Cheng jiangxue doesn't understand what kind of mood he should use to listen to such words.

These words were not spoken to her, but her mother.

Her mother used to look at her with such eyes and feelings.

"Mom, these reasons you mentioned are the reasons why you planted poisonous insects for he Jiaqin in those years? Because you were jealous of her, you wanted to destroy her. She was like me now. We didn't lack anything. We managed well in career, love and family background. It seems that we have all the good things in the world. Therefore, you can't see it anymore. You are desperate to destroy her, just like me You want to destroy me. "Cheng jiangxue's voice was unusually calm without any waves, "I didn't quite understand why you would get angry every time I made a new improvement in my work; when I said I was going to get married, you tried every means to prevent me from holding a century wedding, thinking that at my age, I should hide my strength and bide my time and hold a simple wedding with only family. In fact, you don't want my happiness to be known to the whole city, right? You've been studying these years What kind of mentality do you use to treat me? Do you want to strangle me at any time, with the mentality of being a mother or he Jiaqin? "

"I think you're a forensic doctor. You've broken your brain. Every mother will treat her daughter like this. Am I so impersonal in your heart? My care for you for so many years has not made you feel my care for you as a mother?"

"I've felt it, so mom, don't ruin my last hope and tell me everything you know. I don't want to find out these things bit by bit."

"I've never heard of what you said. How can I tell you anything!"

"Let's make a hypothesis. Let me tell you my opinion, will you listen?"

"I'm not free. I'm going to prepare dinner for your father and your brother."

"There is Zhang's mother at home." Cheng jiangxue said softly.

"You must block all my ways before you are willing?"

"Do you want to destroy all my love for you before you feel balanced?" Cheng jiangxue retorted, "let me organize my language well. What should I say is more appropriate. In fact, it was not my father who chose you, but because you planted a son Gu on he Jiaqin and threatened his life to break up with him, right?"

Mrs. Cheng was silent and her breathing was a little short.

"They are still gentlemen of each other. They have fulfilled their promises to you over the years. They didn't destroy your reputation because of this. Dad also cooperated with you to make you the happiest woman in the whole rich family circle. Of course, they are the happiest on the surface."

"Cheng jiangxue, I have raised you for so many years, which is not as important to you as he Jiaqin. Do you think I've been happy these years? My husband hasn't touched a finger of me on occasions that others can't see except acting with me. Even the children I have are only obtained through surgery. What's wrong with me? I'm just an ordinary woman in my family, and I can't rely on it Why can't I yearn for a beautiful rich family marriage? Must I compromise and marry ordinary people? Have children all my life and be a cow and horse for the man? Why can't I live like you? "

"Because your private heart can hurt others?"

"That's their own stupidity. Who can blame?"

Cheng Jiang Xuexin's head was stabbed by a knife. She wanted to curse because of the pain.

Poor people must be hated.

This is a famous saying that she has always believed in.

This kind of person who has no moral constraints and blindly only looks at her own gains and losses is her mother.

Obviously, she was the perpetrator and turned into a weak person. She added all her faults to others. It was others who polluted her mind and made her look disgusting.

Everything is other people's fault. She has no fault of her own.

For a time, Cheng jiangxue had no strength to speak.

But she still forced out a sentence, "So, Dad, he Jiaqin, xiaomingzi, Qin Yiyue and I have to pay a price to fulfill your rich family dream? Now do you still think you are innocent? Are others forcing you like this? What about us? We deserve to be poisoned, deserve to live in pain? Xiaomingzi deserves to be polio from birth? Qin Yiyue deserves to Was he carried away from the beginning? He Jiaqin deserved to be threatened by the son insects in his body all his life? Dad deserved to live with the women he didn't love all his life? "

"I did all the mistakes, OK? Now you're satisfied. Arrest me, let me go to prison, and let me have another free day in my life. Cheng jiangxue, you're not the best at doing this, are you? I've raised you for so many years. Is that what I get in return? It's better to strangle you when I gave birth to you."

Cheng jiangxue looked at the front with blood red eyes, "if I knew that one day I would face such a choice, I also hope you could strangle me when I was just born and strangle all the tragedies in the cradle."

"I really did something wrong, but for the sake of my hard work for this family over the past 20 years, am I not worthy of forgiveness? Why should you accuse me? Why should you speak of me from the standpoint of he Jiaqin?"

"So I should think that you are wronged and forced by others, right? If you use this idea to forgive others, every criminal should not be sentenced. Every criminal has painful choices before committing a crime, and there are all kinds of reasons to make them commit a crime. Should the victims and their families accept this reality? Because the criminal is also very painful, and he is also very angry It's not to hurt my family's life for no reason, so I should forgive him. If so, what should the law do?! "when it comes to the last sentence, Cheng jiangxue is almost gnashing his teeth.

"You're not going to let me go, are you? After so many years of feelings, you can't wait to throw me into prison. Cheng jiangxue, you're a white eyed wolf!"

Cheng jiangxue wants to say something more, but she really has no strength.

The whole throat seemed to be blocked and hoarse.

The strength of the body also seems to be drained, soft and prone, and even the waist can't straighten up.

At this time, a familiar voice sounded behind him.

"Forensic Cheng, what's the matter with you? Is it hard?"

Cheng jiangxue stared wide and turned his head in a very slow movement. Qin Yiyue was standing one meter away, looking at her with concern.

Qin Yiyue saw her pale face and hurriedly trotted over.

Reaching out and touching her forehead, "do you have hypoglycemia or thalassemia?"