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When Huo moting's breathing finally became stable, Gu Xiaoxiao opened his eyes and looked at Huo moting in front of him. Although he was asleep, he curled up together and looked insecure. Before, Huo moting always looked like this. Gu Xiaoxiao knew that it was not just because of this, but because of the living environment of Huo moting since he was a child. He was always proud. So when I was a child, I was tied to Qin Fanglan in Huo family for a long time.

Young Huo moting did not understand that his mother was Huo Weihan's wife, but Huo Weihan gave all his love to another woman and her son. Huo moting did not understand why his mother was not angry at all? At that time, Huo moting had too many questions.

But Qin Fanglan was different from those women. She never felt sorry for herself or cried because of these things. So Huo moting didn't become extreme in the end, but she was used to hiding things in her heart. Later, Huo moting grew up and this situation became more serious.

Qin Fanglan once said something to Gu Xiaoxiao. Now Gu Xiaoxiao remembers it. Qin Fanglan said that Huo moting is like this. You say that he is indifferent sometimes. He doesn't care about many people's affairs at all. He lacks the sympathy that most people have. But if Huo moting really cares about, it will be completely different, Huo moting I'm sure I'll take care of everything about this man.

Gu Xiaoxiao didn't understand that at that time, but now Gu Xiaoxiao has understood the good of Huo moting, and even loves Huo moting because of this.

Qin Fanglan doesn't know what he has experienced, and Gu Xiaoxiao doesn't know. Although she hasn't been a mother formally, she knows that feeling very well. Even if Qin Fanglan is a person who doesn't show her emotions, Huo moting is her son, and she can't care.

Now Huo moting needs people's care, Gu Xiaoxiao knows that he is his dependence.

Staring at Huo moting in the dark and feeling his breath, Gu Xiaoxiao slowly leans his body on Huo moting, "can't you sleep?"

Gu Xiaoxiao was startled by Huo moting's sudden words. Gu Xiaoxiao thought so much just now, but he was completely in a daze. Unexpectedly, Huo moting didn't fall asleep.

"Just woke up." Gu Xiaoxiao's explanation is a little awkward.

"It seems that my action is a little big. Don't worry about me. Xiaoxiao, I know what you are thinking." Huo moting's voice sounds like a sigh. In the dark, Gu Xiaoxiao looks at Huo moting's shadow outline with his eyes open. "Moting, I'm sleepy. I'm going to bed. You should go to bed earlier."

Huo moting nodded, "sleep well, don't think much."

Gu Xiaoxiao is lying in the arms of Huo moting. Recently, the temperature on Huo moting is always a little cold. It may be because he just took a bath, or it may be because of Huo moting himself. Gu Xiaoxiao still couldn't sleep. In the middle of the night, she got out of bed and raised the temperature of the air conditioner a little bit. After making sure that Huo moting was warm, Gu Xiaoxiao continued to sleep.

The next morning, Gu Xiaoxiao got up late. Huo moting had already gone out. There was a good breakfast on the table. Gu Xiaoxiao was staring at the bread and eggs on the plate. His mood became very happy. Huo moting was always so careful that he would take care of all Gu Xiaoxiao's thoughts.

Eating breakfast on the table, Gu Xiaoxiao was still a bit paranoid. Maybe it was because he went to bed too late yesterday, so he left first. Gu Xiaoxiao was very tired. But last night, Gu Xiaoxiao did not hear Huo moting talking in his sleep.

These days, Huo moting's voice was very loud in his sleep. He called out, "don't come here, go away..." Just a few words.

The sunshine outside is very good. Huo moting is driving to the drug treatment center. Today is the day when Mingwei comes out. Although Mingwei has asked someone to contact Huo moting during this period, he has never appeared. However, today is different. He not only wants to explain everything, but also hopes to make Mingwei have a new start.

Mingwei is a very good girl. She should never be obsessed with herself. Huo moting knows what she should do and that she should never delay Mingwei.

The front door of the drug treatment center is deserted. This place is not suitable for girls. But Mingwei has to be punished for doing such a thing. Her life is still very long. She can't be destroyed by drugs.

Huo moting didn't sleep last night. In fact, Huo moting woke up all night. Listening to Gu Xiaoxiao's breathing, Huo moting felt very at ease. That kind of feeling is something Huo moting has never had in recent years. Only this woman can comfort Huo moting and give him the feeling of home.

Because he didn't sleep well, he looked a little haggard. He stood at the door, holding a bunch of flowers in his hand. Mingwei's favorite flower is sunflower, and Huo hoped that Mingwei could live in the sun like this bunch of flowers, and not always touch those dark things.

Mingwei came out wearing very simple clothes and no make-up. The life in the drug treatment center made Mingwei thin a lot. She was already thin, but she was a little weak when she was so thin. "Mingwei, congratulations on your success in drug treatment."

