C210 impotence

Mesu sat down, as if she had just awakened from a drunken stupor, straightened her clothes and hair, and sat down on a stool at the head of the bed. She didn't seem to understand what had just happened. It was as if everything that had happened had happened in a dazed state of dizziness.

Mai Su's face was red all the way to her neck and her breathing was hurried. Her chest was heaving intensely and her eyes were still as big as before as she gave Chu Tian a passionate and affectionate look, and then the passion and emotion quickly disappeared. It was filled with fear, contradiction, and even pain and loss.

Chu Tian only glanced at Mai Su, and coincidentally saw the huge disappointment in her eyes, and his heart immediately tightened. He was extremely regretful and ashamed, but Chu Tian didn't know how to explain, and could only look at Mai Su in a daze in embarrassment, not daring to look at her again.

Silence, silence. The room was very quiet, and the air was filled with awkwardness.

It finally exploded in silence, almost destroyed in silence.

After a long while, Mai Su regained her calm. She looked at Chu Tian with a complicated gaze and said dejectedly, "It's very late, go to sleep. I'll send you to the company tomorrow."

He sounded so calm, as if nothing had happened, as if he were talking about something normal.

"Mesu..." "I …" Chu Tian looked embarrassed and uneasy as he asked, "I …"

Mai Su looked at Chu Tian calmly with a clear gaze. "What happened to you?"

Mesu's tone was full of questions.

"I …" Chu Tian felt as if he was sitting on pins and needles, being unable to say anything at all.

"Never mind, I brought you here. Of course I'll send you back." Mesu stood up after speaking indifferently, "Go to sleep, it's time for me to sleep as well."

With that, Mai Su poured Chu Tian another cup of water, turned around and gently brought him to the door.

Chu Tian sat on the bed, completely dumbfounded.

Chu Tian slapped his own head hard. It was so muddled, why did he think of Mai Su as Mengjie? Why was his brain so muddled, it was all this damned alcohol, the intoxication had numbed his brain.

From the way she looked at him, he could tell that her eyes were filled with disappointment. She must have looked down on him, knowing that he had a girlfriend, how could a person who had a girlfriend act against another woman? This could only mean one thing, that he was truly disloyal to his girlfriend. Furthermore, he was a man who couldn't withstand the test of love.

Mesu must have thought of herself that way, must have thought of herself as the kind of man who could not stand the test of love, whose fox tail finally showed through the wine.

Chu Tian felt extremely ashamed, and really wanted to find a hole and hide in it.

Without even mentioning how Maser had looked at him, even if he were to speak to Sister Meng, how was he going to explain it to her in terms of his conscience? Would he still be able to meet with Mengjie four days later? Do you still dare to face Sister Meng's pure and clear eyes? Do you still dare to accept Sister Meng's sincere love?

If Sister Meng knew what she had done, would she forgive herself? Would she tolerate her drunken chaos? Would she accept having to do anything with other women after drinking? As soon as a plum was settled, trouble arose again.

Would Big Sister Meng still trust him? Would he still have a firm confidence in this feeling of being born in the air and growing in the virtual world?

After thinking about it, he felt some lingering fear. Luckily, Mesu had instinctively rejected him, and fortunately, he was able to wake up in time. Otherwise, tonight would have been a terrible mistake.

Chu Tian's mind was in a mess for a moment as he woke up completely drunk. His drowsiness had completely disappeared as he sat on the bed in a daze, not knowing where he should go.

Chu Tian did not sleep at all. He sat cross-legged on the bed and let his imagination run wild for an entire night.

That night, Chu Tian endured his self-blame, anxiety, regret, and shame.

When the sky was about to brighten, Chu Tian leaned on the bed and fell into a daze.

While he was in a daze, he heard some noise downstairs. Seeing that it was 7 o'clock, Chu Tian got up and washed up, then went downstairs. Mai Su was busy cooking in the kitchen, and had just finished cooking dinner.

