Chapter 53：

"Yang Anyu, so is there two worlds in your heart?"

After the completion of the speech, Fu Shi’s sharp dawn was directed at Yang’an’s eyes, which made him unable to see.

Two worlds?

It means that I was an ancient little guard before, and now I am in the entertainment circle, struggle on the way to the stars? Or is there a deeper meaning?

Seeing Yang Anyu’s expression is a bit wrong, Fu Cheng is willing to help the glasses: “Sorry, maybe this question is a bit abrupt, you can listen to it, not too real.”

"Yeah." Yang Anyu smiled faintly, and the question did make him a little embarrassed, so I don't know how to answer it now.

The dawn of Fu Cheng’s wish flashed and smiled: “Xiao Yu, I know that Jiang’s “Shalf Wolf Forest” also invited you. After all, you have great potential and plasticity, so I don’t force it. If you’re confused If you are interested, you can contact me. I will show you the brief script first, so that you can better understand the story."

Yang Anyu: "Okay."

One day later, Fu Dao put the story outline of "The Lost" film and related introductions into a folder, and then compressed it to Yang Anyu.

Everyone lives in a heart that is not their own. "Flour" is centered around this theme, and then with the dual personality of the male protagonist as the entry point, slowly open the plot to the audience.

At the beginning of the story, the stepmother in the male lead family jumped to death.

Before that, there have been many cases of jumping out of the building, and the deceased are all the people around the actor, loved ones, classmates and teachers.

After the death of the mother, the actor Domo lived with his father and stepmother. The stepmother had a little daughter, a little princess at home, enjoying all kinds of favors, but he was always forgotten by others.

In fact, Mo Fan’s academic performance is quite good. He is very obedient and respects the elders’ hegemony, but at the same time he is very timid and cowardly. No matter how many times he is bullied and ridiculed by classmates or other people, he has Do not resist, for twenty years, developed a special rebellious temper.

However, his twin brother Mo is different, is a bold and rebellious bad boy, especially like this smart brother, so he often protects him, but when he was thirteen, he was unfortunately killed by a car.

In the next seven years, Mo Fan became silent and lonely, and during the day he was a timid and fascinated. In the evening, he would unconsciously play as a younger brother, "Mo Mo", which looks exactly like him. Twin brothers.

After suppressing my inner self for a long time, I will be able to liberate myself and make a lot of crazy things, smoking and drinking, bullying and weakening girls, etc. He is self-deprecating and wants to become a complete "bad". child".

However, no matter which side, the actor's psychology is dark and distorted.

The male protagonist Mo is very afraid to look in the mirror. Whenever he is in the dead of night, when he faces the mirror, his emotions cannot be vented, he will not be able to control himself, start a strong self-harm, bite his wrist, or cut his arm with a knife. , thighs, etc.

Gradually, he not only hurts himself, but also hurts other people who have been sorry for himself. Mo Fan used his clever head crime to create a perfect absence proof every time, but he was finally seen and was summoned by the sheriff.

I got a general understanding of the story of "The Lost". In the middle of the night, Yang Anyu couldn't sleep.

Although he may have the opportunity to be the film's leading actor, it is definitely not easy to really play the role of "Mo Fan", which is a challenge to him.

Not only the aspect of acting, but also the double-sidedness of the character, he must try to experience it himself.

In everyone's heart, do you live with yourself that is not your own? Yang Anyu closed his eyes and looked at the broken pieces of memory before looking for them. They slowly put them together...

The next day, Yang Anyu climbed up early, and he took the initiative to contact Zizen to show his thoughts.

As a result, Yang Anyu refused Jiang’s rumors and decided to cooperate with Fu Cheng to join the “Flight” crew.

At the boot meeting, other starring Yang Anyu had heard before, but this is the first time to cooperate, but also to make a movie, so Yang Anyu is inevitably a little nervous.

Fu Dao upholds his usual style, so this dark style is biased towards exploring the split personality film, or low-cost small investment, and there are also a few newcomers in the cast.

This is not the case, there are two new faces, Yang An Yu is not familiar at all, but also needs to be introduced by Fu. After that, he saw the male No. 2 who was late because of other activities.

However, he did not expect to play the male No. 2 Luo Yu in the film, turned out to be soup? !

Yang Anyu’s eyes flashed a horror. He didn’t know anything about it beforehand. The official has not released any news about the male number two. He said that it is a mystery, but it may be that there is something wrong inside, and there is no fixed actor.

"Xiao Yu, are you very surprised?" When Tang Xiao smiled, he always looked good and harmless.

"Oh, okay." Yang Anyu licked his mouth, the heart of the belly: This is simply a surprise!

Although he knows that Tang Yu can't always be a singer and concentrate on the music scene, but who knows that Tang Yu has entered the film and television circle so soon, and the first acting is the movie's male number two?

Think about the backstage of the soup and the heart of this person, Yang Anyu probably understands why the actor of the former male No. 2 "Luo Yu" has not been selected.

Seeing this, Fu Dao also came over and patted Tang Yu. He smiled and said to Yang An: "Tang Yu is singing, but through the previous auditions, I think he is also very potential as an actor."

"oh, I see."

Yang Anyu nodded slightly. In some respects, Tang Wei was quite capable.

