Chapter 1181

Because she was pregnant with two children, in less than three months, Su Ran's stomach was already very big. She had a very strong reaction. She could not even eat what Zhuang Qing made.

Su Ran is strong and persistent. She eats and spits, and then eats. She secretly encourages herself: "baby, you need to grow up well. Mom will come on."

Even Zhuang Qing was distressed to see that.

When the child is two and a half months old, Zhuang Qing takes Su ran to have an examination, but the result is not optimistic. Because of the accidental abortion, Su Ran's child is very unstable in the womb, and may die at any time, or even just a slight strenuous exercise, they will leave Su Ran's stomach.

The results of the examination are the same as those on the island. Su Ran's physical condition is not suitable for pregnancy at all, and she is still two.

Even the doctor advised her to do away with the two children and have them in the future.

But she is no better than others. Others can do it and ask for it again. If she loses this chance again, she will never have it again.

Su ran said to the doctor with a pale face: "thank you, doctor. I'm fine. I'll give them birth."

Zhuang Qing almost keeps on serving her, for fear that she will miss something else.

Looking at Su ran more and more haggard, Rong Mingyuan's heart almost stabbed pain, on the surface, he is still like that, even Su ran will smile when he looks at him.

Rong Mingyuan gently massaged Su Ran's swollen legs and feet, "Ran Ran, are you tired?"

He had a soft, tender voice.

Su ran shook his head and stroked his bulging stomach with a smile: "I'm not tired. You see, our child is very good. You can feel it."

With that, Su ran pulls Rong Mingyuan's hand and puts it on her stomach. The one with the child is much hotter than other places. Rong Mingyuan's hand trembles slightly. It's the two little lives that she gives them, but she may take Su Ran's life at any time.

Rong Mingyuan's eyes darken and suddenly pulls them back Hand: "I have something else to do. I'll go first."

With that, he quickly left here.

Su ran knows that Rong Mingyuan hasn't accepted them from her heart. She touches her stomach and says in a very gentle tone: "baby, Dad loves you. He just doesn't know how to express himself. In the future, if mom is gone, you must love dad and accompany him. Do you know?"

She also knows that she may not be able to see what these two children look like and leave this world. However, as long as she thinks of the continuation of love and life between her and Rong Mingyuan, her heart is as sweet as honey.

As a father, Qiao Zhenyuan once asked her whether it was worth it.

The answer given by Su Ran is always the same. Even if her life is no longer there, she will say so. It's worth it.

The sunshine is fine, but the sky in November is filled with endless coolness. In the autumn, Qiao Yunshen comes back.

Together with Tong LAN.

They came out of the airport hand in hand and were met by the old clock.

Tong Lan's face is filled with unspeakable happiness. Perhaps the most correct and the least regretful decision in her life is to follow Qiao Yunshen to the United States.

There, free and open, but also a very easy to indulge themselves and exile. It took Tong LAN a whole month to find Qiao Yunshen.

In a strange bar, Tong LAN finally sees Qiao Yunshen who is full of wine. Even when he is drunk, he is so noble and elegant.

In the crowd, she saw him almost at a glance.

Her heart hurt hard for a while, went to Qiao Yunshen's side, patted him on the shoulder: "Yunshen."

Qiao Yunshen raised his eyes and saw that it was Tong LAN. There was a flash of surprise in his eyes, but the surprise didn't last long. Qiao Yunshen turned his face, asked the waiter for a glass of wine, and pushed him to Tong LAN: "ha ha, Lan Lan Lan, drink?"

Tong LAN frowns and drags Qiao Yunshen out of the bar.

The sunshine outside is just right, but inside the bar, there is no normal light. Qiao Yunshen seems to have some discomfort, and some discomfort blocks his eyes.

After drinking a lot of wine, Qiao Yunshen walked a little unsteady, and the beard on his cheek grew very long. After he left Qiao's home, we can imagine what kind of life Qiao Yunshen lived every day.

Tong LAN held him up and asked, "Yunshen, where do you live? I'll take you back first."

Qiao Yunshen shook his head and said with a bitter smile, "I have no home, no home."

When he was a child, he was adopted by Zhu Minghua, but he never regarded Zhu Minghua's family as a family. Later, he returned to Qiao's family. Although he was Qiao Zhenyuan's favorite grandson and the heir of Qiao's family, he was the one who came back later. There was always a layer of estrangement. Later, when he finally thought that he and Su ran could have a family, he was disappointed He was told that Su ran was his aunt.God's joke is too big. He can't bear it, let alone bear it. So he chose the way that only cowardly people would choose to escape.