From the looks of it, Messi must have not had a good rest last night as well.

Seeing Chu Tian go down the stairs, Mai Su gave him a deep look: "This time, I feel like it's useless."

He could hear that Messi wasn't angry, but although he wasn't angry, he didn't seem to be as enthusiastic. Instead, his tone was even colder.

Chu Tian did not say anything, nor did he dare to look at Mai Su. He sat obediently at his table, ate breakfast, and then scooped himself some rice and peeled an egg.

Chu Tian knew that he had made a mistake.

Mai Su didn't say anything as well. She seemed to be deep in thought all along as she ate her meal absentmindedly, and occasionally glanced at Chu Tian a few times. Suddenly, there was a smile at the corner of her mouth, and then, there was an agitated look on her face.

Unfortunately, Chu Tian couldn't see all of these, so he just kept eating.

After dinner, he went downstairs to his car and headed straight for the mountains.

On the way, Chu Tian looked out of the carriage, feeling awkward and uneasy.

Mesu, on the other hand, turned on the music in the car and drove easily. Suddenly, she let out a faint sigh.

"I want to ask you something." Mai Su suddenly said to Chu Tian.

Chu Tian became nervous all of a sudden, "You … "Tell me."

"Do you think a man would fall in love with two women at the same time?"

Chu Tian shook his head.

"Why?"

"Because love is exclusive and cannot be shared." Chu Tian said carefully.

"What great insight." Mesu lightly patted the steering wheel. "Then if something other than love happens, will it be a betrayal? Or is it that the old love is shaky? "

Chu Tian's face flushed red. He felt that Mai Su was doubting him, questioning him as to whether he had betrayed his relationship, betrayed his relationship with his girlfriend. She knew that he had a girlfriend, although he didn't know who she was.

"This …" Chu Tian stuttered, "This … This question is rather complicated, so I can't explain it in one or two sentences. "

Seeing Chu Tian's distressed look, Mesu sighed, "Why are you so nervous? Why are you so nervous if I'm not even nervous? Forget it, let's not talk about this topic anymore. Maybe it's better to not be confused about some things and not be so clear about them. "

Chu Tian heaved a sigh of relief, "I'm sorry, last night, I …"

"I said let's not talk about this anymore. This matter is over." Mesu said quietly as she drove.

Therefore, Chu Tian shut his mouth, his expression a little awkward. They did not speak anymore, and only soft music lingered in the air.

As usual, the car stopped at the mountain pass near the company. Chu Tian got down from the car and said goodbye to Mai Su.

As they got out of the car, the two of them greeted each other briefly without saying anything more. Then, Mesu turned around and left in the car.

Looking at Mai Su's disappearing figure, Chu Tian wiped away the cold sweat on his forehead. This damn wine, had almost made him commit an unforgivable crime, and he had even committed a grave mistake like this, not to mention Mai Su Yuan did not forgive him, even he could not forgive himself. He felt that he could not explain himself to Big Sister Meng, and was ashamed to see the pure and innocent Ying Ying.

Also, Mesu was the female tycoon's boss, and was a high social figure. What the hell was she, a poor worker diaosi who dared to mess with her? She was overestimating herself too much.

Chu Tian spent the entire day in this kind of useless and remorseful state.

He opened WeChat several times but didn't dare to speak to Sister Meng.

Chu Tian suddenly felt an abnormal sense of inferiority. He felt that he was apologetic towards Ying Ying's sincerity, that her actions were so dirty and ugly, that her mind felt so dirty and wretched.

For the entire day, Chu Tian was stupefied, and did not dare to make a sound.

Toward the end of the day, Fleeting Time left a message for himself, "Are you busy today? I haven't seen you for a day. Did you have a good time last night? Did you drink too much? "I'll be busy first. Let's chat tonight."

Chu Tian was startled, and did not dare to reply.

After about 10 minutes, Sis Meng sent him a sighing emoji but didn't say anything else.

