Chapter 114 I Am You

"I'm sorry, Nikol," Her words made no sense to Nikol. With a confused look, he looked at her until he felt something creeping behind him rather fast.

Suddenly his hand and leg everything got entangled by a root just like a prisoner confusing him even more.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

Tisha looked at his confused face with tears coming from her eyes.

"Tisha, what are you doing? Let go of me," Nikol was lying on the floor with his hand and leg tied to the floor. He had enough power and strength to break out of this situation but he still didn't understand what was going on.

"Is this some advanced stuff, Tisha, I'm not against it but you should have told me from the begging, well as long as you don't go too far, I don't mind doing those things,"

Thinking this was a part of their current activity, Nikol didn't resist but his heart was not at peace looking at Tisha's troubled face.

"I'm sorry, Nikol, I have to do this," She didn't waste any time as she sat on Nikol's cock with her wet pussy aligning.

"What are you? Ughhh!" He couldn't even finish his words as suddenly he was jolted from the pain he felt near his nape.

"You bit me?" It wasn't a lovebite or a bit filled with love, instead, it looked like she wanted to hurt Nikol. But for some reason, for some reason, this felt strange for Nikol. He felt like his whole body getting weak and powerless.

"My strength! Tisha, what did you do to my body?" Nikol felt his whole body going numb as soon as he felt a pain on his nape.

"I'm sorry, Nikol, I don't have a choice," She had some blood on her mouth from how hard she bit Nikol's nape, but suddenly she started moving her hips in a reverse cowgirl position looking at Nikol's confused eye.

"Stop, it, Ughhh~ I can't hold it in, don't," Her movements were amateurish but the intensity of her flesh and stimulation didn't allow Nikol to hold in his precious baby liquid as she coloured her womb with his colour.

"At last, I did it," Exhausted from all the work, she fell on Nikol's chest with her chest still leaking drops of breast milk.

"Why? What did you do?" Nikol didn't forget anything even after everything is over, he felt disappointed. He didn't know how to feel about this situation.

Should he be happy about others wanting him so much?

Or

Should he be sad that Tisha didn't even ask for anything as he was forced by her?

But at that time, Nikol didn't know this isn't a simple sequence of events as he thought.

"Nikol, don't hate me for this, I'm doing this because I can't afford to lose you,"

She didn't stop just after forcefully restraining Nikol but, she took a pill from her breast pocket which she was hiding and tried to feed it to Nikol but he didn't open his mouth, he kept tightly closing it without letting her do as she pleased this time.

"Nikol, please swallow this, this is my last request," No matter how she tried to push it into his mouth, he kept it close without even talking but his eyes had a disappointed look.

"Don't look at me like this, please, I can't stand the idea of being hated by you," She said as took the pill into her own mouth.

Nikol wanted to ask her, why she is doing this but before he could Tisha kissed him and tried to force her tongue into his mouth.

Nikol didn't have any passion remained in his body for plays like this, if he had the power he would have blown away Tisha along with these roots but he couldn't.

"Mmmmhh~" Closing Nikol's nose, she prevented his respiratory method hoping her would open his mouth and it succeeded in the end.

Nikol swallowed the pill, more like he had to because he was forced but soon he felt the ability to control his body losing as his whole body became even more numb.

He didn't feel anything, no sense, no hatred, no feelings. It was like his whole body went paralysed.

Just like that, Tisha slept hugging him without letting him feel cold after laying his body on the bed.

"Please forgive me! Please don't hate me!" But neither of them had a good sleep, all night Tisha kept muttering the same thing again and again while Nikol was emotionlessly looking at the ceiling of the room.

***

"Zenda, you really did it," Looking at Nikol's lifeless body, Eva and Lydia questioned as they wiped his sweat and anything that might hinder his comfortable sleep.

"Is this really necessary? He will hate us after this," Tisha had a lifeless look in her eyes with dark patches below her eyes lids showing how much she was crying.

"You already heard what she said, Nikol can't fight yet, if he fight in this battle, he will die, I know I'm being the worst human on the planet right now for betraying him, but if it can save his life then so be it,"

Lydia had a troubled face listening to her sister's words, she simultaneously looked at Nikol and his sister with sadness.

"Our relationship is not going to be the same anymore," Her words affected others more than, they expected feeling the crack in their heart.

"Where's Usha?" Not expecting to continue this conversation, Tisha asked patting Nikol's head. He had his eyes open but because of the medicine, his sensory perception was blocked to the point, he has no idea about what was happening.

"She's not feeling well, she has been vomiting since yesterday, I didn't want to disturb our plan because of her, so I excluded her from this for now," Eva answered her question.

While they were talking with each other Nikol was on his own mind, trying to recall what was happening.

The main question he had in his mind was whether he got betrayed only by Tisha or everyone else was involved in this. He didn't want to believe it after seeing her tears but no matter how she tried to justify it, in the end, it was just another betrayal. He knew Alva who is always peeping on his nighttime activities would jump in if he was in danger, if she really wanted to help. He knew Zenda won't allow Tisha to do something like this, if she didn't want this to happen.

'Looks like I was too happy that I actually forgot they were just strangers that saw me as a breeding cattle'

While he was drowning in his own consciousness, he heard a rather familiar voice in his mind which sent shivers down his spine.

"It's okay, you don't need them, just give up and let me take control, I will make them regret what they did to you,"

"No! They are not bad people, they took care of me," He remembered the face of Tisha.

It was hard for him to talk with this voice as he felt it was too powerful and authoritative. It was almost like the voice is power itself.

"They only see you as cattle to squeeze your semen for their own benefit, none of them loves you truly, but still you want to protect them, idiot," This was the devil's whisper. Nikol felt his own mind getting corrupted by hate and sadness of betrayal.

"You're an idiot, so let me control your body, you can go back to sleep, you never meant to be here either way,"

"Am I unwanted? Was it all just an illusion? There love and care?"

"It was an illusion, if another person was there in your place, they would treat that person the same way they did to you, you're not special to anyone, so let me make you special embrace me, and you won't regret it,"

Nikol couldn't answer this strange voice as he kept looking at the scenery in front of him.

"This is just a possibility, if you weren't there," The voice whispered in a low voice.

"Noooooo! Get this out of my sight, Stop it,"

"Embrace it, you're not special, you just happened to be there so let me make you special, let me take over,"

"None of them cared about me? If that's so why should I even continue, I'm tired," Nikol felt his consciousness slowly vanishing and being replaced by something far more nefarious and powerful.

"If you took over my body, will others start seeing me as someone important? Can I really become someone that's irreplaceable,"

"Yes,"

A smile came to his mind as he felt satisfied to hear it,

"Do whatever you want I won't care but don't harm those girls, even though they betrayed me, I love them for real," It wasn't a sentence consisting of anger or regret but the realisation.

If Nikol was in his right mind, he would have realised this wasn't him talking. But right now weakened self actually questioned his life, because of the influence of this demonic voice.

*Hahaa

"No way, I would do that, idiot, because I'm you and you're me," It was a mocking, authoritative, powerful voice but it's last words were almost like, it was self-pity.