Chapter 219 - A MUST READ: MY DEEPEST FEELINGS FOR MY READERS

Hi, it's your most beloved author here.

It has come to the end of the year, I thought I will be an ingrate if I don't take out my time thank all of the people who has helped a lot in bringing this story to where it is right now. Each time I find myself keep on writing this novel, I keep on asking myself, "why am I doing this when I am earning nothing from this novel? Why am wasting my time and resources on this novel?"

After so much thinking, I came to realise that my readers are my only motivation. That is why I want to specifically dedicate these chapter to all my super amazing readers who have been nothing but so supportive and caring. I could never reach this stage in this novel without each one of you.

I just want to say thank you for your persistent love, care and support. If I am considered a great author then each one of you is responsible for this. Thank you so very much.

TOP 30 POWER RANKERS

Some readers gives less importance to power stones not knowing that voting with power stones helps a book to gain more publicity. To all those whose name I have written down, I just want to say you did a great job in getting my novel to the power stone ranking. Thank you so much for finding my novel worthy enough to vote for.

1) SuzyQ120

2) Shining_girl

3) Flower_goddes

4) AkitaToyama

5) Spirit_stone

6) Passionate_Lover

7) Ria_Coutinho

8) Luvvy

9) Joy_Edet

10) Spy_Squad

11) Shining_star

12) Timeless_love

13) Sania8696

14) Zeallove

15) Alexandra_Lau_Tang

16) Shining_angel

17) Blessing_Edet_7729

18) Annyb

19) saiyuki91

20) Lovers_deep

21) LovingB

22) Ruth_baby

23) Silent_reader_18

24) Amazinglily

25) Secrecy2512

26) Kareena_Samuel

27) Liar_and_his_lover

28) Daoist763701

29) nyariee

30) Deeptinnd

TOP TEN COMMENTERS 

I often lost motivation to write but each time I pick up my phone, open AllNovelFull app and see your fabulous comments. I always smile uncontrollably. The happiness is far more than someone giving me $100 for my hard work. Your constants comments contribute a lot to why I didn't stop writing this novel. I love all your awesome comments and I wish that you will keep them coming each day. I love honest comments because it helps me to know where and how I have gone amiss in my novel. As a writer, there are some mistakes and details I might miss or overlook but your comments help make the novel error-free. Thanks so much again for taking out your precious time to write down your thoughts. As you can see, the time you spent in writing down those your priceless thoughts was never a waste of time because it helps in changing a life.

1) AkitaToyama

2) Renu_Manjari

3) Ayomiotan_Ologbese

4) RuSungYu

5) Annyb

6) cking14

7) Blosum

8) Anonymous_writer12

9) ikura729

10) runi_begum

11) ophelia_girl

12) Stacey_Corbett_2924

13) erode

14) Ofure

TOP 10 REVIEWERS

Each time I upload a chapter and no comments, power stones or review pops up. I always doubt myself and my work. It always makes me feel like I am wasting my time. I always feel like a useless person but each time I receive an honest review praising or criticising how good or bad my novel is, I always feel extremely happy. It doesn't matter whether others think that the review is bad or good. Can you guess why I am always happy? Because it shows that at least someone is reading my novel and not merely reading it but also think highly of my novel. To all the reviewers (both those whose names I have mentioned and those whom I didn't mention) I just want to say thank you for making me feel special. Thank you so much for finding my novel worthy of your praises and critiques. Thank you. 

1) mystery20

2) mango_blossom

3) AkitaToyama

4) Xiao_zhan 

5) Taming_Master

6) Kareena_Samuel

7) LOVE094

8) Shining_girl

9) Ms_Anonymous 

10) Princess7890

ALL THE GIFTERS

To all the few readers who sent me a gift, I can't thank you enough for your immense supports. You might have considered your gifts as nothing but it holds so much meaning to me. Your gifts make me believe more in myself and my passion. It makes me feel like my novel isn't worthless after all. Thank you so very much, I truly appreciate all your gifts and supports.

TO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE I MET BECAUSE OF THIS STORY

Many people said 2020 was a terrible year but not to me. Luckily for me I didn't lose any of my loved ones. I instead get to meet people who have become a very important factor in my life.

Firstly I want to thank my CE Islinda. She has been such a wonderful person. There was a point I could no longer handle the stress of writing and lack of readers. During those turbulent times, she stood by me and encouraged me. There was also I time I got so depressed I felt like I was gonna die, she was the person I talked to and surprisingly she comforts me saying that everything will be alright. It is just so unfortunate that my story is not well received. The only way I could have made her proud of me was making my story popular but too bad I let her down. CE Islinda, I just want to say thank you so much for your constant supports and advice. You also contributed a lot to where the novel is right now and I also want to say I am sorry for letting you down by not making this novel very popular. Thank you.

A big shoutout to my reader who became my friend AkitaToyama ( I would have loved to say her real name but I can't since I didn't ask for permission). Even when I wrote my first novel you were there for me, you supported and defended me from readers who wanted to pull the inexperienced me down back then. You have been so supportive starting from my first novel to the current two that I am still writing. You gave me tips on how to improve my writing. Although I have told you how thankful I am still want to say it again. Thank you so much, you also contributed a lot to where this novel is right now.

To my author friend and reader Ms_Anonymous, I want to say thank you. Thank you so much for being my crying partner and my supporter. I don't know where my story would have been right down if we didn't talk and comfort each other when I just started this novel.

To my new found bestie, Author Zhiruyi, I just want to say thank you so much for choosing this inexperienced me to be your friend. Although I haven't met you physically I just want to say I love you and thank you for letting me be your friend. You are an awesome author, I know I am not of your league but I am hoping to get there soon. Thank you so much bestie for supporting me all the way.

To my editor Mio, I haven't forgotten you. To be honest I can never forget you in a hurry. Choosing to edit for me without any payment that is so awesome of you. Thank you so much for understanding my situation when I told you that I don't earn much. Thank you so much for choosing to still edit for me despite not getting paid for the job. Although telling you thank you daily has become a habit but I still want to say it. Thank you for being a friend and adviser. Your constant comments helped me a lot to be a better author. 

To all my readers all over the world. I want to say thank you. I wish and hope that 2021 will be a better year for us. I wish it will not treat us harshly like 2020 did.

Thank you, thank you, thank you....

Every single one of my readers has been wonderful. If I was to write each of your names, this entire chapter wouldn't have contained it. Even though I didn't write your name, just know that you hold equal importance to me like those whose name I have mentioned. I could never thank each one of you enough for your love, care and support.

I love you guys more than you can ever imagine. ????????????????????????????????????

THIS IS MY FIRST SURPRISE. THE SECOND ONE IS COMING SOON.