Chapter 996： anxiety

Yue Chun’s question was completely unnecessary, and it was even less necessary to make things difficult for her mother. She took Shi Sheng’s arm and smiled and said, “Big brother, don’t wrong Yoona. Besides, what mom said is not right. Do I love Laughing mean I love to be perfunctory?"

Suddenly, Xi Yun felt that everyone did not understand her.

All think of her according to their own understanding.

She bit her lip and looked unhappy, Yue Chun could see that she was awkward, and he said, "I was wrong."

Shi Sheng felt uncomfortable seeing Yue Chun admit her mistake.

"Say a few words, why do you still make your brother apologize."

Xi Yun frowned and said, "Well, it's my fault."

She is used to admitting mistakes, and sometimes she doesn't know what she did wrong, but she subconsciously doesn't want to make her mother angry.

"I will pack your luggage for you and take it away later."

Shi Sheng left to Xi Yun’s bedroom. She walked in and took out her usual suitcase, and then opened the closet to pack her clothes. This kid likes to run. She is used to packing her luggage at home. Shi Sheng packed a few for her. She was afraid that she would be hot and brought some thin coats. In fact, there is no need to be so troublesome. Just ask Xi Tuo to buy it.

Shi Sheng took out two clothes and put in her skin care products and cosmetics. When she opened the drawer to fill her with some lipsticks, she saw a small diary in the drawer. She was a little curious, "Yooner wrote a diary? I have never seen it before?"

The diary is light blue.

There are petal marks on it that she doesn't recognize.

She hesitated in her heart, wondering if she should watch it.

But I worry about Xi Yun...

That child has never had a good habit of writing a diary since she was young. She was worried because of this, because a child who did not write a diary suddenly wrote that she had something in her heart.

Shi Sheng hesitated for a while and opened the diary.

The first one reads: "boring."

Just two words, boring.

The time was seven years ago.

The second article still says: "boring."

It was six years ago.

The third article read: "I am sad, I feel happy every day, but still sad, as if something is missing, I mentioned to Brother Yuanlian, he said I need an adventurous life, then I will go Take a risk. Living a different life may not be so depressing, but why do I feel depressed? I asked Yuanlian brother, he said that my soul is free, but my life is rules, and my life cannot satisfy me. My soul, I don’t understand, I want to live a free life."

The time is still six years ago.

Xi Yun was 12 years old six years ago.

At that time, her mental state was not very good.

But how did she meet Mo Yuanlian?

Look, he should be very familiar with Mo Yuanlian.

Shi Sheng bit his lip and said, "Thank you."

Thank you Mo Yuanlian for comforting Xi Yun's mental state without her knowing, so that her incompetent mother will not fail so much. He is really good everywhere.

So good she can only be grateful.

"Thank you, Brother Yuanlian."

The fourth article reads: "Life in these years is very interesting, but as time goes by, it gets boring. I really don’t know what to do. My heart is very empty. I can only keep learning, but as time goes on, many things are learned. All over again."

The time was two years ago.

Xi Yun was 16 years old at that time.

The diary times that Xi Yun wrote vary greatly. They were all written when they were in a bad state of mind. The last one was written half a year ago: "Xi Yun is eighteen years old and she is not happy."

Xi Yun was unhappy.

This is something Shi Sheng only knows now.

But she usually didn't control her much.

Her life was free and easy.

Why are you unhappy? !

She remembered the scene in front of Yuechun's door just now. She seemed to criticize her, she seemed to admit her mistake, but where did she go wrong?

Shi Sheng thought carefully, she was indeed right.

Shi Sheng was sitting on a chair with ruddy eye circles. At this time, Xi Zhan went to Xi Yun's room to find her, "What are you doing in your daughter's room? She is leaving again, with Yue Chun?"

Shi Sheng gave him the diary and said: "My daughter is not happy. She has been unhappy since she was a child. But the state she usually gives us is so happy, smiling, there is no problem at all, if it is not accidental. To this diary..."

Xi Zhan took over and read the contents.

Sometimes Xi Yun's state is really bad. He knows about this, but as a father, he doesn't intervene in her life too much, and does his best to give her the free life she wants.

Unexpectedly, she was still so unhappy.

What do you think at a young age?

Could it be that what happened back then reminded her?

How did she remember when she was only five years old?

Xi Zhan frowned and said, "Let's go with the flow."

"Observe her state first."

...

About a kilometer outside the villa, Mo Yuanlian stood on the steps with an umbrella and looked at the silent rivers in the distance. There was ice on it, and the weather was not very cold, so the ice layer was not thick and would break when stepped on. Looks so strong again.

Just like Xi Yun.

She looked careless on the surface, smiling, youthful and bright, but her heart was very fragile. She stayed with Mo Yuanlian since she was a child. He knew that she had anxiety, and her heart was empty and depressed. Have anorexia and bulimia.

Her problem is serious.

Serious enough to withstand a blow.

But it's not that serious.

Because she looked healthy.

Perhaps it is because she has not experienced so much at present, and she has not been too sad to overwhelm her, so Mo Yuanlian is worried... He is worried that Xi Yun will experience a big setback and collapse one day in the future.

So what should he do? !

She has just begun this life, the rest of her life will be long, and there will be so many things. How can he guarantee that she will always live as smoothly as now? He can't guarantee that because her life is on her own, he can only To ensure her physical safety, and in my heart... Yue Chun is the key.

Xi Yun wants to learn to trust someone.

Give your entire life to the other party.

Let your heart return.

Xi Yun's anxiety is that he has nowhere to return.

This party is not family affection.

But the deeper love.

"Xiao Yun, the future life may be difficult, but after experiencing it, that is your new hope.

Mo Yuanlian closed his eyes, he turned and walked slowly towards his apartment. He met Assistant Yin on the road. It should be Assistant Yin who drove to meet Mo Yuanlian who was holding a red umbrella on the road.

Assistant Yin quickly stopped and got out of the car and shouted, "President Mo."

Mo Yuanlian glanced at him gently.

"Mr. Mo, happy new year."

"Well, go ahead."

Mo Yuanlian raised his foot and left and said, "Happy New Year."