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Because I began to miss, I actually began to cling to the feeling of being with that little girl, I never understood why.

Is this the love written in the book, Liang Shan Bo and Zhu Yingtai? I don't think so, because their final ending wasn't good, because they both died in the end!

Maybe it was because I had decided to call her "Little" that day, but yes, she had no name like me, and it seemed like a luxury to have a name here.

I heard that there's a country on the island very far to the east. The people there seem to be living in the Wilderness now, men and women living together.

Everything had to be done according to the parents, and in that country only great nobles had surnames and names.

So I was thinking, is it possible that we're the same as that island country, where only very powerful people have the right to have names?

I don't know about that, but the longer it takes, the smaller it gets. And because I had her, I didn't think about who Yun Xiaoxiao was.

It seemed that it was only when I was not very old that she always appeared in my imagination, a woman with long hair that fluttered in the wind.

She should be that kind of beautiful girl, much more beautiful than the beautiful young woman who gave birth to me. It's just because I saw her at an age where I don't have any impulses, I don't have that many bizarre thoughts.

I think if it was now, I might fall in love with her silently in my heart. I am now seventeen or eighteen years old. In the words of adults, it is time to think about marriage.

Every time I talk about this little girl, she would blush and look at me, and I knew that in her heart, she was very much looking forward to it, but I would always look at her expressionlessly, with a stiff face.

She would say why I always had a straight face, not even a child's face, and wonder why I was so fond of her.

She was already an adult, and her body had a faint fragrance that made me feel lost. I really wanted to hug her and carefully smell her scent.

But whenever I had to hold her in my arms and feel the scent of her so that I could always remember, she would blush and push me aside, saying that I was a prodigal son.

She said I was actually a lecherous person, hidden beneath my stern face, but I really wanted to know how I was a lecherous person. Why am I so lustful?

Because I always felt that I had to do something in order to be a lecherous person, but what exactly did I do? I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't think about it, so I gave up.

As the days went by, I knew Little Jun wanted to marry me. When I first spoke to the man who would whisper to me next time, he had a very playful expression on his face, because I had never spoken more than ten sentences to him since I was a child.

This time he smiled and said, I've grown up, and I'm a good girl, and I'm a very good girl.

Xiaoxiao is just like her mother, she will definitely be a good woman in the future, but I have never seen a little family, although I really want to see where her family is and how they look like.

I don't think her family would look too bad if they could make the little girl look so pretty.

And I've always been very self-centered. I'm very curious about where my little home is and why she came here from a very young age. I've been asking a lot of people as if I've gone crazy.

However, they avoided talking about it. I deeply felt that they would rather have me sit there all day like a statue when I was very young.

How great it is to be quiet. Don't have so many questions, there are some things you don't need to know!

I don't know if it was told to me or my own imagination, but the more they tried to stop me from being with Little Jun, the more we had to be together!

Actually, they didn't stop me, but I felt that not telling me about my little family was the same as stopping me. When I asked her about my little family, she said that because she was still young when she came here, she didn't remember what her family looked like.

Home, I never seemed to think of this place as my home, as if I just think of this place as a shelter from the wind and rain, in my heart, it is impossible for me to think of this cold place as home!

When I carried Xiaoxiao to my own bed, we didn't know how much trouble this was. Men were often unruly, especially when it came to women.

For the first time, I felt really good to be alive. For the first time, I felt that I was really alive.

In the past countless years of spring, summer, autumn, and winter, I did not think that I was truly living. I was like a puppet in a leather bag, repeating the meaningless life every day until I had a small one.

It wasn't until Xiaoxiao really became my person that I felt that my life had a different meaning!

However, there were times when the shelf life of happiness was actually so short. Without waiting for too long, many things would be mercilessly taken away by others.

I was chained up and chained to the door that day, and they put Tiny in a cage, and that was the first time I ever saw anyone actually go out of the door.

They tied my hands and covered my mouth with a piece of cloth, and I wanted to ask them why they did it, why they tortured two people who loved each other.

However, I covered my mouth and couldn't say a word. My eyes were swollen from crying. I tightened the chain, causing bruises to appear on my hands and neck. There were even some spots where blood had already flowed.

It was all her fault for begging others to let me go. She was the one who wanted to seduce me. I shook my head with all my might. In the end, someone knocked her out and she threw her out the door.

I was locked up in a small cell. Every day, someone brought me food, and someone cleaned up my shit so that I wouldn't starve to death.

I was taken from a large cell into a small cell. I don't know how long I've been in there, but time is very slow here. Sometimes it's very fast, so I can't tell when and how many minutes it took!

I had completely lost my understanding of the outside world. I really wanted to know what was happening to Xiaoxiao. I asked the person who brought me food more than once about Xiaoxiao's condition.

Every time the man just put down the box and ran away, I wanted to get out of here. I started digging with my hands, buttoning the bricks.

However, even if I was blistered with blood, I still wouldn't make much progress. I was imprisoned until my hair grew long, my beard grew long, my shabby clothes and muscles shriveled up, and my whole body relaxed. Finally, I fell ill!

I lay motionless on my bed of weeds, and by the time they finally noticed me, it was too late.

Because after being alone for such a long time, I actually couldn't say a complete sentence. I couldn't even say a simple sentence about a tiny thing!

Finally I was taken out of my cell, first to the bathtub, where I showered, and I saw that five or six people must have been maids. The mockery in their eyes, the disdain in their eyes towards me, these things were hard for me to accept.

I was like a pet, and also like a person. I was swung onto the bed by someone, and a person wearing a white coat was fiddling with various instruments on my body.

The final result didn't seem to be satisfactory. He shook his head and left, and I saw the humble man again.

He was glowing now, and without the submissive expression of his youth, he looked at me coldly. I don't understand why he hates me so much. Isn't he my birth mother's husband? Why is he looking at me with that cold gaze?

He didn't say anything, just arranged for someone to take care of my food and drink. I seemed to be free and no longer in my cell. However, I am still not a free person, because my hands and feet can no longer stand up to walk. It should be said that I have become a piece of trash!

I don't think there's anything else in the world that makes me feel sad, but I still underestimated the ruthlessness and cruelty of the world!

I actually saw Xiaoxiao once again. She was dressed elegantly and had a timid child by her side. The moment she pushed open the door, sunlight shone into the room, but it was also at that moment that my heart completely died.

My soul has already lost its faith in this world because I clearly heard her cry out that humble man to be her husband.

So, the child beside her is my half-brother or sister, because I have been in a cold and dark environment for a long time, my eyes have long since degenerated so many things can't be seen clearly.

It's just that I don't understand why I recognized her at first sight, even though she had changed so much.

I wanted to roll out of bed, but I didn't have any strength left in me. I couldn't even kill myself, so to speak.

I didn't understand why they were tormenting me like this, and just as I was falling into despair, I heard the voice of the burly old man who had been a child calling to me.

"Xiaofan, Xiaofan, wake up. Third Uncle is still waiting for you to learn Tao techniques from Third Uncle!"

I opened my eyes and looked around the empty room. I didn't know where I was or where I was.

Little Fan, is it me? I don't know, just thinking of this kind of thing makes my head hurt, and I feel extremely uncomfortable!

"Zhang Yifan! Zhang Yifan! Wake up quickly! If you can't wake up now, your wife will be in danger!"

A cold woman's voice called out. My wife, who is my wife? The people I like are small, but she is someone else's wife now. She even has a child!

My despair, my pain, all the negative emotions came one after another, and I was so angry with myself that I almost died!