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Long Zijin looked at me with disdain. I didn't know whether he was truly concerned about me, or was just conveniently helping me. After all, I'm someone useful to him right now, so there were still some people that needed me to take care of in the future.

"Trouble me?" Long Zijin coldly snorted, "If you really think that it's troublesome, then you better be obedient and stop causing so much trouble."

At the moment, the bodyguards were all outside, and Long Zijin and I were the only ones in the ward. I really wanted to ask that question, but I didn't know what the result would be.

Long Zijin looked at me indifferently. "Eh? What do you have to ask me? "

In this instant, I looked into Long Zijin's eyes, and suddenly didn't dare to continue asking. What if …

Long Zijin looked into my eyes and looked at me curiously. "Eh? Don't say half of what you want to say, it's annoying. "

It seems that Long Zijin was right, it was really annoying to speak halfway. Furthermore, I can't think of any other questions, so I might as well ask directly.

"I would like to ask, who do I look like …" I felt that my voice was so soft that I almost couldn't hear it myself.

Long Zijin's expression froze on his face in an instant. He definitely didn't think that I was asking this question, he probably thinks that I'm going to ask him why he appeared in the Nightclub right … But I was more concerned about who he thought I was.

"Don't worry about so many things that shouldn't be asked about by you. Just do your own thing properly." Long Zijin was silent for a long time, and finally said these words.

"Is this how you reply to me? Did you agree to let me ask you a question?" "And now you reply me in such a perfunctory manner, 'What do you take me for'? Even though I do things for you, I also have my own dignity." I was a little unhappy. I didn't know what kind of person he was that he would actually keep it hidden in his heart and didn't want to say it out loud.

Actually, I feel like I just want to figure out who I am as a substitute for. After all, I am myself …

Long Zijin's expression became solemn, he no longer had the look of someone who was joking with me, nor was there any trace of gentleness on his face.

"Actually, if you are unwilling to say it, then it's fine. I will not force you. After all, I do not have the qualifications for you to say things that you do not wish to say." I smiled wryly and decided to end the conversation.

Long Zijin was silent for a long time, staring at me fixedly, as if he was looking at a dream. Although his eyes were on me, he didn't look at me.

I don't like the feeling, it feels weird, I feel like I've lost myself.

"Don't be like that, I don't like it." I shook hands, but I felt a sharp pain and almost forgot that my hand was injured.

Looking at Long Zijin's expression, I thought that he wouldn't tell me about those things, but when he looked at me, he started to narrate some things I didn't know about.

Long Zijin is really unfathomable, just when I thought he would answer me, he actually ignored me. However, when I felt that he no longer knew how to say anything, he caught me off guard and started to chat.

"If you want to know so much, I'll tell you." There was a trace of absent-mindedness in Long Zijin's eyes, causing me to feel some heartache.

I looked at Long Zijin and nodded. I don't know what kind of person that person was, but I'm really worried. After all, what kind of charisma can make Long Zijin be so worried.

"Her name is Jin Xiu …" Long Zijin looked at me, as if he was reminiscing about the past, "When I was young and insensible, I met a girl, and she was different from those bewitching people? It was especially fresh and refined. From the first moment I saw her, I was deeply impressed by her … "But back then, I was really too naive and only wanted to get her. I never thought about her feelings …"

I looked at Long Zijin's eyes, and there were traces of tears in them. This was something that I had never seen before.

"At that time, I had my subordinates forcefully bring her to my house. I thought that he would become my person on that day, but I didn't expect that I would be the one to harm her … "Actually, I didn't do anything that night because I couldn't bear to part with it. I couldn't bear to do it …" Long Zijin's voice was a little whimpering, and I reached out to pat his back, "But on the third day of Embroidery's return, she committed suicide …"

"Because you forced her?" I looked at Long Zijin curiously. I obviously didn't do anything, so why did I commit suicide?

Long Zijin laughed bitterly: "Because those people who do not know anything, are the ones who think that brocade is the dirtiest woman. No matter what brocade says, they will not believe it."

I didn't continue asking. Looking at Long Zijin who was immersed in grief, I seemed to have understood something.

Maybe when he first looked at me, he thought I looked like a brocade, but the brocade was already dead …

I suddenly understood why he didn't go straight to me that night. Perhaps he also thought of embroidery …

I don't know what kind of person embroidery is. Perhaps I care too much about the feelings of others. I think that if I was embroidery, I would definitely not end my own life.

"It's not your fault. It's the fault of those who don't know anything." I didn't know how to comfort Long Zijin, so I could only follow his thoughts and speak.

"No, it's my fault. I obviously like her so much, but I don't know what to do … I was the one who harmed her... " "I once told myself that if I was given another chance, I would definitely cherish this kind of woman well."

"I don't think she's worthy of you." I pretended to be indifferent as I smiled and said, "After all, those who are able to endure in their hearts may not be happy together with you in the future."

Unexpectedly, Long Zijin did not get angry, I don't know what Long Zijin is thinking at this time, but it must be brocade.

I don't know if Long Zijin treated me as some kind of brocade, or if it's just something else …

"Don't think so much. You have me now." I don't know how I said that, but I actually felt that I could take over the position that the brocade had in Long Zijin's heart.