Chapter 1154： reject the call

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Evan-Bell looked at the line of words on the phone, the most simple line of words, but his face turned pale little by little, and Anne-Hathie's sad and struggling struggle could clearly emerge in his mind. Expression, what the **** is he doing?

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Live like summer flowers? Struggling to pursue your own happiness? But is this the happiness he wants? Blake Lively's haggard face, emaciated figure; Anne-Hather's hesitant and pretending to be strong voice in the phone call... Is he really pursuing his own happiness, or singing this one-man show, but he keeps going Tormenting two women who love them dearly?

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Those beautiful ideas about future happiness seem to be just Evan Bell's own wishful thinking from beginning to end. This thought, like a poisonous insect, began to gnaw at Evan Bell's heart, bit by bit, bit by bit.

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Natalie Portman is sitting on the sofa in her New York apartment, reading a book. She has just finished filming "V for Vendetta" and needs a good rest. Suddenly, the phone rang, Natalie Portman looked at the caller ID, it was Evan Bell, she hesitated and didn't answer.

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Natalie Portman has cut off all contact with Evan-Bell since she found out that she was attracted to Evan-Bell, and she never spoke to Evan-Bell even at the Oscars. Except for the news of the Evan-Bell car accident in June, she called back and asked, and there was no other connection. Natalie Portman wants her sanity to come back and not get carried away by her emotions.

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However, after more than half a year, Natalie Portman found that it was still difficult for her to do it. She always pays attention to Evan-Bell's news involuntarily, even if she doesn't take the initiative to inquire, when someone in the crew is chatting, her attention will always drift away involuntarily. The only thing fortunate is that Natalie Portman is certain that her heart has gradually calmed down, and she believes that as long as she gives herself a little more time, everything will be fine. So, she wasn't going to answer Evan Bell's call.

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The phone rang twice, then went quiet. But after a while, the phone at home rang, and Natalie Portman glanced at the landline, bit her lower lip, and didn't leave. Soon, the answering machine took on its role as the master.

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"Hello, this is Portman's house. Please leave a message if you have anything. Wow."

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The answering machine started running, but there was no sound on the other end of the call, only breathing, Natalie Portman knew it was Evan Bell.

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"Nate, I need someone to talk to." Evan Bell's voice was full of tiredness, calling out Natalie Portman's nickname. This is Evan Bell that Natalie Portman has never seen before. She has no self-confidence and no publicity, nor is she unruly or unrestrained, just deeply tired.

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"You should still be on the set, that's right. If you hear it after you come back, don't listen to it anymore, just delete it, hehe." Evan Bell smiled slightly, but let Natalie Portman Put down the book in his hand. Although her reason told her not to answer the phone, the injured Evan-Bell was more dangerous. But Natalie-Portman's emotions are saying that it's okay to sit here and listen without picking up the phone, just listening, that's all.

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"Oh, yes, I heard that you recently shaved a bald head for a new movie. You have enough personality and are much stronger than me. My greatest courage is to kiss a man back and shave your head. Well, this is for me. It's a bit difficult to say. I always feel like shaving my head is like walking down the street with a naked body, or even worse, haha." Although Evan-Bell was joking, but his voice was full of exhaustion, making Nata Li-Portman twitched the corner of her mouth. This time, for the filming of "V for Vendetta", she shaved a bald head, and the media made a fuss for a long time. She knew that Evan Bell would not care at all. "I don't know when I can meet, I want to touch your bald head, I don't know what it feels like to be furry." This suddenly made Natalie Portman's head black.

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"Unfortunately, I don't know when we will meet again... Evan-Bell's voice lowered, not lost, just a little dull, but Natalie-Portman's heart twitched, "We It's been a long, long time since we talked, I know what happened, but not talking doesn't mean we're not friends anymore, does it? "

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"Because my emotions are out of the control of reason, I am in love with you, I must stay away from you and calm down. Otherwise, I will not be me." Natalie Portman gave her own in her heart. After answering the question, he paused and said softly, "We are indeed still friends."

