyed.

It's impossible for Jiang Xi to say that she doesn't blame herself.

Jiang Xi has been thinking for a long time. What should the family do if Xiaoxi's stepmother is really sentenced?

Chen Feiyan doesn't really care about these things now. It's all family chores. Even if she does news, who follows the news subjects like Jiang Xi? And worried about his family. Chen Feiyan did not want to understand, but did not say a blow.

"Now you I can't imagine that your body, which is only 20 years old, has such a profound and heavy thought. Xi Xi, if you are not afraid of your anger, I feel that you are like the thoughts of a 30-year-old woman who has already entered the family. How do you talk about it? How do you live in other people's families? How do you get financial resources? This is not a question that a young girl of only 20 should think about

"It's me who blew the news out. How can I be reconciled to no result?" Jiang Xi asked.

"But are you going to do that all the time? Isn't that tiring? "

Chen Feiyan looked at her and whispered, "we journalists report the news according to the most authentic way. This has done our job as a journalist. Do you think?"

"I can't help but pay attention to the follow-up. It's not appropriate for me to deal with things now. I take every news seriously. I believe that after many years, I will practice better and deal with things more completely. " Jiang Xi said seriously.

"You don't want to be the people's livelihood in Chaohua society all the time?" Chen Feiyan asked.

"What's wrong with people's livelihood?" Jiang Xi asked? Boss Liang is still one of the top reporters in the society. He has also been in the people's livelihood for many years. " Jiang Xi said with a clear voice.

Chen Feiyan tries to persuade her, but finds that she is not Jiang Xi's opponent at all.

"You are now Everything can be sacrificed for the sake of social justice, can't it? " Chen Feiyan asked.

"No, I'm not so great. I just want to do my own things. No matter where I am, no matter how many skills I have learned, I will insist on doing what I want to do, so that I can not forget my original intention and not lose myself in this metropolis. "She was too afraid of her own carelessness, stepping on the wrong step.

If so, how sad would her parents be?

Chen Feiyan is touched by Jiang Xi's words, and she can't speak for a moment.

Think about yourself, have you started to lose sight of yourself?

But her purpose and desire from childhood to adulthood is to get close to her father and hope that he can accept himself.

What she is doing now is gradually completing her dream.

"Do you know?"

Chen Feiyan suddenly said softly: "I grew up and wanted to be closer to my father. I could live with my father. But Now that I've been looking at my dream dream step by step, I'm hesitating. I don't know if it's right. I'm confused

Jiang Xi and Chen Feiyan look at each other and find that the light in Chen Feiyan's eyes that used to be close to her father is gone. Now it's really just confused.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Xi asked softly.

Chen Feiyan opened her mouth to speak, but after all she kept silent and shook her head: "nothing, nothing."

Jiang Xi looks at Chen Feiyan. She doesn't want to say that. What else does she do?

"Although I don't know what you are confused about, but since the heart has begun to shake and doubt what you insist on, you should carefully see whether you are right or not. If it's not worth your persistence, why force yourself? "

Chen Feiyan didn't speak, her eyes were straight at some place.

Jiang Xi put her hand on the back of her hand and whispered, "Feifei, in fact, I want to tell you that we live not for others, but for ourselves. If you find that after contacting your father, he doesn't love you so much and he doesn't want to be close to you. Don't even want to recognize you, so don't lean on him. You have already begun to feel uncomfortable in your heart. If you want to get close to him, you will only get more and more painful in the end. Why not keep a little distance? "

Chen Feiyan suddenly raises her eyes and looks at Jiang Xi sharply. She is wondering if Jiang Xi knows something.

However, Jiang Xi's eyes are clear, just worried about her.

"Why do you say that? How do you know I get along with my dad, I'm going to be more and more miserable? He's my father. You think too much. " Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.

This is obviously not willing to talk to others about her own affairs, especially her long cherished father daughter relationship.

Jiang Xi sighed: "you just said you were lost. If you didn't get along well with your father, why would you be confused. Because it's different from what I thought at the beginning, I'm confused. "

"Well, if you're so smart, I'm sure you won't do anything stupid, will you?" Jiang Xi smiles.

Just talking, Zhao Xueling and fan Sitong carry bags into the dormitory.

They looked at it at the same time, "you buy so many things?"

"Well, my mother gave me money today. She said that if you can't find a job, go home. There's still a month left."

Zhao Xueling said with a smile, "let me show you our booty today. I bought several nice and cheap clothes, and a pair of high-heeled shoes. I'll wear them to you immediately."

Jiang Xi and Chen Feiyan raise their eyes. Zhao Xueling is the happiest in the dormitory.

That girl is sad come quickly, go also fast, everybody envies her.

Zhao Xueling put on her new shoes and walked up and down in front of everyone? Tongtong said it's super suitable for me. This shoe also has a silver, but golden color. I feel like skin color. What do you think? "

"I don't see silver, but you look good in this color." Jiang Xi said something to the point.

"Is it? Ha ha, thank you. By the way, I brought you milk tea. " Zhao Xueling quickly gave them milk tea.

Jiang Xi said, "you two tidy up, we have cake."

"Your birthday?" Zhao Xueling asked, "Tongtong said that your birthday is too early."

"My family made up for it. I bought a cake and pretended to give it to me for my birthday. I just brought it back." Jiang Xi said with a smile.

"Great!"

Things first pile open side, four girls will put on the bed of the small table in the middle of the dormitory, pad newspaper, ready to open a meal..

"It's very kind of you. It's a piece that has been dug up. You can bring it back." Zhao Xueling said.

Jiang Xi opened the cake box and said seriously, "this is not the leftover. I just ate one piece and then brought it back. Really

"We don't dislike it. What's the matter if we cut a small piece of such a big cake?"

Jiang Xi laughed and each cut a piece: "I've eaten it. It's delicious. It's not greasy at all."

There is little cream, the cake taste is really good, everyone keeps nodding praise, it is really delicious.

"This cake must not be cheap. I haven't had such a delicious cake. I used to have a birthday. My mother bought a small cake at home because we didn't like it. But now I want a cake for my birthday, so I'll buy a small one. It's not very delicious. It's a lot worse than this. "Zhao Xueling said while eating. When she said this, the other three looked at her.

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