Chapter 150

A woman's mind, if you really take time to guess, that time cost is very expensive, because you don't know when her mind will think.

And in this process, there will be endless changes.

Yang Nuan nodded: "good."

Her mind is disordered, now just want to let Li Jingting leave quickly, she needs a person's space, need a good quiet.

It was still too sudden for her.

All of a sudden, she was a little unacceptable.

But what can be done? Since the matter has come to this stage, then!

……

In the ward, Yang was left alone.

One hand, gently covering the abdomen, the face is full of haggard pain.

"I'm sorry." For a long time, she said to the child in her stomach.

At the moment of closing my eyes, tears slipped down from the corner of my eyes and looked so heavy.

To this moment, as if she can make the decision, is just like this!

This kid!

This kid, you can't have it.

"If I can, I really hope to be your closest person." But she can't.

After all, there are too many uncertainties in her now.

How can you be a family if you are born and not raised?

This is her resentment to Yang Fang, and she does not want to let herself go to such a point.

This child, she really does not have the confidence to give the child happiness, so If you know it in the morning, you'd better not.

"I'm really sorry!"

Tears, constantly falling down.

She wanted to call Qi Yan, but what can she do now? Qi Yan, with Tang Xiwen.

At this time, the child obviously became a burden to them.

She is not a selfish person, but she is worried that she will become a terrible mother like Yang Fang.

A child without a father is very poor. If there is no mother again!

Yang Nuan has decided.

In a short time, made a rational choice, do not want this child.

It's cruel, but it's the best choice for her child.

People, only in the experience of time, will understand what is really cruel.

Over the years!

In the years she grew up, she thought more than once that if she had not come to this world, she would have lost her life when she felt the least.

She never appreciated Yang Fang's life.

Living is a pain to her.

How many times did she want to end her life, but she was not willing to be saved. She didn't want her children to live like this.

……

It's the bay island of the night.

The lights were still bright, and Qi Yan came back with wine, and his eyes were blurred.

"Warm."

When he called out the name, he was stunned for a moment, then laughed at himself: "really...!"

What is he doing?

Are you really used to that woman?

Yes, he is used to Yang Nuan's existence. In the world with her, everything seems to be peaceful, but now it is.

Mother Chen came out of the kitchen: "young master, you are back."

"Well."

"Do you need something to eat? There's something hot in the kitchen. "

"No, I'm not hungry." Qi Yan waved his hand and went upstairs.

That figure looks so cold, like this place, never appeared a woman named Yang Nuan.

Chen's mother watched quietly. When Qi Yan's back disappeared, she couldn't help sighing.

This life was not easy to calm down, but now it has become like this. I don't know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing for Qi Yan.

Bedroom.

Or the place where he and Yang Nuan lived together, sitting on the sofa, lighting the smoke in his hands one after another.

"Buzz." The phone was constantly vibrating, but Qi Yan didn't answer it or see who was calling.

In the dark, that pair of black pupil, full of fidgety.

The night, which could not be quiet, was around him like this.

Tang Xiwen is still innocent.

He is the most innocent victim in the fight between him and Qi family.

Everything she did before was forced by Xiang Wan! When I married Yang Nuan before, I was a little angry with Tang Xiwen.

Now, everything has come to light. Yang Nuan leaves and Tang Xiwen comes back.

Everything seems to be back in place.

However, his heart is not calm again, and even overturned a different storm.

"Yang Nuan." This woman.

The small face of all kinds of emotions flickered in the brain again and again.Strong, tears, also have stubborn, but also sweet smile!

Those faces eventually mixed into a face with hate, but Qi Yan laughed even more. In this world, probably everyone would hate him Qiyan, but the woman won't?

……

This night, for Qi Yan and Yang warm are not good.

It's just that the two people are not the same thing, and the scope is different.

The next morning, Yang told the doctor that she would be the child, and she didn't want the child.

Every word, it's so hard to say.

Doctors are numb, these decisions seem to be used to, after all, there are many people in the hospital who make decisions because of their children every day.

"Miss Yang, this is the first child."