He never admitted that he was a coward, but in his feelings, he admitted, and admitted so thoroughly.

The United States is good. There is no trace of familiarity here. Who told him that strange environment is easier to forget a person, but no one ever told him that if a person grows up in his heart, how can he easily forget?

Tong LAN holds Zui Xunxun in his hand and takes out a bunch of keys and door cards from his pocket. He looks around and finally finds out where his home is.

After opening the door, a musty smell came. Dirty clothes, empty lunch boxes, ashtrays, old magazines, waste newspapers, all kinds of sundries were thrown all over the floor. Tong LAN frowned. Before, Yunshen never smoked, and he couldn't allow himself to live in such an environment. Su Ran's affair completely changed his life.

Tong LAN carefully supports him to the bedroom. Qiao Yunshen has a splitting headache and can't recognize who is who. Here, he comes back in a cold room every day. At this moment, he is put on the bed by Tong LAN, and Qiao Yunshen goes to sleep.

He simply cleaned up the room for him and went out to buy something to sober him up. When Tong Lan was finished, Qiao Yunshen also woke up. He looked around with some doubts and had a splitting headache. He clearly remembered that he was in a bar and how could he be in his own home. Moreover, how could a smell of food come from the room.

Qiao Yunshen got up and opened the door. Tong LAN looked at him and said with a warm smile, "wake up, eat."

The dinner table has been set up, and a bowl of sobering soup. Tong LAN didn't say anything, and didn't ask anything. He brought the bowl of soup to Qiao Yunshen: "headache, just drink it."

She's a doctor, she knows what it's like to drink too much, and she's been so indulgent.

Qiao Yunshen took the bowl that Su ran handed over, drank the things in the bowl silently, looked at Tong LAN and asked her: "how did you come?"

In a daze, he seemed to see Tong Lan's face. He always thought it was an illusion, but he didn't think it was real.

Tong Lan's face did not change. She said faintly, "I've got a job. The hospital sent me to study the advanced medical knowledge here. I have no place to live. I can only live with you for the time being."

She said so, in fact, there is no hospital at all, not to mention no place to live, she just looked at him like this, heartache.

Qiao Yun deep Leng Leng, then nodded: "Oh, OK, then I'll find a place."

With that, Qiao Yunshen is about to leave. Tong LAN says after him, "Yunshen, I hate it so much that I won't even accept me?"

What else can Qiao Yunshen say?

"No, I just don't think it's convenient for us to live together. If you don't think it's anything, I can."

Tong LAN smiles at him: "then sit down and eat."

"Well."

For a long time, his stomach didn't seem to cooperate very much. After eating a little, Qiao Yunshen felt uncomfortable and painful, but he didn't say it or tell Tong LAN.

"Is it hot? Why do you have so much sweat on your forehead? "

Tong LAN still found something strange about him.

Qiao Yunshen reluctantly pulled out a smile: "well, it's a little hot."

No patient can escape the doctor's eyes. What's more, the patient is still the doctor's beloved. Tong LAN puts down the bowl and chopsticks, gets up, takes out the stomach medicine from the medicine box, pours the water, and puts it in front of Qiao Yunshen: "eat it."

Qiao Yunshen was stunned, then said with a smile: "it's good to have a doctor at home."

Tong LAN did not speak. She sat down and went on to eat.

In the days after that, Qiao Yunshen would go to drink every day. Tong LAN would not stop him, but when he was drunk, he would fight him back from the bar, and then prepare the sobering medicine for him, make a meal and put it in front of him.

For a whole month, Tong LAN commuted between the bar and Qiao Yunshen's home every day.

She never said anything, just silently for him to do everything.

Finally one day, Qiao Yunshen woke up from the bed and saw everything ready by the head of the bed. He couldn't help asking her: "Lan Lan, why don't you ask me? Since you came, I thought you would ask me what, why don't you ask me?"

Tong LAN calmly looked at him: "I know the pain that it caused to you, so if drinking can make you anesthetize yourself, can let you temporarily not hurt, why should I ask."

She loves him, so she indulges in him.

Qiao Yun was deeply silent for a while, then he said, "Lan Lan, I'm not worth it."

"Yunshen, I love you, so it's not worth it or not, only willing or not. I'm willing to love you like this. If you feel heartache, you can continue. I'm a doctor, and I'll take care of you."She looked at Qiao Yunshen with burning eyes and told him all the words in her heart.

Qiao Yunshen looks at Tong LAN and finally sighs and goes out.

Another month later, Tong LAN didn't do anything in the United States. She worked as a temporary doctor in a hospital and sometimes went out to see a doctor.