Chapter 2316： emotional

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"I once thought about this issue." Bell, the dog, said while enjoying his red wine braised lamb chops, as if they were talking about a normal problem, rather than an esoteric life and death problem. "If life came to an abrupt end when youth was at its brightest, like a proudly blooming summer flower, but suddenly encountered a night of storms and suddenly turned to zero, what would happen to me? Regret, unwillingness, anger, pain, irony , discouragement, despair, one—maybe there will be.”

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Evan-Bell remembered when he was just reborn, when he was only thirty years old and died in a car accident. If he hadn't won the chance to be reborn, then maybe he would have walked down the road of Huangquan aggrieved, lonely and resentful. . Thinking about the first three years after his rebirth, that is the most realistic portrayal. Because he squandered his 30 years of life, but achieved nothing; because he has been living for others, but lost himself, and ended up with nothing; because his life has just been on the right track, and has not yet ushered in the blooming world, Sudden interruption: it was an unbearable day, the whole world seemed black and white, the chaos in my head destroyed all hope, the most terrible thing in life is that there is no hope, because it will cover up all the light Go away, and then quietly destroy everything.

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Although the knife and fork in Steve Jobs' hand did not stop moving, the frequency of his hands involuntarily slowed down. He quietly listened to Evan Bell's simple but vivid words. It is hard to imagine that a young man like Evan Bell, who has not yet reached the age of 30, seems to have lived a whole century to see through the turmoil in the world, and every word is so light, as if there is no The weight is average, but the deep meaning in it makes a mountain weigh heavily in the heart, making it impossible for people to breathe.

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"But I thought about it carefully, why are there so many negative emotions? You know, we are doomed from the moment we are born, and death is waiting for us to approach at the end, but the journey is long or short. So why do we still feel regret, unwillingness, anger, and even despair even though we know the ending?" Evan-Bell said here, and laughed at himself, "Many people think that their life journey is too short, But I think that, in the final analysis, I am still dissatisfied with my life, I think my life has not reached the goal, I think my life can be more colorful, I think my life can be more wonderful and rich. So life has never been It's not measured by length, but by width and thickness multiplied by it."

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"This goes back to the problem of your early death: God is fair, he gives you a certain wealth, maybe he will take the equivalent chips as a transaction, so it is said that God is jealous of talents, many geniuses are premature Died." Evan Bell said this, and gave Steve Jobs a meaningful look, but the old fox in front of him avoided his eyes in embarrassment, as if he was unwilling to admit that he was the genius Evan Bell claimed. generally. Even powerful characters are powerless in the face of death.

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"I don't know what other people think, if I left this world now, I'd be scared and sad because I'm about to leave my beloved family, but I won't regret or be unwilling because I enjoy my life Every moment of my life, I don't think I have any regrets that I haven't realized. Life is like summer flowers. I think my life is very happy and happy, that's enough. So, I will be peaceful and peaceful with no regrets. leave this world."

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Evan Bell's words made Steve Jobs fall into silence. The question of life and death is a mysterious and mysterious philosophical topic. Even after thousands of years have passed, everyone still has their own unique views on life and death. Among these countless views, none of them is absolutely correct, it is only suitable for oneself. Evan Bell's words just now touched Steve... Jobs, and felt a lot.

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Neither of the two said a word, only the crisp sound of the knife and fork and the porcelain colliding gently whispered in their ears.

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Evan... Bell knows that Steve Jobs estimates that his mood is still relatively low recently, and the pain caused by repeated illnesses is incomprehensible to those who have not experienced it, so he will talk to himself about such a heavy topic.

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But in the end, Steve Jobs is so proud, and the relationship between Evan Bell and him can only be regarded as a friend. Evan Bell has neither this position nor the need to "heartedly" persuade Steve... Jobs. It is all that Evan Bell can do as a friend to tell his point of view delicately.

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The originally lively dining table cooled down in an instant, but there was no embarrassment for the two of them. It was more like enjoying their own beef meal alone. Instead, there was an intangible comfort flowing slowly.