Evan-Bell on the other end of the call was silent for a while without speaking, and suddenly sneered, as if mocking himself, "Remember? You once said that I'm not a good man, but you don't need to say it. I also know that I'm not a good man. Originally I thought that I was changing in the direction of a good man, but now it seems that I am not a good man." Evan Bell paused after saying this, "Nate, If your sanity is still there, press pause here and delete the message. Because I don't know if I want you to hear this message...

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Natalie Portman could clearly hear the chaos in Evan Bell's words, a chaos he couldn't control himself. Natalie Portman was shocked, and her reason told her that she should turn around and leave, or cut off the message, tell Evan Bell that she was here, and then stop the conversation. However, she couldn't do it, she was frozen in place, unable to move, as if by magic.

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The echo tape was still spinning, and there was no sound. Evan Bell seemed to have given Natalie Portman enough time to cut off her message and then delete it. After a while, Evan Bell's voice came out again, "Blake and I are dating, but at the same time I fell in love with Annie, and I hurt both of them. Hehe, what a bad person I am. I also cheekily said that I love both of them at the same time, although this is the truth, but... the damage has been done, and I don't know if it can be undone."

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With a bang, the call was cut off. This time, the recording and echoes seem to have reached the time limit. But the shock in Natalie Portman's heart was just the beginning. She was surprised not by the fact that Belle, the dog, fell in love with Anne Heather and Blake Lively, but by what she had guessed. correct. This is the reason why she doesn't want to contact Evan-Bell, because Evan-Bell is like a black hole, pulling her through constantly, she is about to lose all control. Now that Anne Heather and Blake Lively had lost control, she didn't want to be the third.

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The phone call rang again, and the tape recorder began its work again. Evan Bell started chatting again about the Toronto Film Festival before saying, "You should go ahead and delete this recording, hehe." That chuckle made Natalie Portman I clearly felt the helplessness of Evan Bell and the pain in my heart.

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Evan Bell went on to say, "I told the two of them, and Blake was right. I said that I didn't want to hide the two of them, so I confessed. But in fact, I was looking for self-redemption, that is, to put My pain was passed on to them. For my selfish needs, I made the injury back, and then I did not hesitate to put the wound in front of them, and in the name of 'pursuing my own happiness', I kept on Sprinkle salt on their wounds. I really am not a good man to be entrusted with for life."

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Natalie Portman was silent, and she could hear the pain in Evan Bell's voice. At the same time, Natalie Portman knows that in a relationship, there is no way to pass on pain, and redemption does not exist at all, because true love will only continue to torture both parties, torment them, and torment Evan. A Bell. Even if Evan Bell doesn't say it now, the fact has already been done. Anne-Hassey has fallen in love with Evan-Bell, and the damage is doomed. Evan Bell said it directly now, whether it was frank and decisive, or turning the long pain into a short one. The ruthlessness of this strong man's broken wrist allowed Natalie Portman to see the deep wound on Evan Bell's body. .

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"Maybe, I should let go, let go of Blake, let go of Annie, and don't make them suffer any more. After all, they are not wrong, it's just me who is the bastard. Evan Bell sighed deeply," After all I am the one who makes them miserable while talking about loving them both. Maybe, after letting go and burying all the emotions in your heart, things will get better. "

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Natalie Portman shook her head, she knew that in love, there is no right or wrong, Anne Heather and Blake Lively just followed their emotions and fell into a sea called Evan Bell. . Even if Evan Bell broke up, they couldn't get out of this vast ocean. And herself, standing on the edge of this sea, crumbling.

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There was another long silence, so long, so long, that Natalie Portman almost thought that the time limit for the recorder was up again, or that Evan Bell fainted. Then I heard Evan Bell whispering, "Maybe, I'm destined to be alone."

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The deep exhaustion and heaviness in Evan Bell's voice made Natalie Portman's heart sink. She almost couldn't control herself, threw herself to the phone, picked up the call, and told Evan. Wen Yibel: It's not like that, it's not like that. But her reason finally suppressed the emotion of looking up. Then the call back hung up.

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Reason overcomes emotion, but the price paid is deep heartache, as if lightning suddenly hit him. Natalie Portman curled up on the sofa, quietly looking at the landline, just like that, quietly.

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