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Chu Tian was silent. Today was the first day of the new year so everyone should be happy, but … This New Year.

"Originally, I wanted to call you, but my phone was broken by Lao Fang. After he left, I went back to buy another phone and then rushed back to wait for you downstairs." Plum suddenly laughed again, "Actually, I've already said everything that I wanted to say. Everyone's heart is clear now, and the couple is just a question of how they will live their lives if they can't. How big is that?" It doesn't matter, I've thought it through. "

Chu Tian didn't know what to say. He had never been married before and didn't have the experience of living a life, so what the old Fang said about Mei Zi was harsh.

Chu Tian was silent for a moment before asking Plum: "Have you eaten?"

"Nope." Plum replied.

Chu Tian stood up and patted Plum's shoulder, "I didn't eat either. Wash your face and we'll go out to eat.

Hearing Chu Tian's words, Mei Zi's mood suddenly improved a lot. She went to wash her face, took out her makeup box from her bag and tidied up her hair.

"I was planning on bringing food for you to eat, but who would've thought that I would have to take you out to eat." Chu Tian and Plum Blossom talked as they walked.

Mei Zi pursed her lips into a smile, holding Chu Tian's arm and said: "There's a sea cucumber restaurant in this sector, let's go eat sea cucumber buns and help you heal your body."

"I still need to replenish, the turtle soup during the day made my entire body burn, if I replenish it again, I'll bleed from the seven orifices." Chu Tian said.

Mei Zi hit Chu Tian on the arm, "What nonsense are you talking about? It wasn't easy to come back for a trip, it was better to have more nutrition.

"What else?" Chu Tian said.

Mei Zi suddenly laughed, and went close to Chu Tian's ear and said: "Besides, you were as wild and fierce as a wild beast this morning, and your body has lost all of its vitality, so you still need to make up for it."

"Eh …" Chu Tian looked at Plum, "I was about to ask you, did we really do it this morning?"

"Of course I did. Look at your silly look." Plum's face was flushed red. "I've finally experienced what it means to be ferocious and ferocious. This is the first time after so long that I've found you so engrossed in love and you …"

"What else did I say?" Chu Tian's heartbeat sped up as he turned to look at Plum Blossom.

"You don't stop calling me Big Sis." Plum seemed to go back to that time, her face flushed.

Chu Tian felt dizzy. The heck, this was going to happen.

He wasn't calling her Plum Blossom, he was calling her Fleeting Dreamland.

Seeing the happiness and infatuation of the little Plum Blossom, Chu Tian suddenly felt that it was hard to bear, but at the same time, he felt a sense of pity.

Chu Tian felt a little apologetic in his heart.

After eating the Sea Ginseng Steamed Bun, Chu Tian's vitality recovered very well.

"It's getting late. Go back." Returning back to Chu Tian's dorm, Chu Tian looked at Plum who was busy cleaning up, and said, "I'll take care of these myself."

Plum straightened up. "What? You want to be a guest after eating your fill? "

Although Chu Tian saw that Mei Zi said it like that, there was no anger on her face, but she was still a little disappointed.

"It's not that we're shooing away guests, this …" Chu Tian thought about the usage of the words, "The main reason is because I don't want to give you the habit of staying here."

"Why?" Plum could not conceal the disappointment on his face, "Looking at how passionate you were this morning, I feel that what you're saying now is very fake."

As expected, Plum Blossom was captivated by his performance this morning. Chu Tian grumbled on the inside, but in his anxiousness, he blurted out, "Plum, actually, during the battle this morning, I … I take you for... "

Chu Tian had wanted to say that he treated her as his dream sister, but he suddenly jumped in fright when the words came to a halt. Sister Meng was his secret, how could he casually say it.

"What do you take me for? "Little fool." Plum asked, blushing with happiness again, and said in a low voice, "Do you want to knead me like I'm noodles or do you want to plow my fields?"

With that, she threw herself into Chu Tian's embrace and hugged Chu Tian tightly: "I am the face on your table, the field under your plow, you can do whatever you want with it."

This is bad, this is troublesome. Plum not only didn't escape, but was instead sunk even deeper.

Chu Tian was at a loss for what to do for a moment. He felt both gratitude and pity for Mei Zi, as well as a faint, indescribable sense of kinship.

Chu Tian did not want to hurt Plum, but he did not want Plum to think too much either.

Chu Tian pushed Plum away. "Let's chat for a bit."

Mei Zi suddenly acted like a spoiled child in Chu Tian's arms: "I want you to hug me and chat."

Chu Tian slapped Plum Blossom on the butt, "Damn, look at you! You're just a monkey climbing up a tree and getting ahead of yourself. Do you think you're still a little girl?

Plum did not dare to resist anymore and obediently sat on the edge of the bed.

