Chapter 380

"Teacher, why do you have to go?" Xiaokui obviously has a special liking for Yan, so she is very reluctant to give up her.

At this time, a woman in her forties came. The woman's face was beautiful. Although she was in her forties, she was not very old.

"Xiaokui!" Cried the woman gently.

"Mom!" Xiaokui shouted as soon as she saw the woman.

Fang Yan heard Xiaokui's cry and couldn't help looking back. A woman in her forties, although some wrinkles were on her face, still looked very young and beautiful, and her face was very gentle. Fang Yan felt that her feet seemed to be fixed. She didn't know how to come forward. That person was her own mother, a person who abandoned her when she was a few years old!

After so many years of tormenting her, she found the answer. Her biological mother, she finally saw her! Like other mothers, she has a very ordinary face and a peaceful face, but she is just another mother, not her own mother.

She may have forgotten to have such a daughter!

"Mom, this is my teacher." Xiaokui pulled the woman to Fang Yan and smiled.

"Hello, teacher, I'm Xiaokui's mother!" The woman smiled, but that smile was just a smile to strangers, maybe more smiles to teachers, but there was nothing else.

Fang Yan didn't know how she felt in her heart. It was sour and astringent. She held out her hand to shake hands with the woman for a long time. At that moment, she felt that the palm was so warm, but the next moment, the palm left. She knew that the warmth didn't belong to her.

"Teacher, do you really want to go?" At this time, Xiaokui came to hold Fang Yan and said with a milky voice, staring at Fang Yan with round eyes.

"Teacher, are you leaving?" The woman looked at Fang Yan in doubt.

Fang Yan knows that this sentence of a woman is just a courtesy, but she doesn't know why she has an impulse to shed tears. It seems that everything can't be controlled at this moment. She wants to hug the woman and feel whether her arms are very warm! She hasn't experienced that warmth for a long time! But when she thought that she was abandoned and hated by her, if she said she was her daughter, the woman would never treat herself so kindly again.

"Teacher?" The woman looked at the young female teacher in front of her suspiciously. She always felt that the teacher would give her a very familiar feeling. It was difficult for her to say what kind of feeling it was.

"Nothing! I'm only here for a day, so I'm leaving after today! " Fang Yan tried her best to make herself laugh, not to show those painful and sad expressions, because for the people in front of her, she was just a dispensable stranger.

"So it is, but our Xiaokui likes you very much!" The woman smiled, her tone full of doting on the little girl.

Fang Yan felt a little astringent in her heart. She had already known the result, but she still couldn't let go of her inner obsession. It seems that she really wants to let go after the pain.

"Xiaokui, go home with your mother!" Fang Yan touched Xiaokui's head and said, dear sister, I envy you very much. You must be a much anticipated birth! You have a mother who loves you so much and a happy family, so grow up happily in such happiness! Even if you never know I'm your sister.

"Teacher!" Xiaokui is still reluctant to give up Fang Yan and looks at Fang Yan with small eyes.

"Xiaokui, say goodbye to the teacher!" The woman smiled helplessly.

"Goodbye, teacher!" Xiaokui reluctantly let go of the hand holding Fang Yan's sleeve and stepped back with the woman.

"Goodbye!" Fang Yan wants to rush to hold the woman, even if it's just a hug, even if it's just a comfort. Now she's really afraid. She's so afraid!

Mom, don't go! Don't go! Don't leave me alone!

Fang Yan felt a splitting headache, as if her head was about to explode, but the figure was far away from her, as if she could never catch up with her, forever out of reach.

It hurts! Somebody help her! How could it be so painful!

The time seemed to go back five days ago. On that day, she fainted unexpectedly and woke up in a hospital bed.

Fang Yan could not help laughing sarcastically when she saw that it was white again. Recently, she has always been involved with the hospital. It seems that she has become a regular guest of the hospital. So what's going on this time?

"Doctor, what's the matter with me?" Fang Yan's pale face made her voice particularly low.

"Miss Fang, there is a tumor in your brain. If you want to have an operation, there may be a 40% chance that you can cure it." The doctor said somewhat heavily.

Fang Yan's face became more pale after hearing the news. She clenched her teeth like a piece of white paper. She didn't know why such a thing happened to herself. It was really a big joke!

