Chapter 163

"You search your name, Chihiro sister, take your time. I'll find you a box of tissue." Yu Dong said with a smile.

"I don't want tissue." be rather baffling.

Yu Dong joked, "I'm afraid you'll be flooded with tears."

"Nerves." Chihiro lost a stack of documents to him, "go, copy this, and send a copy of each part."

"Take your time and I won't disturb you." Yu Dong holds the document in the door a sign of worship.

Chihiro rewarded him with a word, "go away."

However, the person who rolled away, soon rolled back, and quickly put a box of tissue on her desk. "Look slowly, this time I really don't want to disturb you."

That's faster than the rabbit.

Chihiro was funny and angry, typing his name in the search box.

Well, by accident, she has also become an online celebrity, and the search terms can scroll through many pages.

But she was surprised to find that before she glanced at by the third post, actually disappeared, let her how to change the search keywords, also search no trace of influence.

On the contrary, all the news about her points to a blog.

The name of the blog is: girl, where are you.

Blogger: Ji junyang.

Real name, real name.

She felt her fingers on the mouse shake a little.

What kind of shock does this man want to give himself?

Compared with five years, there are not many articles in the blog. However, it makes people feel very heavy.

She chose to look from the earliest time, her fingers quietly stroked on her chest.

on April 1st, 2007,

you once promised to accompany me to wait for the bright moment. However, the heavy gauze on the eyes is lifted away, but you are not around. I ran back from the hospital to Sihe hospital. Everything about you disappeared in the house, just like you never appeared in my life. I couldn't find any breath of you, except for the bottle of lucky stars left in the corner of the bed, 364, one day a year. It's the day when you and I knew each other. Every day you would fold one and say that it was blessing for me.

I spent the whole night sitting there from morning till dusk, and finally understood that you had a fool's day for me on Valentine's day. Today, the real April Fool's day, I can't give you Valentine's day.

On July 7, 2007,

girl, I'm sorry, the only memory you left me is scattered all over the place by Yanan.

She panicked and told me I was sorry because she was careless. But I saw behind her how purposeful her twisted expression was.

I pick them up one by one and don't let her touch them. These lucky little stars you bring me, each one, carry the memory of the day.

Yanan suddenly cried and asked me, how to forget you.

I said, can't forget, also don't want to forget.

She said, she is my fiancee.

Ha ha, fiancee, the two women I trust most, a mother I respect, and a sister next door who I have cared for since I was a child, severely put a line in my heart. While they promised to find your whereabouts, they could not wait to announce the so-called wedding ceremony. But my client, at that time, relapsed into the dark, was crowned as fiance, but knew nothing about it.

From then on, I was on guard against them. I even suspect that they know where you are, but they won't tell me.

December 25, 2007

the sky in foreign countries is full of fireworks, and there are people on the street saying "Merry

Christmas, but the lively atmosphere can not lose your cold. But one year, I didn't even know what you looked like, so I fell in love with you. I often guess how you look when you say that "I am eighteen every day, and occasionally sixteen or seventeen, I am a super invincible beauty girl". Girl, sometimes your skin is really thick.

Your voice is very good, the food you cook is delicious, you can sing, you can cajole people, and you can comfort my increasingly anxious mood because of blindness.

But why, but to leave when I am about to see the light again, without warning, as if the world evaporated, as if that year, just a beautiful dream I had.

I must find you and ask why I should give up after saving me. Did you, someone threatened you.

On May 28, 2008,

in the downtown street, I suddenly heard hallucinations, like, your voice was close to me. My heart stopped beating in an instant. I closed my eyes and tried to distinguish the direction of the sound. But there was no sound.

Girl, said a good life, how do you, ahead of time to withdraw the field, leave me a, try to put your voice, engraved in the deepest memory of the heart. Because it's the only way to find you.

If you don't tell me your name, I don't know what you look like. I don't have any information about you. Only this voice lingers in my dream every night.

You said you look ugly, with corns hanging, nose collapsing, tetracycline teeth, potholes on your face, black acne, deformed hands, spiral legs. Don't look at it and run away. There is no girl who curses herself so much.Girl, in fact, you are very cute. You say it's lovely, but no one loves it.