"Xiao Yu, are you not a friend of Tang Yu? I also participated in "Challenge firsttime" last year. You must have a tacit understanding between you, I believe you!"

Yang Anyu smiled helplessly, but Tang Yan showed great confidence: "Well, Fu, we will not let you down."

Afterwards, when there was no one around, Yang Anyu walked in front of the soup, and his eyes were cold: "I hope you can really make a good movie, don't play any small means, otherwise..."

The latter words are self-evident. After Yang Anyu left the warning, he quickly walked away.

Looking at the back of Yang Anyu's departure, Tang Yu still does not change the color, but secretly squeezes his hand.

Being a friend is so difficult? Yang Anyu has always been so heavy on his own guards. It is obvious that Yu Siyuan’s idiots have always been directed against him, but he never thought about hurting him.

At this time, Wu Shao, the new agent of Tang Wei, slowly came forward and saw what he saw at a glance.

"The timing is not mature enough. We still need some preparation. You are determined to shoot "Fal", Tang Wei, do you like him?"

"..." Tang Yu was stagnation in an instant, and then sneered at the lips. "Is this important? I will understand these things myself, Mr. Wu, it will not bother you. Now, as long as I understand Yi Chenyan likes him very much, Isn't that enough?"

Tang Yu’s gaze suddenly turned dark. He didn’t want to hurt Yang Anyu. It’s the relationship between Yang Anyu and Yi Chenyan...

On the other hand, Tang Wei starred in "The Lost" male No. 2, and the news of cooperation with Yang Anyu was hotly debated on the Internet. Some of the fans in the two had had frictions because of Tang Wei’s "downside down" problem. Now the relationship is a bit Subtle, but still maintain peace.

After Yi Yingdi learned the news, he was not very happy.

"Luke, you repeat, the identity of Luo Yu in the play."

Li Yan was speechless, and a certain film emperor was obviously jealous, but Li Yan also followed him and said it again.

"The actor of the actor, Mo, is a classmate in high school for three years. The son of Sergeant Luo, who cares about the hero, may also like him a little, cough."

Li Yan cleared the scorpion, in fact, in the literary film, it is normal to hide the same-sexual elements.

"..." Yi Chen said no words, thinking about what is in his heart.

The "Luo Yu" in the play is probably like, what about the soup in reality? This answer, he has long been aware of the number, and has long investigated the background of Tang Wei.

Tang Yu is in the interior of Shang Yi, not only is Yang Dabo holding him, but the Zhengyang consortium can also rely on it. However, if you really anger yourself, it doesn't matter.

He can give up a lot of things, but there are some things that can't be.

Seeing Yi Chenyan’s thoughts on what he was thinking, and his sorrow and uneasiness, he said again: “Chen Yan, I have not had time to say something.”

"You said." Yi Chen said faintly.

"This week, Tang Wei has just changed a new agent, is..." Li Wei paused, seems to hesitate, but after all, he said, "It is Wu Shao."

Yi Chenyan's face instantly condensed, and his eyes also showed a thick chill.

"Chen words, you have to be calm."

"I know."

Yi Chen couldn't help but close the blind man. If something happened this time, he would never give Wu Shao the possibility to step into this circle again, just like that person.

Soon after, Yang Anyu entered the "Flight" crew, but the filming was not very smooth, always ng. At first he thought that he could not play a rebellious younger brother, but he did not know that the true sense of "mo fans" is more difficult to express.

The more he wants to play, the greater the pressure.

This weekend, watching Yang Anyu's mood is not very good, especially the part that does not play self-mutilation, Fu guide let Yang Anyu rest for two days, later, Yi Chenyan also received Yang Anyu himself.

s City Beixing District, Lin District Villa area.

In the night, Yi Chenyan was still asleep, but Yang Anyu suddenly woke up and then creeped up.

He seems to have had a nightmare, but now he can't remember it. Yang Anyu licked her eyebrows and then went to the bathroom involuntarily and stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom.

Faced with the same face in the mirror as himself, Yang Anyu actually had a kind of unclear and unclear.

Recently, he felt that he was weird, but in the end, he did not understand it. Because of the dual personality role of "Mo Fan", so much he has been trying to figure out the psychology of this role, sometimes his head is dizzy.

Yang An Yu remembers that Fu Dao said that the actor is a self-harm, degrading and tormenting, or even abuse, because of his disappointment, hatred and reality of dissatisfaction.

Physical pain can often alleviate and cover mental anxiety. Physical self-harm is a form of stress transfer. For example, many people will cut hair, smoke and drink alcohol, and heavy tattoos and drugs.

Thinking about it, Yang Anyu raised his arm and bit it down against his wrist.

The strength of his bite was not heavy, just wanted to experience this feeling. After that, he took out a fruit knife and tried to draw a stroke on his wrist with his knife back.

But the next second, Yi Chenyan suddenly appeared, but also grabbed the knife in the hands of Yang Anyu.

"Dangdang", the knife was thrown away at once, Yang Anyu also looked at Yi Chenyan, he opened his mouth, and had not had time to open his mouth, Yi Chenyan hugged him tightly.

Suddenly, a strong uneasiness hit the heart, making Yi Chenyan's arm constantly exerting strength, and Yang Anyu was firmly in his arms.