CH 21

7% Sunlight

“What’s wrong with you?”

Did I do something wrong?

Surprised, Kim San asked again. However, Gido Hae looked at Kim San, forgetting his usual smile.

His gaze lingered on Kim San for a long time. Kim San felt his gaze, which seemed to be looking near his eyebrows, following his face line to the nape of his neck.

It wasn’t until a long time later that Gido Hae spoke in a slightly hushed voice.

“……nothing.”

Kim San was relieved after seeing his smile again. Kim San then fully understood the situation when Gido Hae unbuttoned his jacket. He was probably surprised when Kim San hugged him with his jacket on.

His shirt opened wide and a statue-like body emerged from inside. Seeing the perfection that was completely different from his body, Kim San opened his mouth slightly without realizing it.

It suddenly occurred to him that it was somehow dangerous to see the Gido Hae with one arm behind him, looking up at him with a loose top.

“What are you doing?”

Kim San came to his senses only when he felt the sensation of his fingertips tapping his lips as if to wake him up. Kim San was confused because it was quite an unfamiliar experience to look at others’ bodies like this.

However, he was aware that this was something urgent, so he quickly moved his butt to get closer to Gido Hae. Looking at his slightly opened chest, Kim San hesitated and put his arm into his shirt and went in. Kim San can just hug it up and let it touch his chest, but it would be better to make their arms touch more.

“…….”

“Mr. Esper?”

Silence settled in the guiding room again. Since his face is buried in the nape of his neck, he couldn’t see Gido Hae’s expression. Kim San tried to raise his head.

However, before Kim San could raise his head, there was a touch reaching the back of his head. Kim San understood it as meaning that he could just relax, and leaned on his collarbone so that his cheeks were pressed. This incredibly cozy posture was unfamiliar but didn’t feel bad. There’s a reason why Gido Hae asked him to sit on his lap is what he thought.

Kim San felt the warmth from his body for a long time and suddenly thought something was missing. He thinks there was a soft warmth when guiding with hands.

As soon as he thought so, cold fingertips touched his back.

Kim San was surprised and tried to twist his body. Gido Hae was leaning back carelessly and stopped him. His hands firmly supported his back and Kim San was immobilized. At the same time, a low voice penetrates into the ears.

“Be conscious.”

The word consciousness reminded Kim San of the content of the class and that the perception of guidance is important. Kim San nodded again and gave strength to his arms that hugged Gido Hae. Kim San felt like he needs to do something. Kim San could feel the long fingers of Gido Hae circling around the shoulders. Sometimes, when the hard nail part grazed, he felt like it was a sharp blade on his skin.

His fingertips, which had been moving for a long time like overlapping the wing bones, slowly fell down. At the same time, the touch near the vertebrae seemed very familiar.

And strangely, the body tickled along the touch.

“Ugh….”

Fingers that passed the most protruding middle vertebrae began to fall toward the side. In the process, the fingers that increased one by one left a wide trail of warmth. The more touch Kim San felt, the more his body couldn’t stay still and flinched.

Gido Hae’s hand, which was rubbing the lower part of his waist, touched the waist of his pants. As if clutching tightly, the thumb swept over the pelvic bone.

“Ah.”

“Can you feel it?”

As soon as his thumb touched the pelvic bone, Kim San bit his lips hard. Somehow he felt ashamed of the strange sound leaking out. It’s definitely because of the way he touch his back, but somehow the shape of Gido Hae’s finger came to mind clearly.

At the same time, the warmth of the guiding was clearly felt through the chest that touched him.

This is how you do it. Kim San, who realized vaguely, tried to remember the tickling sensation that was coming up his back. The more he tried to recall the more guiding was passed on to Gido Hae.

Gido Hae’s fingers, which had been playing behind Kim San’s back for a long time, had stopped. The guiding was working well, so the hand gesture seemed to have stopped. Kim San felt it was a pity because he was constantly reviving that sense.