I want to love you, but you disappear.

On November 16, 2008, I was very tired. The double exhaustion of heart and body. Paralyze oneself with work, but the heart is more and more empty. It's the emptiness you create that haunts your dreams day after day. Girl, where are you? I have been looking for you very hard. I have been looking for all the people who may have met you, doctors, nurses, homeowners and neighbors, and asked them to describe you. But there are so many people that I have been looking for you for nearly two years without any news.

February 14, 2009

you said, when my eyes are good, I will give you Valentine's day every year. But on Valentine's day, I wore the shirt you bought for me. In the western food you said you wanted to go to, I ate a candlelight dinner alone, but you didn't keep the appointment as scheduled.

on July 24, 2009, I stood by the lotus pond where you used to take me boating, as if I heard you saying: close your eyes, listen with your ears, smell with your nose, feel with your heart, and relax slowly. You will find that even the air is sweet.

But you forget that I was blind at that time. Closing my eyes was an unnecessary action, but I did as you said. I found that your breath is near the tip of your nose. Girl, you must be bullying me. You can't see. You are secretly looking at me. But I did not expose you, I think, and you closer.

I went back to the small yard where I lived with you. I sat on the big stone under the old locust tree and listened to the summer wind all night. I imagined that you were sitting next to me and told me some interesting stories. However, I leaned on my body and fell asleep.

In that year, you must be very tired. You have to take care of my moody blind man. You have to work part-time. You have to raise the cost of operation to restore eyesight. You are a little girl. You bear so much. Are you made of iron? But I can't do anything. Ji's turbulence, the gray of human nature, and the loss of bright eyes make me hide and shrink. Obviously, the card can withdraw cash, but because you can't expose your whereabouts, you can only bear all your thin shoulders.

I have vowed that I will love you more, love you, pamper you and take care of you when my eyes become clear and take back all that belongs to Ji. But you don't give me such a chance.

On December 31, 2010,

I looked for you for a whole year, but you still disappeared.

November 9, 2011

I dreamed of you again, but I couldn't see your face in my dream.

girl, do you believe in miracles?

I hear voices so close to you in this city. I watched the woman come in a violent way, to take a bad breath for a friend, beat a man who had just been laughing at the wine table to be disheartened, even had no chance to breathe, and then left haughtily.

I remember her name, Wen Qianxun.

But is she you?

On November 8, 2011,

she was surprised to see me for the first time, but she did not dare to look me in the eye.

I became her new boss. When I met for the first time, she wanted to resign with me. It was nearly noon, and I said we were talking and eating.

Pass her the menu, she ordered, I like to eat.

This is a coincidence, or, she is you, girl.

I will not approve of the resignation.

November 18, 2011

I asked her to be my assistant, and she needed to be on duty 24 hours a day. However, she haggled with me with sharp teeth, which was a bit like what you used to be.

The first time she gave her work, she made mistakes. However, her remedy was also perfect. The voice of the presentation at the meeting was very good. She felt more like you, girl. I seemed to smell your breath.

On November 20, 2011, she graduated from Jiangcheng University. I asked her why she did not stay in Jiangcheng. She said lightly, the city is big, the pressure is big, looking for a job for more than half a year, so she ran back to her hometown in dismay.

However, the result of my investigation is that five years ago, because of her excellent performance and excellent ability, she had three opportunities: one was to recommend graduate students, one was to invite Wanda to her, and the other was that Boya company, where she practiced, had given her the opportunity to become a regular.

Wen Qianxun, she's lying. She's hiding something.

On November 23, 2011,

on purpose, I put the shirt in the wardrobe and asked her to pack my business trip luggage. I successfully saw her expression of daze, and I didn't even notice that I was watching her expression nearby. Girl, if it's not you, why does this dress make you so interested.

On November 28, 2011,

I took her to scuba diving and talked about you on an uninhabited island. She tried her step by step, but she was disgusted. In the end, was it me who had an illusion about her, or did she pretend to be too good. I told her the story of one meter sunshine you once told me, but she told me another version.November 30, 2011

girl, if she is not you, will you feel that my body has betrayed you.