"Yes."

"The first baby is of the best quality, and we suggest Miss Yang stay."

"I don't want it!" Yang warm said firmly.

Heart, dripping blood.

She said so firmly, not only worried about the doctor to continue to say, and finally convinced her to leave the child.

But last night, she thought it was clear enough.

She Without that confidence, you will become a good mother, so don't let this child come to the world.

Then, to bear the same pain as she did, that really hurt him.

"OK, now Miss Yang will go for a full-body examination."

"Can't you have a direct operation?" Yang warm hate to remove the child from the body immediately.

I will regret it if I am afraid of being late.

She really can't leave the child.

Doctor: "before the operation, we need to make sure that your body is suitable for such an operation, so as to avoid accidents during the operation."

Although this is not a big operation, as long as it is surgery, there will be some pre-operative examination.

Yang warm nodded at last.

Pick up the list the doctor has written to do the examination.

When Chen Weiling came, Yang warming had finished all the inspections, waiting for the final result.

"Li always said, let me take care of you, are you ok?" Chen Weiling is a very calm girl with a subtle tone.

At any time, it's such a calm look.

Yang warm looks at her.

Watching this woman who has worked together for so many years has never been affected by any emotion.

In my heart, something is not taste.

Take a deep breath and say, "Wei Ling, I......"

To the mouth, let Yang warm again swallow back.

Looking at Chen Weiling's face, she almost said about her pregnancy.

But how she forgot, Chen Weiling and Qi Yan have a good relationship, she can not say anything now.

"What's wrong?"

"It's OK."

After all, I can't say it.

Diem can't know this now. The arrival of the child is like an intolerable accident for them.

Diem didn't want the accident, and she And I can't afford the accident.

So at this time, she was not able to get rid of her baby in her stomach in silence.

"How are you?"

"Well, it's OK."

"You are very few sick people." Chen Weiling said in a deep tone.

Yang warm smiled.

She knew what chenweiling was thinking, which was just thinking. She was because Qi Yan gave Qi disease.

A man, no matter what kind of man, she Yang warm will not go to that point, "I am not as fragile as you think."

“……”

"I used to go to the hospital, but you don't know."

Yes, I used to go to the hospital, but at that time, it was not so helpless.

What happened to yourself is so difficult to decide.

But it doesn't matter. Now she has made the decision herself. She doesn't care what the result will look like.

Chen Weiling looks at her so quietly.

Take a deep breath and say, "you, in fact, there is no need to be so strong in this matter."

Obviously, Li Jingting has told Chen Weiling about Yang's stupidity.

Yang warm is silent.

Stupid?

So what else? Ask that man not to leave himself? Say he needs him more than don?

No, even if he did that, Diem would not stay by his side, but his heart would be more inclined to tangxiwen.

Because, when he said that to her, he had already recognized in his heart that tangxiwen was the person who needed him most.

So in this sarcastic way, no matter what she said here, it would be useless to do anything."Wei Ling, in fact, a man, the more he seeks, the less happy he will be in the future. Even if he is forced to come, he is definitely not what he wants."

A love, need to use to stay, that can not be called love.

Chen Weiling:

"If he really loves me in his heart and really takes me more seriously than anything, then even if Tang Xiwen dies at the wedding, he won't look at her."

Because if he really doesn't care, then whatever Tang Xiwen does, whether he is dead or alive, has nothing to do with Qi Yan.

But he didn't do that at the time.

He So!

Leave with Tang Xiwen.

Completely disregarding her position at the wedding, she left.

This shows that Tang Xiwen still has a certain position in his heart, which no one can replace.

Therefore, what can she strive for at this time?

Obviously nothing!

Nothing can be done but let him go.

"You may be right." Chen Weiling sighs, at this time obviously also don't know what to say.

Three hours went by.

The doctor came with the test report.

Chen Weiling is still there.

The doctor also did not think so much, directly said to Yang Nuan: "Miss Yang, we have seen your physical condition, now is not suitable for abortion surgery."

Yang Nuan:

Chen Weiling: "you do abortion operation?"

Doctor: