C69 The Days When One Cannot Bear to Look Back

Finally, she went to buy a box of instant noodles and sat next to Jiang Xi.

She held up the water-soaked box and said, "The people here are all good. We have to buy something before we can boil some water. Then we can make a stool."

Jiang Xi turned her head, wanting to say something but hesitated.

"Girl, did you bring this egg yourself?"

"Yes, this morning." Jiang Xi said. Seeing that the lady was planning to eat it, she hurriedly pressed the lid on: "Auntie, you need to soak in it for at least 5 minutes. Otherwise, the noodles would still be very hard.

"Oh, there's something else." Auntie smiled embarrassedly, "I'm just looking at other people. I've never eaten anything like this before, so I think it's right." Five dollars is enough to buy a big bowl of noodles. It will take me many days to cook it at home. "

Jiang Xi nodded her head, "But outside, there's no condition for me to buy noodles for myself."

"Yeah, I was thinking it's okay to be hungry, but it's too early in the morning, and I didn't eat in the morning either. I'm so hungry that I'm shaking at noon, and my eyes are misty. I have to eat something. "Ai, what a waste of money, I should have eaten more in the morning. I overslept, ai!"

The aunt sighed a few times, and Jiang Xi didn't know what to say either.

"Can you eat?" Aunt asked Jiang Xi.

Jiang Xi immediately nodded his head: "Right, you can eat now."

Jiang Xi finished all the noodles, and threw the box and the soup into the trash can. After getting on the car, she went to drink the mineral water. She had a jar of water in her bottle and bought a bottle of water.

Jiang Xi finished her water and turned to look at his aunt who was squatting down and eating instant noodles. Her speed was fast, and after a short while, she finished eating her noodles.

Jiang Xi turned her head around, unwilling to see the miserable state of others.

After a while, Auntie also got on the car, holding the instant noodles box in her hand.

Jiang Xi turned her head over and his aunt saw her as well. She smiled at him and explained to him, "I bought it for five yuan, and I can still use this box again."

Jiang Xi smiled, showing that she understood.

After almost forty minutes of waiting, the passengers started to get on the bus and the bus started moving again.

When she arrived at Xiangcheng, it was 2: 30 PM. Jiang Xi was lucky.

She quickly carried her bag with her ticket and got on the car to Benjiang, only then did she call home.

Jiang's Mother did not express much joy upon receiving the phone call, he only replied indifferently.

On the other hand, Jiang Xi's eyes were wet. Although she had quarrelled with her family for a long time about going to university, she was still angry at her mother.

However, that was her mother after all, a mother who raised her all by herself. The situation in the family was like that, if there were conditions, how could her mother not send her on to university?

After the notification, he cried for a few days at home. Those few days were Jiang Xi's nightmares until now.

However, she still had to return here. This was her home, and that was the only place that could affect her sensitive heart.

If Jiang Family was so bitter, why didn't you happily accept Xu Family's invitation, and immediately return to Xu Family?

Just because Jiang Family was too poor and too unfair, all of his guts were placed on his mother's shoulders.

And the Xu Family?

Mrs Xu and Jiang's Mother should be of the same age, right? But Mrs Xu had maintained her body like a beautiful lady, so what about the Jiang's Mother? Compared to his real age, he was more than ten years older.

In such a heaven and earth situation, what did it matter if he had a daughter less Xu Family?

But no matter how little Jiang Family it was, or how little it was, how long could the Jiang's Mother, who had been strong for his entire life, last?

When Jiang Xi thought about her home, her heart couldn't help but feel pain.

She took a deep breath. Soon, she would be able to make money. In addition to her tuition and living expenses, she would be able to save some money and send it home to help relieve her mother of her burden.

Twenty minutes later, the bus stopped at the town's open-air station.

When Jiang Xi got off the car, Jiang's Mother was waiting for her outside the iron gate.

Jiang Xi's tears rolled down her face as she hurriedly lifted her hands and wiped them away, one after another.

Then, she walked towards Jiang's Mother with bloodshot eyes. Jiang's Mother stood still and did not take the initiative to take a step towards her.

However, Jiang Xi's heart almost couldn't take it anymore. She didn't know if it was because she was afraid to go to the countryside, but when she saw his mother standing there with her hair all white, her old face and back straightened.

That was the motivation she had been working so hard for.

"Mom …"

Jiang Xi hugged his mother, causing Jiang's Mother's eyes to turn red, but she forced herself not to cry.

Jiang's Mother knew that this was very emotional, and she was very sensitive. But this was not good, this society would not show mercy to such a weak and delicate child. Jiang's Mother never doted on Jiang Xi too much since she was young, and her family didn't have the conditions to be doting on him either.

But the things in his bones couldn't be changed.

Beneath Jiang Xi's independent and strong appearance, there was still a delicate and sensitive heart.

Jiang's Mother took a deep breath and had already calmed down in a short period of time.

She lightly patted Jiang Xi's shoulder: "Alright, we're home, let's go home."

Jiang Xi nodded lightly.

In the past, when Jiang Xi went back home, she would buy things for her parents. But every time she bought things, he would be scolded by the Jiang's Mother to the point of not being able to finish his entire body. She said that she was a wastrel, she had already started spending money before even making any money, which was quite a scolding for Jiang Xi.