"Actually, when we did that thing this morning, I unconsciously went crazy in a state of confusion." Chu Tian said slowly and carefully, "I think you may have some kind of illusion."

"Hehe, what illusion? I'm an experienced man. Little fool, people from the past know how to be a man. I know when a man is in bed to vent his anger, and when he is truly in love." Mei Zi interrupted Chu Tian's words and looked at him affectionately.

"I did fall in love, but that wasn't for you. It was …" Chu Tian stammered.

"Then who are you in love with?" Plum smiled, "Don't fool me, you think I'm only 3 years old, you're holding me, under you is me, that tough guy of yours is entering my body, and the one you call sister is me, don't torture yourself, I understand your feelings, you still have a lot of worries, and there are still some ties, you can't let them go, don't be like this, go ahead and love me, I'm always your woman."

Seeing Plum Blossom's self-indulgent look, Chu Tian felt that it was unbearable. If Plum knew that he had done that to her as a different woman, then Plum's emotional world would instantly collapse.

But Chu Tian did not want to let Mei Zizi fall in, and furthermore, he did not want her to have any more fantasies.

Chu Tian said, "Let me tell you, it's not enough for men and women to only have sex together. It's not enough for them to just be hot on their heads and only when they interact with each other will they resonate.

"What do you mean?" Plum watched Chu Tian intently.

Chu Tian sat on the chair and looked at Mei Zi earnestly, "Let's put it this way. Every time I wake up and do that thing with you, I feel really happy and happy during the process. At first I didn't understand what it was, but then I understood that it was because we lacked an emotional base, that our emotional base was weak, that we were only exercising mechanically for the sake of each other's physical enjoyment, and that as the initial novelty wore off, the sense of consciousness gradually began to fade, and boredom and loss began to grow.

I am an energetic person, I love to do that, I long for that feeling, I long for that feeling, but this kind of activity that is purely for the enjoyment of the body, after every time it ends, it makes me fall from the top of the mountain into the deep valley, makes me suffocate, makes me feel lonely, even fears, I am truly afraid, I do not want to repeat myself between such extreme joy and pain, does not want to repeat the same mistake over and over again to touch the ugliness and sin deep within my soul. "

After Chu Tian finished speaking, Plum stared straight at Chu Tian and didn't say anything for a long time.

Chu Tian did not say a word as he looked at Plum Blossom.

The room was quiet for a moment, and from next door came the familiar creak of a bed and the muffled call of a woman.

The young people's firepower was so great that they would fight every night.

Chu Tian had never seen the fierce men and fierce women next door ever since he moved here. He didn't even know what they looked like.

Think that they should be happy, hot feelings and love, fight night and night, feelings continue to grow, unfettered to love, free to let them gallop.

Although the conditions were difficult, the young people's hard work was always like this. Only after suffering hardships would they grow, and during the process of growing up, there would be joy within the hardships.

But thinking about himself, I always feel that my emotional experience is so embarrassing, so intertwined, having sex but not love, having love is just an illusion, the body's indulgence can't make up for the emptiness of feelings, but the desire to let oneself wander in the void.

Hearing the passionate love next door, Chu Tian couldn't help but to admire the fierce man and fierce woman next door that he had never seen before.

Chu Tian's words really made Mei Zi consider it for a while, before Mei Zi said, "I know what you mean. What you said just now was always the pain of having no emotional basis, lust is not emotions, if there is no feelings, then there is no true love."

"You can think of it that way." Chu Tian nodded his head, "Actually I had always wanted to tell you all these, but I was afraid that I would hurt you, so I …"

"So you pretended that it was useless?" Plum's eyes were wide open.

Chu Tian nodded.

"Bastard!" Mei Zi scolded Chu Tian softly, "You should have told me earlier, I know what you are thinking in your heart. I know that emotions cannot be forced, and love cannot be shared, but I also know that no one is born with feelings for each other.

Chu Tian stared at the plum in a daze.

Plum sighed. "To tell you the truth, I didn't have any real feelings for you at the beginning, just a good impression and like you, but more of it was a infatuation with your body. But as time passed, I started to really like you, not only your body, but also everything about you, including your strengths and weaknesses, I'm willing to accept anything you do to me, and I'm willing to do anything you like. I know I'm hopelessly in love with you, and I know I'm completely in love with you. "

Chu Tian said, "But I'm sorry, I don't have that kind of feeling for you."

"I understand," Mei Zi said. "That's why I can't force you. I understand what you meant when you said that you wanted to be my best friend, and that you wanted us to be closer. Just like how you and Ye Na are now. You can have your own emotional world and pursue your own feelings, but you can't stop me from feeling for you, you can't stop me from feeling for you, I have control over love and hate, and you can't refuse to be friends with me who are supposed to be family and friends. "

Chu Tian nodded his head: "Of course, I already said that we are good friends, just like Ye Na and I."