Mingwei's mood is very complicated when she sees Huo moting standing outside. When she hears Huo moting's words, Mingwei is in tears. She has always been a vulnerable person. If it wasn't for Huo moting, she might have died countless times, but Huo moting saved herself again and again. How can Mingwei not be moved?"I didn't think you would come." Mingwei took the sunflower and threw it into Huo moting's arms. Huo moting hesitated for a moment, but he held out his hand and touched Mingwei's hair. "Well, you are not a little girl now, you can't always be like this."

There are tears in Mingwei's eyes. She is his first love. When they were together, they were not even adults. That time was very simple. Huo moting was very grateful to Mingwei at that time, so now he is so tolerant of Mingwei. However, Huo moting is clear about what is love and what is the subtle affection between him and Mingwei.

"As we said before, we'll go on like this all our lives. You'll give me a bunch of sunflowers when I'm 70 or 80. We'll stand in the sun and look at each other and die together."

Mingwei's mood is still so fragile, Huo moting sighed, "Mingwei, you know, we have a problem for a long time. You and I should not have been in love, but we have never thought about it. You just depend on me."

"Can't I rely on you all the time?"

"Mingwei, no one can rely on anyone forever."

"Isn't Gu Xiaoxiao relying on you?" Mingwei asked.

"Xiaoxiao and I are both independent, and I support Xiaoxiao's absoluteness. But I know that Xiaoxiao and I love each other. It's the kind of love I want to be with her all my life, not responsibility or dependence. I believe Xiaoxiao is the same to me. Mingwei, you deserve better, and my heart is not with you long ago. Even if you keep pestering, you can only lose both sides. "

Mingwei's face became a little trance. "Recently, I've worked very hard to get rid of drugs. Every time I think about it, why did I come into contact with such terrible things? At the beginning, I especially blame you. I don't think I would be infected with this kind of thing if you didn't leave me, because I am very happy with you most of the time. But after I leave you, I don't feel it at first, and then I find that it's meaningless to do anything. "

Huo moting didn't speak, and Mingwei didn't give Huo moting a chance to speak. He looked at the woman in front of him. She was no longer the little girl at the beginning. She became more slender and a mature woman, but her essence didn't change. It was Mingwei who only cried to find herself when she met things, or Mingwei who had no opinion and always depended on herself Wei, if you don't leave yourself, then Mingwei will probably never grow up.

"But after a long time, I found that I have nothing to do with you when I take drugs. The reason for this is my own depravity. It's because I feel that if the sky falls down without you, I'll break the pot. Especially when I take drugs, I can feel that you seem to be still around me. I really can't forget that feeling. I've been too wrong, and I've lost it There's no chance. "

"You have, you can leave here, you can go to see the outside world, it's definitely not just what it looks like in front of you, it's definitely not just me. Mingwei, you are too persistent. Don't be like this. Although we don't know what happened between us, I'm still your friend after we broke up, or I can be your brother. Mingwei, it's a long time. I really should forget it. "

"You're right. After a long time, you've found someone more suitable for you than me. What you need is an independent woman, not me. It's useless at all. Gu Xiaoxiao is better than me, and much better than me. I know that. Did you come out and tell her this time?"

Homatin nodded.

"I can't compare with her on this point. If I'm with you now and you want to go out and meet other women, I'll be crazy."

This is one of the reasons why Mingwei and Huo moting broke up at the beginning. Mingwei was too fragile and even a little nervous. No matter Huo moting had any ordinary contact with any girl, Mingwei would be jealous and even mad. She quarreled with Huo moting more than once because of this kind of thing.

Although Huo moting gives people a cold feeling, it also attracts girls' eyes because of this, but Mingwei can't stand it. Because Huo moting is so perfect, her heart is even more scared, because she doesn't seem to match Huo moting very well in both family and appearance, and always makes people feel that she is attached to Huo moting upside down The sense of security also makes Mingwei collapse.

Huo moting proposed the breakup. Although he is willing to protect Mingwei, he knows that they can't go on, otherwise the final result is definitely not what Huo moting hoped for. Mingwei calmly accepted it this time.

For a long time, Mingwei disappeared in Huo moting's world. Although at the beginning, Mingwei was holding a breath in her heart, so she chose to leave, but after a long time, Mingwei found that her missing for Huo moting was more and more serious. She has no way to eat, no way to sleep, Huo moting still often sends her messages on social software, but Mingwei has not replied, and Huo moting has been giving her money.

Just like before.

Huo moting's money is earned by his own work. Although he is the young master of Huo family, Huo moting also works outside. The money is for Mingwei, in order to make Mingwei feel at ease.It's because Huo moting is so kind to her that Mingwei can't give up her obsession.