"Mom, is dad well?" Jiang Xi asked softly.

Jiang's Mother looked at Jiang Xi, but did not say anything.

Jiang Xi looked at her face and her heart skipped a beat.

"You've been out studying, and I don't want you to worry. Now that you're back, I can still see him again. " The Jiang's Mother said softly.

Jiang Xi's heart was beating uneasily. Her mother rarely said such words, and she was a little worried and afraid.

"Mom, when I left, dad was pretty energetic." Jiang Xi said.

"It's nothing, it's just that it's rejuvenated, the bacteria are growing, and his leg is starting to rot again. Not long ago, I had a cold, but he didn't call me when it was cold at night. He didn't cover himself properly with the blanket. With your father's body, a little cold can take away half his life. "

The Jiang's Mother comforted Jiang Xi.

"It's fine. I'm not worried. It's just a small cold. It's fine as long as I can survive." Jiang Xi said.

Jiang Xi relaxed a little and asked, "Have you seen a doctor before?"

"I did. It was even Teacher Yuan from the town. All these years, he had been watching over our family's illness. He also understood that he had given the medicine to us." However, your father's body, Teacher Yuan also said that he couldn't take too much medicine and could only rely on his own antibodies. To put it bluntly, he should be able to get through this.

After the Jiang's Mother said this, Jiang Xi immediately said, "The school has already given out scholarships, eight thousand. Mom, can I leave this money to you? You must get better if you take it to see father. "

She did not want to take the step of "loving your son as long as he wishes". She worked so hard just to let her parents see her success, and only then would her success be of any value to her.

"Don't spout nonsense. I'll leave your bonus to you as your tuition for the next semester. "Xixi, you can't spend that money carelessly, do you know?" Jiang's Mother warned her repeatedly.

Jiang Xi's eyes reddened: "Mom, I found a job. It's a long-term job, a newspaper that is one with a television station. I was selected by them to be the management intern. Better than an intern, with a fixed salary every month. So don't worry about me. "

Jiang's Mother's eyes suddenly became serious for a few seconds.

"You're not in school?"

"I was, because in school, it could only be management intern. After graduation, I was their employee. Mom, you don't have to worry about where I'll be after graduation. I've already found my way out. It was the biggest newspaper in the Cloud Capital, a newspaper backed up by a television station. Everyone in my profession would like to go in, but they chose me... "

"Did the family help you let you in?" Jiang's Mother was still not overjoyed, and asked coldly.

The smile on Jiang Xi's face froze, "No, I was just trying my best."

Jiang's Mother looked at his daughter, then said: "You have also grown up, I don't care about all that anymore."

She wanted to say something but hesitated. Looking at the slim and graceful child in front of her, she felt a wave of emotion in her heart.

She had personally raised her daughter, who was by her side from birth, but she actually, actually wasn't her biological daughter. Even until now, she still felt that it was impossible.

This child was right in front of her when she was young. His eyes had never been dazzled before, yet he was right in front of her! To think that he could actually be someone else's child!

"Mom, you are my mom after all. This is a fact that cannot be changed in this life or the next." Jiang Xi said.

Jiang's Mother looked at her with mixed feelings.

"If you have this kind of heart, then I'm satisfied." Jiang's Mother said in a low voice. Who knew what would happen in the future?

She couldn't force her child to not interact with that family, but that family was a big family. If she really wanted to ask this of her child, it might just be harming her daughter for the rest of her life.

"Mom, you can relax now. I'm starting to make money."

Not long after the Jiang's Mother calmed down, he shouted angrily, "Don't even think about making money. Don't tell me I expect you to take money from your family right now? "Study hard, go to college for four years, and spend a few thousand yuan a year on tuition."

"I know. You can rest assured that I will not delay your studies." Jiang Xi promised earnestly.

She was already a head taller than her mother. Most of the girls were already around the same height in junior high school, but Jiang Xi had probably only grown up in junior high school after eating at home and not having enough nutrition. When she went to Xiangcheng to attend senior high, she had even scuttled around a little.

Just like this, she queued up for her mother and went home together with her.

The child had really grown up, just like how she couldn't stop her daughter from going to college. She couldn't decide her daughter's future.

Back then, Jiang's Mother had her own selfish motives. She already regretted letting her daughter attend high school, because the burden was really heavy.

A woman, she was not an armored warrior, she had to take care of her husband, who was injured, the two elders of the family, and a student, no matter how tired she was, her days of suffering were like a year, she knew very well what it was like to lose her teeth and swallow blood.

In the dead of night, he was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to cry.

She wanted to leave her daughter at the Benjiang. After graduating from high school, she would have to find a family with Benjiang to marry. At the very least, she would have her daughter and son-in-law to help her catch her breath in the future.

But her daughter insisted on going to school, no matter how much she scolded or how much she scolded, and her husband, who was in bed with her, was always against her, supporting her daughter to go to college.

Didn't she want her daughter to study more?

But who would understand her?

However, her daughter had also done it. After going to university, she had never asked for a single cent from her home. Every time she came back, the living expenses that she had prepared would always be saved for when her daughter left.

Jiang Xi was still holding a grudge in her heart, right?

Those bitter days, who lived to swallow a few nails?