Chapter 1355

Without waiting for Xicheng to ask again, Xia Nuan has taken the initiative to speak.

"When I knew him, he had been more than three months. At that time, I was holding the operation sheet of painless abortion on the B-ultrasound bed, and I heard the sound of his heartbeat for the first time..." With her side face and fingers gently holding her son's little hand, Xia Nuan's voice was very low, but her words were emotional. "I ran out of supermarket B in a panic and sat on the hospital corridor for a long time, and finally decided to give birth to him Now think about it, or I was a little too impulsive at that time, that would cause you such trouble! "

"No!" Xicheng immediately denied, "I I like him very much, and it's me who gives you trouble. "

Side eyes, looking at the son's lovely sleeping face, Xia Nuan gently shakes his head.

"What he gave me was an unforgettable experience in my life."

Pregnant in October, take care of the child for a whole year.

Tired, cried, and even regretted, but Most of the time, she is happy, it is a kind of unspeakable happiness, there is a small life unreservedly dependent on you, that feeling is only mother can feel.

Of course, she didn't want to say more to Xicheng.

"He's still young and won't have too many memories. If you get married in the future, you can ask him to call your wife and mother..." Speaking of this, Xia Nuan's voice had some uncontrollable emotions. After taking deep breaths for several times, she continued, "of course, I hope your future wife can accept him. This child is very smart and sensitive I... "

In the middle of it, she was choking and couldn't go on. She just took a deep breath.

Xia Nuan of course also knows that these can only be her extravagant hopes.

If you are not a child of your own, how can you really see it.

Now, she suddenly regretted that she should not have given birth to this child selfishly. If he could not live a happy life, she would be the culprit.

Xicheng raised her eyes, watching her forcefully close her lips, controlling the appearance of tears, subconsciously stood up from the chair, took a step to her, and stopped.

He wanted to comfort her, but how to comfort her?

"I'm sorry!" After hesitating for a long time, he could only say these three words, "really I'm very sorry, the child It will always be your child. As long as you want, you can come back to see him at any time. You will always be his mother. I will not let anyone take your place. "

If it was not for her hard feelings, she would not have sent the child back. As a father, he has the responsibility to take care of the child. He will take good care of the child, and will always let the child remember his real mother.

Xia Nuan raised his face in consternation, and his eyes wet with tears looked at him incredulously.

"But..."

"You're his mother, always." Xicheng took a breath, "and No matter what you need, you can tell me, I will do my best

That night, it was the thing he felt most guilty about her.

Now, with this child, his guilt and self blame naturally need not be mentioned, but there is no way to comfort and speak with words.

"I know, no matter what I do, there is no way to get rid of you, I just I hope I can do something for you, I'll... "

In front of the man, a face of embarrassment and self blame, summer warm see in the eyes, chest is also some faint do pain.

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