When she had almost lost everything, God would make it worse for her.

"So, doctor, if I don't have surgery, how long can I live?" Fang Yan didn't know why she wanted to ask this question after being hit so hard.

"One year long, three months short!" The doctor seemed to sigh.

"Really?" Fang Yan stood up directly. She didn't listen to what the doctor shouted behind. She just walked forward numbly and wandered like a lonely ghost. She had nothing! Now God wants to take away her life. Is it all doomed! She doesn't know. She only knows that she has less than a year to live.

I never thought about death before. I just think it's far away from me, but now it's in front of me. I can't let myself think about it!

After that, she shut herself at home for many days. She closed the curtains every day to prevent a ray of light from coming in. The room was dark every day. She couldn't see a ray of light or feel warm. She just hugged herself and curled up in her mind. She didn't know what she was thinking, but she thought a lot of messy things, Thinking of tears, she kept falling down and soaked her clothes.

She has no future, even no tomorrow! She doesn't intend to end her life on the operating table with only 40% chance, so she can only choose the day that may only live for one year, or less than three months.

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When Fang Yan curled up in the corner, she thought of these experiences these days, which are a very important moment in her life, but she has experienced them. She has felt very happy to meet her mother who has only been in memory in the rest of the days! As for others, there should be no concern!

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"Yan Nuo!" Liu Feng stopped Yan Nuoqi when she went out. He hesitated for a moment. He didn't know whether to tell her about Fang Yan. After all, they used to be good friends.

"What's the matter?" Yan Nuoqi looked at Liu Feng suspiciously and felt that he seemed to have something to say, but he was worried about, "president, if you have anything, you can tell me directly!"

"Fang Yan is leaving!" Liu Feng sighed and said it.

"What do you mean?" Yan Nuoqi looked at Liu Feng in surprise.

"Fang Yan told me yesterday that she was leaving Dihao group and leaving here!" Liu Feng couldn't bear to see Yan Nuoqi's reaction.

Yan Nuoqi felt as if her whole heart was being grabbed. Suddenly she seemed to think of something: "tell me, is it because of me that Fang Yan was leaving?"

"I don't know. I just think Fang Yan is very wrong. She's different from before. She seems to have experienced some bad things!" Liu Feng said impatiently, because he felt guilty about Fang Yan, but he couldn't compensate Fang Yan.

"I'll ask her!" Yan Nuoqi immediately left Liu Feng's office. No matter how Liu Feng shouted in the back, she didn't look back.

Yan Nuoqi went directly to the place where Fang Yan lived. She rang the doorbell for a long time and no one promised. Yan Nuoqi wondered whether Fang Yan was absent or had left.

When Yan Nuoqi was disappointed, the door suddenly opened. Yan Nuoqi saw Fang Yan standing in front of her. Fang Yan was wearing a very light dress today, with her pale face, which made people feel very bad.

"Fang Yan, what's the matter with you?" Yan Nuoqi asked anxiously as soon as she entered the door.

"Sister Yan, you're here. I didn't expect you to come at the end!" Fang Yan smiled, but Yan Nuoqi knew her smile didn't reach the bottom of her eyes.

"What the last time! Fang Yan, can you tell me what happened? What's all this about? " Yannuoqi pointed to the empty room, and a suitcase had been packed in the living room.

"Sister Yan, President Liu must have told you! I'm leaving. I've almost cleaned up the house. I should leave tomorrow! " Fang Yan said faintly that her eyes were now godless, as if she didn't care about anything.

"Where are you going?" Yan Nuoqi couldn't accept Fang Yan's sudden appearance. She shook Fang Yan's body and asked.

"I don't know. Tomorrow's ticket is to the United States. It should be to the United States!" Fang Yan looked indifferent.

"Fang Yan, we are good friends, aren't we?" Yan Nuoqi grabbed Fang Yan and asked her to look at herself. "I'm worried about you. What happened?"

"I just feel tired and don't want to stay here anymore. I want to go to a new place, see some new scenery and forget those people and things here. Maybe I will be happier!" Fang Yan's expression was so sad that people couldn't guess.

"Fang Yan, what happened to you? You can tell me! Let's solve it together! Don't hide everything in your heart. You weren't such a person before! " Yan Nuo looked at Fang Yan and felt very sad.