Qin Yiyue put the soft baby into the crib and sat quietly. He yunzha's next words.

"I can not only have a mo Muchen's child, but also have a marriage with him, which is happier than many people. Moreover, what Mo Muchen has done for Ning Wei can at least prove that he is a responsible, affectionate and righteous man. Why do I still feel dissatisfied? What do I really want?"

Qin Yiyue heard that he yunzha did have symptoms of postpartum depression, self-confidence, self doubt, insecurity and irrationality.

With he yunzha's temperament, she is unlikely to complain about herself, have no confidence in herself, fall into a strange circle and struggle.

He yunzha is a little like Cheng jiangxue in some way. He yunzha is a daughter trained by a big family.

There was also a cold and arrogant smell on them, which could not be raised by girls from ordinary families.

They are arrogant, chilly, confident, aware of advance and retreat, and even a little domineering.

When they meet the man they like, they are good at spreading their charm and chasing him bravely.

But if the other party doesn't love them, they won't belittle themselves. They will think that those men have no eyes and are blind.

They will try to make themselves better and make those men regret it.

Qin Yiyue sorted out his thoughts and sat next to he yunzha. "Aunt, are you uncomfortable at home and blocked up in your heart?"

"Yes." he yunzha leaned against Qin Yiyue's shoulder, "but suddenly he felt that everything was boring. He wanted to kill Mo mushen and Ning Wei, but later he felt too violent and not suitable for me. Now I don't know what to do with Mo mushen."

"Do something else before you think clearly. You can get closer to your baby first. He grows up only once and can't catch up with him if he misses it. Otherwise, start working. A person will be idle for a long time."

"I received several offers some time ago, and I'm still hesitating."

"In what way?"

"University lecturer, Institute researcher."

Qin Yiyue looked at he yunzha with an expression of burning incense, "female doctor's sister-in-law, let me hold it."

As she spoke, she couldn't help hugging he yunzha.

He yunzha struggled and found that he couldn't get rid of it. He simply held Ren Qin Yiyue, "graduate sister-in-law, your expression is too disgusting."

I have to say, suddenly being held like this, a faint warmth still rises in my heart.

"I feel inferior. I'm just a master." Qin Yiyue said without special care.

He Yun glanced at her, "you feel inferior too early. Do you know your second brother's education?"

"Don't tell me it's a postdoctoral. I can't stand it."

"That's not true. He's a doctor with a double bachelor's degree."

Qin Yiyue stared at he yunzha in amazement, "sister-in-law, don't lie to me. I've been to primary school."

"What are you cheating on? I only knew that he had a high degree, but I didn't know exactly what the degree was. Later, when I took the doctoral examination, I knew his former mentor and found that my second brother had two degrees. One was in life science and the other was in economic management." he yunzha paused and said, "I thought the former second brother just focused on doing his own things, loved adventure and independence. It turned out that he had mastered many skills in a corner we didn't know, so that he could carry the whole family in case of need."

"My husband doesn't show the mountain and dew, and hides his merits and benefits."

He yunzha took a few puffs at the corner of his mouth and wanted to take back her sister-in-law's smelly face. Later, he found that her sister-in-law was right, so she shut up.

Qin Yiyue said, "sometimes I think it would be nice to meet you earlier and grow up together every day."

"In fact, you just want to say to meet my second brother earlier?"

"You guessed right. How embarrassed."

He yunzha patted Qin Yiyue's hand, "sister-in-law, don't worry about me. I'll be fine."

"I'm not worried about whether something will happen to you. I'm more worried about whether you are happy or not. Your emotional fluctuations affect not only yourself, but also your baby and parents."

"The truth is clear, but I can't control the secretion of body hormones."

"Have you figured out how to deal with the relationship between you and Mo Muchen? As long as the relationship between most women is smooth, everything will slowly go smoothly. If you know it in mind, but don't want to say it, I don't have to listen to you. Just want to remind you that you can be honest with others and yourself. The more you are afraid of something, you have to let yourself face it well Yes, carefully analyze the causes. "

"What did you think when you first married your second brother?" he yunzha asked, "the outside world thinks you married Xiaobao as a stepmother for money."

"Frankly speaking, I really couldn't accept it from my heart at the beginning. I also felt that I was a delicate and innocent little flower. I was about to get married and marry a man with children. In fact, I refused."

"But I think your adaptability is very good, and Xiaobao accepts you very quickly."

"At that time, not only I couldn't accept it, but also my parents. Later, wasn't it my father-in-law and mother-in-law? Did your parents come to my house to talk? After we knew Xiaobao's life experience, our resistance was not so great."

He yunzha squinted at Qin Yiyue and smiled maliciously, "sister-in-law, you actually want to marry my second brother? To tell you the truth, I won't laugh at you."

"If you want to laugh, you can laugh. Your second brother is not bad. People look cold, but after contact, they find that it is completely different. There is a strong contrast, which makes people excited. I had two concerns at that time. One is Xiaobao's identity. If Xiaobao is your second brother's own child, I will try my best to restrain my reverie; the other is that your family background is too different from my family When you grow up, you will be at a disadvantage in the future. How miserable life is. "

"Sister-in-law, can you think of something normal?" he yunzha was a little sad and laughing.

"You don't understand. With your family background, you can outdo others by marrying anyone. My family is an ordinary well-off life. It's more passive than yours."

"And then? If you didn't say these words, I didn't know you would think so much."

Qin Yiyue thought for a moment and said, "maybe Xiaobao's attitude infected me. He called me Mommy the first morning after I married your second brother. Although he typed on the tablet, that title moved me all at once. When the baby calls you mommy, you will know how exciting that feeling is."

"Sister-in-law, you have a feeling that people want to be close to you. The longer you contact with you, the more obvious it is. Children's intuition is sharper than adults, and Xiaobao must also feel it."

"HMM. your baby must also feel your emotions. You just didn't communicate well with Mo mushen. It's not a very serious thing. If you care about him, avoiding him is not the best way."