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Evan Bell looked at Steve in front of him... Steve Jobs, the giant who changed the way of life of people all over the world, looked very tired at this time, just like the kind Uncle Sam next door, with gray sideburns and colorless His eyebrows, the traces of the years have quietly covered his forehead and the corners of his eyes.

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In fact, Steve Jobs is only fifty-five years old this year, but after taking off his strong businessman image, he looks more than a year older than his actual age. Evan Bell knew that in his last life, Steve Jobs died at the age of fifty-six, and he was getting closer and closer to this day, but many things have changed in this life, for example, Heathley Jay did not die at an early age like in his previous life, so will the fate of Steve Jobs also change? Evan Bell hopes the answer is yes, but it is just a wish, he has no ability to change his life against the sky .

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Evan Yibel put down the tableware in his hand, took out the carbon pen he carried with him from his pocket, picked up the coaster on the table, and started to write. Steve Jobs noticed the same action of Evan Bell, and was stunned, but in the end he didn't say anything, just watched quietly, and shifted the attention of his own mind to Evan Bell.

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Evan Bell did not record for a long time, only about seven minutes before and after. Steve Jobs looked at the dense handwriting on the coaster, "Inspiration?\"

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Evan Bell nodded with a smile, "You know, the artist's quirk.,, He put the pen back in his coat pocket, but the coaster didn't fold, just put it on the table." What are your plans for a while, I heard last time that you are developing Shan Xiaowei\"

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Steve-Jobs knew that Evan-Bell was intentionally returning the topic to work, and he also accepted Evan-Bell's kindness and went on with the topic with a smile. The two returned to the normal conversation mode before, as if nothing had happened just now.

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Although there were interludes, as always, this beef meal was very enjoyable. Before leaving, Evan-Bell handed the coaster next to him to Steve-Jobs, "A little gift from me. The formal gift will take a while, I hope you like it."

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Steve Jobs didn't seem to have expected that the inspiration for Belle was actually a gift to himself, and he took the coaster by accident, "Poetry?"

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"I'm not Shakespeare." Evan Bell's answer made Steve Jobs laugh:

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After Bell said goodbye, Steve Jobs sat down at the dining table again, opened the two coasters in his hands, and read the ride carefully. This is a song titled "Death at a Young Time (Brown, Do PSuBU Concave, Steve Jobs just watched the beginning and fell into a long silence.

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"If I die young (Brown, PS Shan), please bury me in silk and satin, let me lie on a bed covered with roses, and sink me into the river at dawn, with words of love for me Send off.

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Lord, please let me turn into a rainbow, I want to shine on my mother, when she stands under my colorful, she will know that I am safe. Life is not always as gloomy as you might expect, even though she buried her children. O sharp blade of life, I have lived enough time.

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If I die young, keep me in silk and satin, let me lie on a bed full of roses, sink me into the river at dawn, and bid me farewell with the words of a love song. O sharp blade of life, I have lived enough time.

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I will walk into your kingdom in pure white clothes, as young as the rings on my cold fingers. I have never felt the tenderness of a woman, when she holds my hand, it should feel very good, there is a girl in this small town who said she will love me forever, but who knows that forever will be separated from each other Sharp blade of life, I have lived enough time.

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So put on your best clothes, and I'll fasten my tie, and I've finally done what I've never done: a penny to buy my favor, oh no, my bid is a beautiful tooth "They'll be more valuable when I'm dead, maybe then you'll really understand the songs I sing, and it's ridiculous that people start listening after you're dead.

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If I die young, bury me in silk and satin, lay me on a bed covered with roses, sink me in the river at dawn, and bid me farewell with the words of a love song. The song of the pigeon, always with peace and love, hold your tears, put them in your pocket, keep them well until you really need them, the sharp edge of life, I'm already alive Enough time, please put on your best clothes, and I will fasten my tie. ,,

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Steve Jobs closed his eyes, and in the endless darkness in his sight, there seemed to be a little bit of water vapor dancing lightly, a touch of colorful light looming in the water vapor, making the endless black also moving . The surging in his heart could not be calmed down, and the beautiful words and phrases like a sonnet slowly flowed in his heart.

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