Chu Tian heaved a sigh of relief after a long while. The feeling of being a thief was really unbearable.

However, he couldn't avoid her for more than 15 years. The ugly daughter-in-law always wanted to see her parents-in-law, so he couldn't not see her. Furthermore, there was a blind date in 3 days.

After dinner, Chu Tian opened his WeChat and stared blankly into the distance. He had a hunch that Big Sister Meng should be here.

Chu Tian was feeling conflicted and anxious at the same time. The paradox was that he was ashamed to see Sister Meng, and he didn't know how to put it, worried that Sister Meng would stop talking if she didn't see him for half a day, it would be a waste of tonight's time, not to mention that he really wanted to talk to her.

Chu Tian hid himself there anxiously.

After half a day, Huan Huan suddenly spoke: "Are you there? "If he's here, then come out."

"Yes, I'm here." When Chu Tian saw the lifelike body talking, he replied out of habit. By the time he reacted, it was already too late.

Since that was the case, he could only grit his teeth and continue walking forward.

"Oh, you're here. Why aren't you talking? Fortunately, I spoke first. Otherwise, I would have remained silent, right? " Floating Life asked Chu Tian as if he was in a dream.

"I... I just opened WeChat. " Chu Tian immediately explained.

"Well, what if I believe you? Did you have a good time last night? " Floating Life said.

Chu Tian grumbled in his heart, the matter regarding Sister Meng, how could she not mention it, "Eh … "Hmm …" "I'm fine."

"Why are you talking so slowly? What's there not to say?" Fantasy is straightforward.

Chu Tian was a little nervous in his heart, he decided to go all out and confess to Floating Dream: "Sis, I ate at Mai Su's mother's house last night. I drank too much, something happened and I made a mistake."

"Mm, keep going."

Chu Tian bravely said, "Last night, I made a very serious mistake. After drinking, I returned to the Mai Su family. In the living room, I boldly and brazenly kissed Mai Su, then... Then I woke up and went upstairs to bed. I woke up thirsty in the middle of the night, and Mesu came in just in time to bring the water. She sat on the edge of my bed, and I … "I …"

"Go on."

"Back then, I was still very tipsy, so I … I just brought Mesu over to kiss her, and... He even touched it … Sis, I really deserve death. I shouldn't have done this, I don't have the face to see you anymore … "Actually, I've been reading WeChat today, but I don't have the face to see you. I don't dare to talk to you, I …"

"You like Mesu, don't you? You fell in love with her, didn't you? "

Chu Tian hurriedly said, "No no no, Big Sis, I only love you. I don't have any feelings for Mai Su, I won't do it no matter what, I only love you."

"Do you think a man would fall in love with two women at the same time?"

Chu Tian was startled, why did the words that Wandering Dream said sound exactly the same as Mai Su's? Could it be that all women had the same thoughts?

Chu Tian said, "It won't be. Love is different from other feelings, it's unique. True love only has one relationship, it can't be shared."

Wandering Dream fell silent again. After a while, she said, "Do you think I'm angry now?"

Floating Dream's words seemed to be very calm, and it made Chu Tian a little afraid. "Sis, you should be angry, you should scold me with all your might, I was really wrong."

"Let me tell you, I'm not angry, but I have something to ask you."

If Floating Life becomes angry, Chu Tian would feel that he is being cleaned up and that he is not angry at all. On the contrary, Chu Tian would feel that his heart is not at ease, because the explosive force behind the silence is even more terrifying.

Chu Tian replied cautiously, "Go ahead and ask."

"Actually, you don't need to tell me about this. If you don't tell me, I won't know, I won't make things difficult for you, and I won't make you uneasy. Why didn't you choose to hide it?"

Chu Tian said without hesitation: "Because I love you, I cannot hide myself from the person I love, even if it is a mistake, even if I make you angry after hearing it or even if you leave me, I will confess to you. To love someone, you have to be sincere and loyal to her."