A little more force was applied to the arm that was embraced. The arms were so wide and cozy that Kim San felt sleepy. “I’ll quickly learn the next step of guiding. I hope Mr.Esper doesn’t get sick.”

“……”

To fight off the sleepiness, Kim San opened his mouth reflexively. There was so much he wanted to say when he saw Gido Hae. However, it did not seem appropriate to say thank you because he had to focus on guiding.

Therefore, Kim San wanted to share his daily life with Gido Hae, there were so few people to share after coming to the city.

“Yesterday, I went to a cake shop that I only saw every day. Oh, that’s right. After I got paid for the guide. I’ll make sure to buy you a meal later.”

His voice echoed through the guiding room. He even had the illusion that his voice became a blanket and wrapped the two warmly because the soundproofing was very good.

As soon as he was about to ask when Gido Hae would like to be bought a meal, Gido Hae opened his mouth.

” Kim San.”

“Yes.”

“I have a keen hearing right now. ……please understand.”

For a moment, Kim San blinked slowly because he didn’t understand the meaning of the word. While speaking, he was concerned about Gido Hae’s throat, which was once greatly disturbed. It’s as if he is holding something back.

Is the Esper crying now?

Kim San lifted his head in a hurry. Fortunately, what he encountered were deep, dry black eyes.

“Oh.”

Kim San was surprised.

Kim San learned how great Esper’s developed body was in class. Therefore, if it was normal, there could be no abnormality in hearing. However, he wouldn’t have realized it if Gido Hae did not tell him. Therefore, Kim San realized that he said this because he lacked guidance.

However, somehow, the pain was melted in the words of Gido Hae, who expressed that his hearing was sensitive. Kim San thought this kind person might have put his mind to it because he was suffering from symptoms that shouldn’t exist, but what he felt a little while ago must have been an illusion. It was a relief.

In relief, Kim San closed his eyes softly and laughed.

“I’m sorry.”

He tried to speak very softly.

“Do you like cake? I haven’t tried it yet, but it looks so pretty that I want to try it. If you like cake, I think it would be good to eat and go to the cake shop I told you about. ”

“……”

Kim San’s throat hurt a little, but it was okay. How hard would it be if you were so sensitive to hearing when you were talking so close? Therefore, Kim San suddenly thought that he should form a habit of speaking quietly.

“It’s amazing that all the buildings in the city are very cool. I couldn’t see the air conditioner in the village because it used a lot of electricity. But sometimes I miss the breeze on the mountains.”

“…….”

Since then, Kim San has shared his daily life in a small voice. A gentle voice like a breeze filled the guiding room for a long time.

***

“Ahjusshi, I’m going to go ahead.”

“Uh……? Uh, yeah.”

Kim San brightly waved at him and disappeared as if there was an emergency. Lee Jae-Chul was looking at the back of Kim San, who was swaying, came to his senses and entered the security gate.

” Gido Hae. You didn’t let Kim San guide you?”

He was curious about why the screening was twisted again after calling a guide. To be exact, it was right to think that if the screening had been so twisted, Kim San would not have been able to come out well, so he could not understand it.

It was in contrast to Kim San, who left here with light steps until a while ago.

” Gido Hae?”

Contrary to Lee Jae-Chul’s expectation, Gido Hae sat down looking down at his knee. While thinking hard about something.

“I did.”

Then he even uttered nonsense.

“What?”

“I received guiding.”

Gido Hae recalled a while ago, receiving Lee Jae-Chul’s questionable gaze.

It was certainly a great annoyance to encroach on Kim San’s sexual perception. It was annoying to train him step by step while controlling the level.

This is especially because the symptoms of deficiency were not at a good time now. If he simply has a visual problem, he can close his eyes, but when his sense of smell becomes so sensitive, Gido Hae wanted to strangle the person in front of him just because the person opens their mouth.

However, the Gido Hae, who put Kim San on his lap at will, stiffened once again.

“What’s wrong with you?”

It was only then that Gido Hae realized that Kim San’s body odor was not intrusive even though the two of them had been in an enclosed space.